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After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. आप can feel it and आप can see it. Whenever आप look in the mirror, आप see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल lately. Your coach notices and he talks with आप about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can आप do Jamie? आप need to rest. आप can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I प्यार playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least आप can take और breaks off than the rest of the team.
Jamie: ...even though it's not fair, I have to agree. I can't keep up anymore. I'm too slow.
Coach: It's ok. I understand...but the medicines the doctor gives आप don't work?
Jamie: I...I couldn't get them.
Coach: Why not?
Jamie: The money...they were too expensive.
Coach: ...how much?
Jamie: A couple hundred या thousand dollars...

****

Coach: Ok listen up everyone listen up.

All the girl बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल players surround coach. Meanwhile, आप and Randy left already to just hang out together.

Coach: Ok आप all know Jamie's problem. Well she has another one, financially. She can't pay for the medicine she needs and us as a team, I thought we could help Jamie out द्वारा selling कैन्डी या what not. Sound like a good idea?
Girls: Yah!!

****

आप and Randy are at his house and on his roof. आप two are looking up at the sky, lieing down on the bricky roof. आप lean on Randy's chest and आप keep looking up at the stars. आप lay your hand on Randy's chest and आप close your eyes, feeling yourself relaxed.

Jamie: It feels nice.
Randy: *smiles* Your not cold right?
Jamie: No.

आप hug Randy tighter and just then a phone call comes.

Jamie: Ugh...

Randy gets his phone from his jean pocket and he जवाब it.

Randy: Hello?
Lauren: Randy.
Randy: Oh. हे Lauren.
Lauren: Randy...can आप come to my house for a sec?
Randy: Why? I can't anyways. I'm with Jamie.
Lauren: Please...I...*cries* I can't take this anymore.
Randy: Are आप crying?
Lauren: Please Randy I need comfort.
Randy: W-why me? Can't आप call Jessica या Tanya?
Lauren: Randy please...please...
Randy: I-I'm sorry Lauren. I can't...I'm with Jamie...h-hello? Hello?

Randy looks at his phone and Lauren just hung up on him.

Jamie: Why?
Randy: Nothing. आप don't have to worry.
Jamie: Randy...
Randy: She wanted me to come over to her house.
Jamie: And आप told her no?
Randy: Yah.
Jamie: Oh...did आप know why?
Randy: No. But she was crying.
Jamie: What?
Randy: Yah...but I wanna be with you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks...I needed that.

आप give Randy a small किस on his lips and आप lean your head back onto his chest, feeling and hearing his दिल skip a beat...
In the middle of the night again, आप wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. आप twitch and आप quickly yet gently हटाइए Randy's hands off your waist. आप leave the सोफ़ा, सोफे and आप run to the bathroom and आप head to the toilet. आप just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, आप look and आप see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your बिस्तर and आप plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. आप look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...
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Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give आप what आप deserve.

Brad is about to पंच Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: हे हे hey!! What the hell is wrong with आप Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE आप try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...
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Even though आप might never be द्वारा my side again, I will never forget you. आप won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come द्वारा me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt द्वारा आप again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? आप always cared for them और than आप did for me या for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least आप could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and आप sit in the back सीट of Randy's car with Angie...
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Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like आप Jamie. Not just as a friend but और than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, आप just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want आप to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want आप to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want आप to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. आप hear him get in his car but something pulls...
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Why won't आप understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, या can it be me in the अगला life time? Even if आप promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway अगला to Shawn's car and आप see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees आप and Randy and आप get out of the car with Randy. आप quickly get Angie and आप walk अगला to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to आप and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...
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**October**

So a whole महीना passed द्वारा and आप and the whole group have gotten closer, esp. Randy. आप and Shawn have started to barely hang out outside of school and आप spend the rest of your time either studying, sleeping, eating, या hanging out with both Angie and Randy.

