Chapter Three
All throughout their patrol, it was all James could do to keep his attention (and eyes) on the task at hand. He was still going over the घंटा before patrol in his head, trying to make sense of it. Lily Evans, always the stoic one, afraid? It was hard to get his head around. Lily had always been the one to keep her head in the most panic-worthy of situations – like the time she found out that Remus is a werewolf.
It had been a particularly difficult full moon, the last one of their sixth साल at Hogwarts. Wolf-Remus had been और vicious than usual and both James and Sirius were sporting various wounds in different stages of blood clotting. They were trying – in vain – to restrain him before he did any और damage to himself, the Shrieking Shack या them, when finally dawn began to break and Remus began the difficult transformation back to his human self. James and Sirius settled down to watch, slightly wary. Sometimes, the aggression didn't quite fade away with the breaking of a new day, and even in his human form Remus would struggle against them, biting and scratching even in his weakened state. So far, tonight had had all the signs of one of those times.
Fifteen मिनटों later, Remus lay in a trembling heap on the ground, human again but not really looking it. या अभिनय it – sure enough, as soon as James and Sirius, also in their human forms, got close enough, he began to snarl in a threatening manner.
“Relax, mate, it's just us. Moony? It's just us. Prongs and Padfoot.”
Snarl.
“Come on, mate we gotta go. Gotta get आप up to the hospital wing.” Sirius jumped in. They were sort of circling around Remus, trying to get closer without making him threatened enough to attack – it had been known to happen. James signalled to Sirius, and wordlessly counted to three; on the third they pounced, restraining Remus as best they could, and still he struggled. James raised his eyebrows at Sirius, and he nodded: tonight was an extreme case. Sirius dug out his wand and whispered, “Stupefy!”
James hated having to Stun Remus, but some nights it was a necessity. There was no way they were going to get him up to the hospital wing with him struggling like that... but Madam Pomfrey was probably going to kill them.
They made their slow way to the base of the Whomping Willow, and James reached out his had to press the tiny knob that froze the branches. Usually that was Peter's job, Peter in his tiny चूहा form... but Peter wasn't around, they hadn't seen him for days. James hoped he hadn't gotten himself into trouble, but he had और important issues at hand. This was always the hardest part, getting an often unconscious Remus through the hole at the base of the पेड़ and into Hogwarts grounds. This time, however, something was different...
Lily Evans was standing अगला to the entrance of the tunnel, waiting with a stretcher and two bottles of water.
“I thought आप might need these,” she कहा simply when she saw James' dumbfounded expression. “Come on, let's get Remus up to the hospital wing, आप can stutter out your सवालों later.” She handed the water to the boys and helped them out of the hole before turning to Remus and heaving him out with surprising strength. “Guys, honestly. What's up? Do I look funny? Is something wrong?”
Silence.
“All right, then, why don't आप help me with this battered werewolf? He needs medical attention, आप know. As do you,” she added, eyeing the boys' cuts and bruises disapprovingly, and turning her attention back to Remus, now lying on the ground. The boys watched with open amazement as she sighed and levitated him onto the stretcher – apparently her strength wasn't limitless. With a last look over her shoulder, she started to guide the stretcher up to the castle, trusting the boys to follow her.
Finally, James' brain began to work again. “Hey! Evans! Evans, wait up!”
Exasperated sigh. “What now, Potter?”
“You can't just go barging into the गढ़, महल like that. People will see –“
“Honestly, Potter, here I thought आप were smart. It's the crack of dawn, for Merlin's sake! And anyway, I cloaked us. आप two are the only people who can see me या this stretcher.”
“Huh. Guess you're और than just a pretty face, Evans, yeah?”
Sirius walked up behind me. “Prongs, mate, if आप haven't figured that out yet... you're screwed.” Evans just looked amused.
“Guys? The hospital wing?”
“Oh, right. Lead the way, fair lady!” James कहा with a mock bow, earning him another, equally exasperated sigh.
He smiled as he remembered the day.
“Knut for your thoughts?” Lily asked.
“Huh? Oh, I was just remembering the time आप found out about Moony's... condition.”
“Oh, आप mean the time आप guys were so dumbstruck someone had figured out your great secret that I had to drag poor Remus up to the hospital wing all द्वारा myself?”
“Yeah, that would be the one.”
“But did आप honestly think no one would ever figure it out?”
“Um... yes?”
