"He was soooo cute!" I told my firends. sad thing is, I can't even remember what he looks like. But something feels special about him. Something makes me feel like I shouldn't care....
I would never of thought I'd be waiting द्वारा the phone. Most of the time i just think "Well if a guy doesn't want this, he can't have it." But something is amking me feel like I want him और than anyone else. Something is drawing me towards him. something makes me feel like if anyone's दिल will be broken it'll be mine. And I just met him! Wait....I don't even know his name!
While Luna was worried about that. Her date, named Brian, Had other problems. What was the big deal? He though to himself in his और than freezing house. His dim lit room only had a candel for light. I've left humans before. Thats all they are. filthy dirty, over reproducing, lazy, heartbreaking, slobbish, disgusting creatures. As a demon of the dark. I was raised to hate them. I was taught to slaughter them. I am supposed to be murdering thousands, not dating some worthless....maybe I should call her? One और तारीख, दिनांक can't go that wrong.
"Oh hey!" She answered
"Ummm.....you didn't catch my name...." I stuttered to her "My name's Brian"
"okay.....I had a nice time at the movies." She stated, leading on that she wanted a सेकंड तारीख, दिनांक
"Do आप wanna go out and eat somewhere sometime?" I ask her.
"Sure...I'd प्यार to. Oh I have to go....Mom's. Hahah" She laughed out.
"Bye." I कहा before hanging up.
She better not break my heart...like last time.
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Okay everyone. How was this artical? I hope it was good :) This is what आप get when आप have a दिन and a half of daydreaming, mixed in with "Heart Shaped Glasses" द्वारा Marilyn Manson on repeat....Heres some lyrics.
"And I don't mind आप keeping me on pins and needles
If I could stick to you, and you, could stick me too
Don't break, don't break my heart,
And I won't Break your दिल shaped glasses
Little girl little girl आप should close your eyes
That blue is gettin me high."
-Marilyn Manson दिल Shaped Glasses
I would never of thought I'd be waiting द्वारा the phone. Most of the time i just think "Well if a guy doesn't want this, he can't have it." But something is amking me feel like I want him और than anyone else. Something is drawing me towards him. something makes me feel like if anyone's दिल will be broken it'll be mine. And I just met him! Wait....I don't even know his name!
While Luna was worried about that. Her date, named Brian, Had other problems. What was the big deal? He though to himself in his और than freezing house. His dim lit room only had a candel for light. I've left humans before. Thats all they are. filthy dirty, over reproducing, lazy, heartbreaking, slobbish, disgusting creatures. As a demon of the dark. I was raised to hate them. I was taught to slaughter them. I am supposed to be murdering thousands, not dating some worthless....maybe I should call her? One और तारीख, दिनांक can't go that wrong.
"Oh hey!" She answered
"Ummm.....you didn't catch my name...." I stuttered to her "My name's Brian"
"okay.....I had a nice time at the movies." She stated, leading on that she wanted a सेकंड तारीख, दिनांक
"Do आप wanna go out and eat somewhere sometime?" I ask her.
"Sure...I'd प्यार to. Oh I have to go....Mom's. Hahah" She laughed out.
"Bye." I कहा before hanging up.
She better not break my heart...like last time.
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Okay everyone. How was this artical? I hope it was good :) This is what आप get when आप have a दिन and a half of daydreaming, mixed in with "Heart Shaped Glasses" द्वारा Marilyn Manson on repeat....Heres some lyrics.
"And I don't mind आप keeping me on pins and needles
If I could stick to you, and you, could stick me too
Don't break, don't break my heart,
And I won't Break your दिल shaped glasses
Little girl little girl आप should close your eyes
That blue is gettin me high."
-Marilyn Manson दिल Shaped Glasses
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My संगीत is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
या gradually trickle down,
It can make आप laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
संगीत is the खाना I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
संगीत is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
आप can always find a friend in music
संगीत will always be.
I tap in time,
My संगीत is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
या gradually trickle down,
It can make आप laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
संगीत is the खाना I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
संगीत is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
आप can always find a friend in music
संगीत will always be.
The city of light was full of marchants and villagers. Elyon stood and gazed at them from the huge silver gate. And gurding the gate was two broad shouldered men, wearing bright white robes, that glowed from every angle.
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are आप doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the गढ़, महल of light, "i really dont know,".
टिप्पणियाँ PLZ
"Excuse me?" the man with blonde hair asked. When Elyon took a shaky step forward, the men stared shocked at her.
"Elyon? What are आप doing outside the city?" The man asked. Elyon took in a deep sharp breath and took another shaky step forward. She still hadnt noticed that the vilagers were watching silently.
"Elyon...my name is..?she smiled and fell into the darknes, fainted. The two gaurds rushed to her aid, and the vilagers erupted into a panicky uproar
"Quick take her to Lady Alexsis!" the man with darker ahir nodded, picked up Elyon and disapered.
"Leo? What the hell is going on? This is a bad sign," an old man closest to the alone guard asked.
"I dont know," he muttered looking up at the गढ़, महल of light, "i really dont know,".
टिप्पणियाँ PLZ
The pain आप caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears आप left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my दिल beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain आप left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend आप were when आप were here
But the legacy in my दिल that आप left!
The burning tears आप left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my दिल beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain आप left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend आप were when आप were here
But the legacy in my दिल that आप left!
There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? आप ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most लोकप्रिय boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the भेड़िया pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.