**Friday**

Randy: So what do आप wanna do this weekend Jamie?
Jamie: Um I don't know. My grandma wants me to go to church with her but I'm not all that spiritual.
Randy: Oh. Well what days आप going?
Jamie: Saturday night and Sunday for a regular service.
Randy: Oh. Well we can hang out at your church then so आप won't be bored....
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As time goes द्वारा you'll be able to forget everything...

You've been getting closer with the group while getting farther from Shawn. आप don't even bother hanging out with him when आप see him around school. आप just walk with Randy and the rest of the group (you and Randy have every single class together and 6th period too). आप and Randy have been getting pretty close and आप guys can crack jokes to each other now. In 6th period, आप go to your coach and आप give him the note from the doctor. आप look at the coach's expression while पढ़ना it and he looks like 0,0...

Coach: Sullivan...
Jamie:...
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**basketball:6th period**

You and the varsity team are all practicing drills and today for some reason, आप feel really out of breathe and dehydrated. On your water break, आप gulp down your whole water bottle but आप still feel dehydrated. आप feel dizzy and आप fall on your knees.

Coach: Sullivan!! Get your behind over here!!

You try to get up but आप can't. आप just fall right back down to your knees and the assistant coach goes to you, Tommy.

Tommy: What's wrong Jamie?
Jamie: I feel dizzy.
Tommy: Why don't आप sit down. Do आप need water?
Jamie: Y-yah...

Tommy gets आप cold water and आप gulp it...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Sitting at the pew in church that afternoon, Jamie Sullivan, the daughter of Reverend Sullivan, reached for her Bible, opened it and began to turn the pages, her hazel eyes scanning the words and phrases that she had picked out at बिना सोचे समझे and mentally began studying.

Finally, her eyes lit up with some sparkle when she came to the book of Psalms. She then began to read Psalm 1 up to verse 4.

For some reason that only she knew, Jamie felt that she had to read those verses. She knew that they were very important – both the words and the phrases.

"Oh, the joys of those who do not follow the advice...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Landon Carter was on the stage opening night, shaking like a leaf under the hot lights. He honestly didn't know why he cared so much. So what if he made a fool of himself? He's Logan Carter; his popularity would save him, wouldn't it? Maybe that's why. या maybe it was her… sitting there looking beautiful

Landon brushed the thought to the side and कहा his lines. "All I know is your beautiful…..will आप sing to me?"

The पियानो began to play but it wasn't the song that they've all practiced. This one was better, but he wouldn't admit this to anyone.

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Jamie's Point of view:

Dear Landon,

I finally have a life full of peace. I thought that I would never experience a life with true प्यार and joy until I met you. We got married a few months ago, and being married to आप has been the happiness time of my life every since I was diagnosed with terminal cancer. We never talk about me dying, and even in on my worst days आप always find a way to make me smile. I am unconditionally in प्यार with God, आप Landon, and my life to know that it is alright for me to die. I know that my father will heal in his own way and आप will go to college and fulfill a...
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Chapter 4: Calling All Angels

Landon and Jamie was on the poach swinging on their swing. Jamie looked at the sunset. Landon put his arm around her shoulder. Landon and Jamie kissed then the night began to fall.

Landon and Jamie came into the apartment.

Jamie put on her pajamas and she left asleep on the couch. Landon admired Jamie sleeping. Then the time was left '10:17' and then a left of light
came down on Landon.

Then it was Crystal. Crystal pushed her hair back and she walked up to Landon.

"I see आप are very happy with Jamie," कहा Crystal

"I'm always happy with Jamie"

"Well since आप never bothered me today I'll give back 2 और of your wishes and let आप keep Jamie"

"Thank आप Crystal, "said Landon

"No problem many happiest will happen to you"

"Crystal what kinda of happiest?" asked Landon

"No way I can't tell आप that," कहा Crystal

A light comes back and Crystal steps over the light. Landon saw Crystal comes back up

End of Ch4
Chapter 3: Morning that was supposed to be sorrowed

Landon woke up अगला to the window. He stretched his arm and he felt someone अगला to him. He looked over and he saw Jamie Sullivan.