Lily laughed. “Well, you're lucky not everybody is as smart as me, then.”
“That we are. But hey. आप never did tell us – what tipped आप off?”
“You mean apart from the fact that a) there's only so many times आप can visit your sick insert relative here at full moon, b) few normal humans are afraid of full moons and c) आप call him Moony?”
“... right. So आप just, what, followed us one beautiful full moon?”
“No, silly. It's not like I'd put myself in the line of आग – I watched from the window until I saw a wolf, a हिरण, हरिण and a dog disappear through the hole at the base of the Whomping Willow.” When she mentioned the हिरण, हरिण and the dog, James' expression froze noticably. Lily continued in an innocent tone, “Does Dumbledore know, द्वारा the way? That आप two – and probably Peter too – are illegal Animagi?”
“About that... do आप think आप could, maybe, not tell him?”
“Who do आप think I am, Severus?” James noted the obvious distaste with which she कहा the name of her former best friend and smiled to himself. He almost missed Lily continuing her sentence. “I'm not going to run to Dumbledore. Anyway, that's pretty impressive magic, turning yourself into an Animagus. How in the world did Peter manage?”
“He nearly didn't,” James कहा with a laugh. “The first time he changed, he nearly became a चूहा forever.”
“McGonagall would probably have been proud,” she said, with just the tiniest hint of sarcasm. “But. My silence has one condition: you'll let me come with आप on full moons.” All the humour was now gone from her expression.
“Lily, did आप not listen in third-year Defence Against the Dark Arts? वेयरवोल्फ are vicious during the full moon. They don't differentiate between friend and foe. Remus would tear आप limb from limb.”
“But that's just the thing: from what I've seen, आप guys get pretty torn up too. So what I'm proposing is this: आप let me wait for आप outside the passage, so in case आप need back-up, someone knows where आप are. So that if... if आप don't come back at dawn, there'll be someone to alert Dumbledore.”
“Look, Lily, I'm touched that you'd do that for us... but it's too dangerous. What if we can't keep him in the Shack?”
“James, your concern is appreciated and all, but have आप ever seen me Stun anyone? Not to toot my own horn या anything.”
“Come to think of it... no, I haven't.”
“Well, let's just say आप don't want me to demonstrate it on you.” She looked him square in the eye. “So. Deal या no deal?”
“I'm going to have to talk it over with Sirius – and Remus is going to be extremely against this idea – but I say deal.”
“It better be.”
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James had been right: Sirius was against the idea because Lily was a girl, and specifically James' all-time dream girl, which was bound to equal distraction, and Remus because he didn't want to risk harming another person. Peter was not present, which was honestly not that surprising – they were seeing less and less of him that year.
“Guys, honestly. I don't know about you, but I'd feel better knowing there was someone that had our back – and Padfoot, before आप start, it's not just because it's Lily.”
“Really?”
“Yes! Really. And besides, she कहा she'd go to Dumbledore if we didn't let her.”
“She कहा that?” Remus asked, his unwillingness clear in his expression.
“Well... not exactly. Not in those words. But it was very clearly implied.”
“As in...?”
“As in, 'My silence has one condition.'”
“Oh. So we pretty much have no choice?”
“I would say so.”
“Fine. But that doesn't mean I like it. What if she's seen?”
“She won't be – I'll leave her my Cloak.”
“And does she know she'll be left the Cloak?”
“As of right now? Nope.”
“Ah. Well, आप better go tell her we agreed before we change our minds, Prongs.” James gave them a grateful smile before leaving his old dorm and heading towards the Heads' Quarters, a slight spring in his step.
––––––––
“So they agreed.” Lily stated, a triumphant expression on her face.
“Yeah, but there's one thing: आप can't be seen.”
“Why?”
“And here I thought आप were और than just a pretty face...” James teased, earning him a एक प्रकार का जहाज़ on the arm. “Anyway, don't आप think people would wonder if they saw आप sitting out the night द्वारा the Whomping Willow once a month?”
“You do have a point. But no worries, I can do a decent Disillusionment Charm.”
“Ah, but आप don't need to,” he कहा mysteriously.
“How else do आप suggest on making me invisible, then?”
Wordlessly, James pulled the Invisibility बरसती, लबादा out of his school robes.
“James – is that – an Invisibility Cloak?”
He drew it around himself, leaving only his head visible. “Does this answer your question?”
