Chapter 7: The first kick

All दिन Sunday Tim, Jill, Mark, Al and Wilson moved the baby's stuff in that empty room. Randy and Jamie were painting the room, a little green because they don't know what the baby is. Jamie looked down at the floor and had a flashback

Flashback

Jamie was गाना Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But आप sing to me over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

and pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know You're my only hope

Sing to me the song...

I miss you, I miss you. I miss आप so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in प्यार with you. My memories keep looking for आप but find that you're not here with me anymore.

[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss आप so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in प्यार with you. My memories keep looking for आप but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[

The अगला day, after eating breakfast, आप and Randy go to the समुद्र तट together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. आप and Randy just wore regular clothes to the beach...

Chapter 12: Take My Breath Away

Landon walked around the park and he remembered times that his mom and him walked around here.

Landon knew one दिन he'll walk around the park with Britney.

Landon walked back to the hospital.

Jamie was holding Britney.

Cynthia was in the room too with a cup of coffee.

Landon kissed his mom's cheek and then he kissed Jamie.

"Where did आप go?" asked Jamie

"I took a walk," कहा Landon

"So did आप call your boss?" asked Cynthia

"Three days off" कहा Landon

"Good" कहा Jamie

"I can't wait to spend time with my little girl" कहा Landon

Landon was holding Britney.

At 3:54...

Chapter 9: Breathe

Landon was running through the halls to see his father.

Landon didn't stop and he made it in the room, and there was Jamie holding to Worth's hand.

Landon looked at Jamie and Jamie's eyes are tearful.

"He's strong," कहा Jamie

"I know he is," कहा Landon

The peacemaker was going up and down.

Jamie looked at it and then she stands up and looked at Landon.

She kissed Landon.

"When he wakes आप talk to him kay" कहा Jamie

"Kay" कहा Landon

Jamie left,

Landon stayed in the room and he looked at his father.

Landon pulled up a chair अगला to his father side.

Landon was just looking at him...

I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let आप go. I drive myself crazy, wanting आप the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him और as days pass by. It's been a महीना since आप and Randy haven't कहा a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. आप can feel it and आप can see it. Whenever आप look in the mirror, आप see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल lately. Your coach notices and he talks with आप about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can आप do Jamie? आप need to rest. आप can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I प्यार playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...

Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One दिन Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" कहा Camilla

"Hello Camilla आप look nice today" कहा Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," कहा Camilla

"Thank you" कहा Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the रसोई, रसोईघर there was Hegbert making सूप for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...

Landon saw his son walking to the car he looked visibly annoyed. A young blonde girl was talking to him she carried a bible her hair in a टट्टू tail she wore jeans and and hoodie. She reminded him of... Jamie. He sighed as his son sat down in the car. Kevin was 15 and spending this week with him and the अगला with his mom. Anna he had met her in Collage they hadn't worked. ''That Jessie Annoys me sooo much'' he ranted.

''How so?'' Landon asked.

''She so perfect shes so nice, Luke called her a कुतिया, मतलबी today and she just promised to pray for him''. He stopped to take a breath. ''And that bible God''....

Chapter 14: प्यार and Happiness

Jamie was getting changed to her black dress. She was putting on a little blush and she was putting on lip gloss. Hegbert comes in.

"Hey Jamie" कहा Hegbert

"Hey dad" कहा Jamie

"What's new with you?" asked Hegbert

"Oh nothing, Sunday Landon and I are coming for church, Britney sleeping over a फ्रेंड्स house," कहा Jamie

"Can't wait to see आप guys there," कहा Hegbert

"Okay Britney should be in her room," कहा Jamie

"Thanks sweetie" कहा Hegbert

Landon came walking in the house and he saw Britney watching t.v.

Britney run up to Landon and she hugged him.

"Hey Brit how was...

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees आप go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The तस्वीरें of आप crying your दिल out, shouting that आप wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Heaven
It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce आप husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
They had a big reception with so many people. The cake was huge. All Landon's फ्रेंड्स were there. Jamie was happy that she...

Randy goes in your room when the doctor कहा it was ok. He sees आप sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits अगला to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for आप द्वारा breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair अगला to your bed. आप look around and आप realize your in a hospital. आप can't remember anything that happened to आप before except the dizziness आप felt back at Randy's house. आप smile...

I प्यार you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that आप are my one and only last love.

The whole day, आप and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. आप guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and आप hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's आप again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your बिस्तर and gets under your covers. आप follow right after and आप किस him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

****

Winter vacation is finally over and आप guys all go back to school...

Shawn: हे Taylor. आप think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. आप should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: आप should let go of Jamie. I mean आप haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know आप like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

Is my प्यार really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this प्यार to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives आप a dirty look. आप get a bad feeling and she pushes आप and says:

Lauren: Are आप a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First आप like him, then आप break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are आप trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. आप कहा आप were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

In the middle of the night again, आप wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. आप twitch and आप quickly yet gently हटाइए Randy's hands off your waist. आप leave the सोफ़ा, सोफे and आप run to the bathroom and आप head to the toilet. आप just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, आप look and आप see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your बिस्तर and आप plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. आप look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...

Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give आप what आप deserve.

Brad is about to पंच Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: हे हे hey!! What the hell is wrong with आप Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE आप try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...

Even though आप might never be द्वारा my side again, I will never forget you. आप won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come द्वारा me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt द्वारा आप again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? आप always cared for them और than आप did for me या for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least आप could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and आप sit in the back सीट of Randy's car with Angie...

Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like आप Jamie. Not just as a friend but और than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, आप just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want आप to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want आप to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want आप to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. आप hear him get in his car but something pulls...

Why won't आप understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, या can it be me in the अगला life time? Even if आप promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway अगला to Shawn's car and आप see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees आप and Randy and आप get out of the car with Randy. आप quickly get Angie and आप walk अगला to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to आप and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...