All this pain just inside...I cannot let it go.... It hurts so bad...Seeing the one आप प्यार in the arms of another.... Each night I cry myself to sleep,just hopeing the अगला दिन will be even beter...But these words always run through my mind..."You're going to die alone".. It repetes and repetes...Pain ... Oh how it hurts so... But what makes it worse...That someone that's with the one my प्यार ...is my rival....Time has stopped to आप as your tears run down slowly on my cheek.... I've लॉस्ट almost everyone in my life... It's even scary just trying to be myself....They say if आप keep your feelings jared up...you'll snap... That's haven't happened to me yet... And hope it will never will. Don't keep your feelings jared up... या one दिन you'll snap
"Now who's gonna take care of Mike!" Jane screamed at the चोटी, शीर्ष of her voice. "Now how am I suppose to marry Dave! Now how am I suppose to become an archaeologist!" "Mike, marriage, archaeology?!" I said, confused. "Oh, I can't explain now! I just wish I listened to David." She sighed. "Don't beat yourself up. David has the gift, आप can still talk to him." She forced a smile. "Gift?" Dave whispered as he entered the room. "More like a curse." "David, i'm so sorry I didn't listen! But I just never thought-" "Save it." He butted in. "Everyone I've ever loved ends up dead. I should have seen it coming." "But आप did! आप tried to save my life and I was to stupid and selfish to care." "Janet." He sighed. "I don't think I can talk to आप anymore. Never again." She stared at him, her face appalled. "What are आप saying?!" "I'm saying seeing you, like this, it just, it just breaks my heart."
I loved to write songs. These beautiful poems of love, heartbreak, life and misery. I still do. Shame they'll never reach the world as I hoped.
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so तत्पर, तेज, स्विफ्ट
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow आप take life's अगला test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not गाना loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. या maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so तत्पर, तेज, स्विफ्ट
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow आप take life's अगला test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not गाना loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. या maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
This is a song inspired द्वारा Anastasia's Once Upon a December. Also, it's the main song for my novel-in-progress, Imaginary. It's a song in which one of the main characters sings to cheer her up when she's scared. And once I finally get the story पोस्टेड here, you'll actually see the depth and power and horror of the song.
Written द्वारा a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen एंन्जल्स always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken तितलियों with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Written द्वारा a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen एंन्जल्स always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken तितलियों with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.