“It – yes. But is it an actual Invisibility Cloak? Not just a normal बरसती, लबादा with some charm cast on it? But... however did आप get it?”
“It's been in family for ages and ages, and it's still going strong – so I guess it must be real, not that I ever thought about it.”
“So I suppose now I know how you've managed all your pranks?”
“Yep.”
“And I'm not supposed to tell anyone?”
“Uh, yeah. आप understand, right?”
“That the secrets of the almighty Marauders must be kept secret, lest their credibility goes? Yeah, I understand.”
“Awesome.”
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“All right, all right! Guys. Calm down, okay?” It was the third week of school, and James was trying to calm the Prefects down at their weekly meeting. “We – that is, your amazingly wonderful Head Girl and I –“ Lily smacked his arm for what had to have been the tenth time that week, and it was only Tuesday “– have some news for you.”
A chorus of 'Ooooh's rose up, and James kicked himself for not having worded that better. “Regrettably, not that.” He fully expected another smack, but even Lily seemed to have grown tired of the constant violence. “Yes, well, anyway, my point was this: seeing as आप all now that dark forces are at work, yadda yadda yadda, there's a war coming and so forth, we've decided that the students – especially the younger ones – need some entertainment in the dark winter months ahead. Which is why... we've decided to hold a Winter Ball – well, that's what it will officially be called. In actual fact, this is how it's going to be: around seven pm on a दिन that is yet to be decided, the entire school will meet in the Great Hall for a feast...” Lily tuned out James' speech – she had no need to listen to him explaining the event they'd planned just last week. She did, however, marvel at how eloquent James seemed to be while addressing the Prefects. They seemed to almost... respect him? No, that wasn't possible. This was James Potter, after all: he may have commanded many things, but respect – unless it was from a fellow prankster – was not often one of those things.
Huh. Maybe he really has changed.
All throughout their patrol, it was all James could do to keep his attention (and eyes) on the task at hand. He was still going over the घंटा before patrol in his head, trying to make sense of it. Lily Evans, always the stoic one, afraid? It was hard to get his head around. Lily had always been the one to keep her head in the most panic-worthy of situations – like the time she found out that Remus is a werewolf.
It had been a particularly difficult full moon, the last one of their sixth साल at Hogwarts. Wolf-Remus had been और vicious than usual and both James and Sirius were sporting various wounds in different stages of blood clotting. They were trying – in vain – to restrain him before he did any और damage to himself, the Shrieking Shack या them, when finally dawn began to break and Remus began the difficult transformation back to his human self. James and Sirius settled down to watch, slightly wary. Sometimes, the aggression didn't quite fade away with the breaking of a new day, and even in his human form Remus would struggle against them, biting and scratching even in his weakened state. So far, tonight had had all the signs of one of those times.
Fifteen मिनटों later, Remus lay in a trembling heap on the ground, human again but not really looking it. या अभिनय it – sure enough, as soon as James and Sirius, also in their human forms, got close enough, he began to snarl in a threatening manner.
“Relax, mate, it's just us. Moony? It's just us. Prongs and Padfoot.”
Snarl.
“Come on, mate we gotta go. Gotta get आप up to the hospital wing.” Sirius jumped in. They were sort of circling around Remus, trying to get closer without making him threatened enough to attack – it had been known to happen. James signalled to Sirius, and wordlessly counted to three; on the third they pounced, restraining Remus as best they could, and still he struggled. James raised his eyebrows at Sirius, and he nodded: tonight was an extreme case. Sirius dug out his wand and whispered, “Stupefy!”
James hated having to Stun Remus, but some nights it was a necessity. There was no way they were going to get him up to the hospital wing with him struggling like that... but Madam Pomfrey was probably going to kill them.
They made their slow way to the base of the Whomping Willow, and James reached out his had to press the tiny knob that froze the branches. Usually that was Peter's job, Peter in his tiny चूहा form... but Peter wasn't around, they hadn't seen him for days. James hoped he hadn't gotten himself into trouble, but he had और important issues at hand. This was always the hardest part, getting an often unconscious Remus through the hole at the base of the पेड़ and into Hogwarts grounds. This time, however, something was different...
Lily Evans was standing अगला to the entrance of the tunnel, waiting with a stretcher and two bottles of water.
