January 1st 2010
Dear Diary, my name is Cassandra (Cassie) Thorp and...
My new years resolutions are...
1. GET A BOYFRIEND!
2. Tell Gwen how much she owes me from last year.
3. Try not to spend hours staring at pictures of Henrie Green (my future husband).
4. Use और Clean and Clear.
5. Try to gain some weight.(I look anorexic)
6. Feed Pepsi.
7. Stop killing all the goldfish.
8. Shrink.
9. Don't smoke.
10. Earn और money.
Well, a new year, and I want this one to be better than the last, which is probably a pipe dream but... आप never know. I just wish Cerys and Tareesa and Amelia would except me into their group, which may be possible since I'm now good फ्रेंड्स with Danielle, who is in that group. I may get invited to और parties. I'm making my new diary properally "punctual" if that's what I think it means. Well, I think it means use proper punctuation, so I had to spend time puting dots on the end of the sentences in my New Year's resolutions. It's tiring, my hand hurts already.
I'm 14 years old and I've only had two boyfriends. TWO! My little sister, who's twelve, has had और boyfriends than me! And she's in the लोकप्रिय crowd of her year! And she's really gorgeous. Her name's Madison, she doesn't like to be called Maddie, या anything, but I do just to piss her off. It's Madison या nothing with her friends.
I walked downstairs today to find my mother unconcious on the रसोई, रसोईघर floor. My father was in the shed. How fucking drunk could they get?! I'm now listening to "Ebay" the parody on my आइपॉड touch and watching Take Me Out on my new LCD T.V which totally rocks. It's HD ready and everything. Built in Blu-Ray player. Wait, my favourite bit on the song's coming up.... "I'll buy... I'M HIGHEST BIDDER!" Oh my god, amazing!
Anyway... got to go now I'm exhausted. Woke up at two o' clock when I was meant to go to the Red Dragon Centre at three!
Dear Diary, my name is Cassandra (Cassie) Thorp and...
My new years resolutions are...
1. GET A BOYFRIEND!
2. Tell Gwen how much she owes me from last year.
3. Try not to spend hours staring at pictures of Henrie Green (my future husband).
4. Use और Clean and Clear.
5. Try to gain some weight.(I look anorexic)
6. Feed Pepsi.
7. Stop killing all the goldfish.
8. Shrink.
9. Don't smoke.
10. Earn और money.
Well, a new year, and I want this one to be better than the last, which is probably a pipe dream but... आप never know. I just wish Cerys and Tareesa and Amelia would except me into their group, which may be possible since I'm now good फ्रेंड्स with Danielle, who is in that group. I may get invited to और parties. I'm making my new diary properally "punctual" if that's what I think it means. Well, I think it means use proper punctuation, so I had to spend time puting dots on the end of the sentences in my New Year's resolutions. It's tiring, my hand hurts already.
I'm 14 years old and I've only had two boyfriends. TWO! My little sister, who's twelve, has had और boyfriends than me! And she's in the लोकप्रिय crowd of her year! And she's really gorgeous. Her name's Madison, she doesn't like to be called Maddie, या anything, but I do just to piss her off. It's Madison या nothing with her friends.
I walked downstairs today to find my mother unconcious on the रसोई, रसोईघर floor. My father was in the shed. How fucking drunk could they get?! I'm now listening to "Ebay" the parody on my आइपॉड touch and watching Take Me Out on my new LCD T.V which totally rocks. It's HD ready and everything. Built in Blu-Ray player. Wait, my favourite bit on the song's coming up.... "I'll buy... I'M HIGHEST BIDDER!" Oh my god, amazing!
Anyway... got to go now I'm exhausted. Woke up at two o' clock when I was meant to go to the Red Dragon Centre at three!
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him और and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
Well आप see
I'm not myself anymore
Well आप can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
लॉस्ट my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things आप don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm लॉस्ट in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've लॉस्ट all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
द्वारा myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well आप can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
लॉस्ट my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things आप don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm लॉस्ट in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've लॉस्ट all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
द्वारा myself