He felt her short brown hair and he saw her eyes still closed. Landon looked at his appointment book and no meeting for a doctor in sight.

Landon looked as happy as he can be.

Jamie woke up and she saw her husband looking at his appointment book.

"Good morning Carter" कहा Jamie

"Good morning sweetie" कहा Landon

Landon moved in to किस Jamie. Jamie got up out of बिस्तर and she got dressed, she put on a white sweater...
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Chapter 2: Dare आप To Move

Landon woke up at 9 o'clock and he walked to रसोई, रसोईघर and he saw his father there. Worth didn't make it to the funeral but he wished he did.

Worth and Landon's relationship was better...but over the months it got worst.

"Hello son" कहा Worth

"Where's Mama?" asked Landon

"She went shopping she'll be back later"

"Okay I'll take a walk," कहा Landon

"Landon I want to talk to you" he कहा sighing. "About yesterday, I wanted to be there"

"Then why didn't आप come?" asked Landon

"Work" answered Worth

"You could of took a few days off या tell your boss, your daughter in law die...
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आप कहा आप needed me...then why don't आप want me?

The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. आप feel like आप have और energy and आप actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! आप kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes आप smile, laugh, and he always gives आप a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. आप sing for the choir all the time and after services, आप two always go to the lake and hang out there......
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People always breaking up, falling in and out of love...I just want to let आप know that I will never let आप go for the rest of my life.

Jamie: I...I've thought about this for a while...
Randy: ...?...
Jamie: I like आप too.
Randy: ...you...you like me too?
Jamie: *nods*
Randy: ...*smiles* Wow...*laughs*

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It's now November and आप and Randy have a good start to your relationship. The whole school knows about आप and Randy cuz of the play. Both of आप take it slow and steady cuz that's how आप want it. आप guys just hold hands, give small kisses on the cheek (never on the lips), and आप two link...
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Randy: हे Jamie.
Jamie: हे Randy.

You sit in your सीट in chemistry and the घंटी, बेल rings, starting the teacher's lecture. आप drone off, about to fall asleep when Randy nudges आप a little. आप hate it when people wake आप up but आप quickly shake it off, knowing आप barely know the guy to get mad at him. आप start taking notes and आप just start लेखन Shawn's name all over the place in different font size and style.

Randy: Who's Shawn?
Jamie: hm?
Randy: Shawn.
Jamie: Oh...oh! *tries to cover the paper*
Randy: *smile* Too late. I already saw. Is he your crush?
Jamie: Oh...um well boyfriend.
Randy:...
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I know I have to forget आप but my दिल is always searching for you. I have a person here who is द्वारा my side and I know I shouldn't be doing this. But the thought of आप coming back, of hugging me once more...it's a silly thought I know. Forgive me for being the girl I didn't want to be for you, but that was all I could be.

The अगला दिन at school, आप go to hang out with the girls at the cafeteria but आप don't see Lauren there.

Jessica and Tanya: हे Jamie.
Jamie: Hey. Where's Lauren?
Jessica: With the boys. Didn't आप hear? She got back with Randy.
Jamie: Yah...
Tanya: What happened Jamie?
Jamie:...
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Chapter 8: This I Swear

After arguing with his father Landon wanted to walk around. He felt bad after doing that do Jamie.

But Landon looked angry and then he saw Eric walking down the street. Eric still looked the same.

Eric walked up to him and Landon walked up to him too.

They high five each other.

They talked for a while.

"Landon Carter, आप look great," कहा Eric

"Eric Hunter...Never changed," कहा Landon

"How's Jamie?" asked Eric

"Well she 4 months pregnant" कहा Landon

"You're gonna be a dad...Congratulations" कहा Eric

"Thanks what's new with you?" asked Landon

"I'm going to college" कहा Eric...
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