“I thought आप might need these,” she कहा simply when she saw James' dumbfounded expression. “Come on, let's get Remus up to the hospital wing, आप can stutter out your सवालों later.” She handed the water to the boys and helped them out of the hole before turning to Remus and heaving him out with surprising strength. “Guys, honestly. What's up? Do I look funny? Is something wrong?”
Silence.
“All right, then, why don't आप help me with this battered werewolf? He needs medical attention, आप know. As do you,” she added, eyeing the boys' cuts and bruises disapprovingly, and turning her attention back to Remus, now lying on the ground. The boys watched with open amazement as she sighed and levitated him onto the stretcher – apparently her strength wasn't limitless. With a last look over her shoulder, she started to guide the stretcher up to the castle, trusting the boys to follow her.
Finally, James' brain began to work again. “Hey! Evans! Evans, wait up!”
Exasperated sigh. “What now, Potter?”
“You can't just go barging into the गढ़, महल like that. People will see –“
“Honestly, Potter, here I thought आप were smart. It's the crack of dawn, for Merlin's sake! And anyway, I cloaked us. आप two are the only people who can see me या this stretcher.”
“Huh. Guess you're और than just a pretty face, Evans, yeah?”
Sirius walked up behind me. “Prongs, mate, if आप haven't figured that out yet... you're screwed.” Evans just looked amused.
“Guys? The hospital wing?”
“Oh, right. Lead the way, fair lady!” James कहा with a mock bow, earning him another, equally exasperated sigh.
He smiled as he remembered the day.
“Knut for your thoughts?” Lily asked.
“Huh? Oh, I was just remembering the time आप found out about Moony's... condition.”
“Oh, आप mean the time आप guys were so dumbstruck someone had figured out your great secret that I had to drag poor Remus up to the hospital wing all द्वारा myself?”
“Yeah, that would be the one.”
“But did आप honestly think no one would ever figure it out?”
“Um... yes?”
Lily laughed. “Well, you're lucky not everybody is as smart as me, then.”
“That we are. But hey. आप never did tell us – what tipped आप off?”
“You mean apart from the fact that a) there's only so many times आप can visit your sick insert relative here at full moon, b) few normal humans are afraid of full moons and c) आप call him Moony?”
“... right. So आप just, what, followed us one beautiful full moon?”
“No, silly. It's not like I'd put myself in the line of आग – I watched from the window until I saw a wolf, a हिरण, हरिण and a dog disappear through the hole at the base of the Whomping Willow.” When she mentioned the हिरण, हरिण and the dog, James' expression froze noticably. Lily continued in an innocent tone, “Does Dumbledore know, द्वारा the way? That आप two – and probably Peter too – are illegal Animagi?”
“About that... do आप think आप could, maybe, not tell him?”
“Who do आप think I am, Severus?” James noted the obvious distaste with which she कहा the name of her former best friend and smiled to himself. He almost missed Lily continuing her sentence. “I'm not going to run to Dumbledore. Anyway, that's pretty impressive magic, turning yourself into an Animagus. How in the world did Peter manage?”
“He nearly didn't,” James कहा with a laugh. “The first time he changed, he nearly became a चूहा forever.”
“McGonagall would probably have been proud,” she said, with just the tiniest hint of sarcasm. “But. My silence has one condition: you'll let me come with आप on full moons.” All the humour was now gone from her expression.
“Lily, did आप not listen in third-year Defence Against the Dark Arts? वेयरवोल्फ are vicious during the full moon. They don't differentiate between friend and foe. Remus would tear आप limb from limb.”
“But that's just the thing: from what I've seen, आप guys get pretty torn up too. So what I'm proposing is this: आप let me wait for आप outside the passage, so in case आप need back-up, someone knows where आप are. So that if... if आप don't come back at dawn, there'll be someone to alert Dumbledore.”
“Look, Lily, I'm touched that you'd do that for us... but it's too dangerous. What if we can't keep him in the Shack?”
“James, your concern is appreciated and all, but have आप ever seen me Stun anyone? Not to toot my own horn या anything.”
“Come to think of it... no, I haven't.”
“Well, let's just say आप don't want me to demonstrate it on you.” She looked him square in the eye. “So. Deal या no deal?”
“I'm going to have to talk it over with Sirius – and Remus is going to be extremely against this idea – but I say deal.”
“It better be.”
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James had been right: Sirius was against the idea because Lily was a girl, and specifically James' all-time dream girl, which was bound to equal distraction, and Remus because he didn't want to risk harming another person. Peter was not present, which was honestly not that surprising – they were seeing less and less of him that year.
“Guys, honestly. I don't know about you, but I'd feel better knowing there was someone that had our back – and Padfoot, before आप start, it's not just because it's Lily.”
“Really?”
“Yes! Really. And besides, she कहा she'd go to Dumbledore if we didn't let her.”
“She कहा that?” Remus asked, his unwillingness clear in his expression.
“Well... not exactly. Not in those words. But it was very clearly implied.”
“As in...?”
“As in, 'My silence has one condition.'”
“Oh. So we pretty much have no choice?”
“I would say so.”
“Fine. But that doesn't mean I like it. What if she's seen?”
“She won't be – I'll leave her my Cloak.”
“And does she know she'll be left the Cloak?”
“As of right now? Nope.”
“Ah. Well, आप better go tell her we agreed before we change our minds, Prongs.” James gave them a grateful smile before leaving his old dorm and heading towards the Heads' Quarters, a slight spring in his step.
––––––––
“So they agreed.” Lily stated, a triumphant expression on her face.
“Yeah, but there's one thing: आप can't be seen.”
“Why?”
“And here I thought आप were और than just a pretty face...” James teased, earning him a एक प्रकार का जहाज़ on the arm. “Anyway, don't आप think people would wonder if they saw आप sitting out the night द्वारा the Whomping Willow once a month?”
“You do have a point. But no worries, I can do a decent Disillusionment Charm.”
“Ah, but आप don't need to,” he कहा mysteriously.
“How else do आप suggest on making me invisible, then?”
Wordlessly, James pulled the Invisibility बरसती, लबादा out of his school robes.
“James – is that – an Invisibility Cloak?”
He drew it around himself, leaving only his head visible. “Does this answer your question?”
“It – yes. But is it an actual Invisibility Cloak? Not just a normal बरसती, लबादा with some charm cast on it? But... however did आप get it?”
“It's been in family for ages and ages, and it's still going strong – so I guess it must be real, not that I ever thought about it.”
“So I suppose now I know how you've managed all your pranks?”
“Yep.”
“And I'm not supposed to tell anyone?”
“Uh, yeah. आप understand, right?”
“That the secrets of the almighty Marauders must be kept secret, lest their credibility goes? Yeah, I understand.”
“Awesome.”
–––––––
“All right, all right! Guys. Calm down, okay?” It was the third week of school, and James was trying to calm the Prefects down at their weekly meeting. “We – that is, your amazingly wonderful Head Girl and I –“ Lily smacked his arm for what had to have been the tenth time that week, and it was only Tuesday “– have some news for you.”
A chorus of 'Ooooh's rose up, and James kicked himself for not having worded that better. “Regrettably, not that.” He fully expected another smack, but even Lily seemed to have grown tired of the constant violence. “Yes, well, anyway, my point was this: seeing as आप all now that dark forces are at work, yadda yadda yadda, there's a war coming and so forth, we've decided that the students – especially the younger ones – need some entertainment in the dark winter months ahead. Which is why... we've decided to hold a Winter Ball – well, that's what it will officially be called. In actual fact, this is how it's going to be: around seven pm on a दिन that is yet to be decided, the entire school will meet in the Great Hall for a feast...” Lily tuned out James' speech – she had no need to listen to him explaining the event they'd planned just last week. She did, however, marvel at how eloquent James seemed to be while addressing the Prefects. They seemed to almost... respect him? No, that wasn't possible. This was James Potter, after all: he may have commanded many things, but respect – unless it was from a fellow prankster – was not often one of those things.
Huh. Maybe he really has changed.
"No,no,no! Ponny, you're supposed to sound scared. like this, 'AAAA! The Coopestells! They're back!'" Hilisia said. She कहा the line terrifiying. Ponya rolled her eyes. "If I say it any और frighted, my eyes will pop out! And anyway, you're NOT the director. I'm doing it wrong when Mr.Figgsten says so." Ponya snapped back. "Ok girls, from the top!" The girls got ready. Then suddenly, Ponya stretched her arm out to Hilisia(Luci) And said, "Luci! LOOK OUT!" "What? What Brenda?" "AAAA! The Coopestells! They're back!" "EEEEEEK!" "RUN!!!" They both said. Then the scene ended as they ran off stage. "Perfect!" Mr.Figgsten yelled. Huffing and puffing, the girls came offstage. "Hey आप guys I know it's short notice, but we will have to shoot the rest of the film in New jersey
Are आप bored? Despretly trying to find something on Google, but everytime आप serch something innoceont weird and gross stuff just overflows your computor screen? Well, शामिल होइए this लेखन compeition! I will सूची five बिना सोचे समझे genres and themes I pulled from a hat and all आप have to do is write a short story from a genre या theme of your choice but it has to be one of the five. The compeition will run from November 07 2011 - November 21. Voting will start from November 21 - November 31.
Genres:
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2. प्रशंसक Fiction (Lucky You!)
3. Sci-Fi
4. Children's
5. Drama
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Themes:
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2. Sacrifice
3. True Story
4. Childhood
5. ऐनीमे (For प्रशंसक Fiction)
Just Post Your Entry on फैन्पॉप and ur good to go!
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Genres:
1. Mystery
2. प्रशंसक Fiction (Lucky You!)
3. Sci-Fi
4. Children's
5. Drama
As I said, there random.
Themes:
1. Magic
2. Sacrifice
3. True Story
4. Childhood
5. ऐनीमे (For प्रशंसक Fiction)
Just Post Your Entry on फैन्पॉप and ur good to go!
The winner will recive 10 प्रॉप्स and 5 runners up will recive 3 props. :P
A tear ran down Jannet's pale cheek. David's footsteps echoed in the hall like a man's last words, and for Jannet, they were last words David will ever say to her. We never saw David again. Never. It's a hard word to handle when inlove.
"NOOOOOOOO!!" Mike screamed. The moment was so mindblowing, we forgot we were in Mikeal's orphanage. "She's not dead! She can't be dead!" The careers grabbed him द्वारा the arms, threw him to the ground and beat him. "Mike..." Jannet whispered, wiping a tear away. "Mike!" She shouted "Jane, don't interfeare, please!" I begged. It didn't work. When a spirit is enraged they have और energy, kinda' like an adrenaline rush.
"Jannet, where are you?!" Mike shouted. "She's dead! Get over it, boy!" The Head Misstrus boomed. "LEAVE HIM!" Jannet demanded. The women stared at her in disbelif.
"NOOOOOOOO!!" Mike screamed. The moment was so mindblowing, we forgot we were in Mikeal's orphanage. "She's not dead! She can't be dead!" The careers grabbed him द्वारा the arms, threw him to the ground and beat him. "Mike..." Jannet whispered, wiping a tear away. "Mike!" She shouted "Jane, don't interfeare, please!" I begged. It didn't work. When a spirit is enraged they have और energy, kinda' like an adrenaline rush.
"Jannet, where are you?!" Mike shouted. "She's dead! Get over it, boy!" The Head Misstrus boomed. "LEAVE HIM!" Jannet demanded. The women stared at her in disbelif.
All this pain just inside...I cannot let it go.... It hurts so bad...Seeing the one आप प्यार in the arms of another.... Each night I cry myself to sleep,just hopeing the अगला दिन will be even beter...But these words always run through my mind..."You're going to die alone".. It repetes and repetes...Pain ... Oh how it hurts so... But what makes it worse...That someone that's with the one my प्यार ...is my rival....Time has stopped to आप as your tears run down slowly on my cheek.... I've लॉस्ट almost everyone in my life... It's even scary just trying to be myself....They say if आप keep your feelings jared up...you'll snap... That's haven't happened to me yet... And hope it will never will. Don't keep your feelings jared up... या one दिन you'll snap
"Now who's gonna take care of Mike!" Jane screamed at the चोटी, शीर्ष of her voice. "Now how am I suppose to marry Dave! Now how am I suppose to become an archaeologist!" "Mike, marriage, archaeology?!" I said, confused. "Oh, I can't explain now! I just wish I listened to David." She sighed. "Don't beat yourself up. David has the gift, आप can still talk to him." She forced a smile. "Gift?" Dave whispered as he entered the room. "More like a curse." "David, i'm so sorry I didn't listen! But I just never thought-" "Save it." He butted in. "Everyone I've ever loved ends up dead. I should have seen it coming." "But आप did! आप tried to save my life and I was to stupid and selfish to care." "Janet." He sighed. "I don't think I can talk to आप anymore. Never again." She stared at him, her face appalled. "What are आप saying?!" "I'm saying seeing you, like this, it just, it just breaks my heart."