Change
The way I feel has changed
When we met I was a fool, thought
आप weren’t gonna treat me like a tool
I tell myself that I care ‘bout you
But deep inside I know we’re through.
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I can’t sit around, cry and wait for you,
I guess we were too naive
Believing it would work
Why didn’t I see,
that आप were such a jerk?
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I can’t sit around, cry and wait for you
In the future we might get another chance
Maybe, it was just a short romance
Then what I’m feeling is really wrong
I felt I had to write this quite silly song.
What am I to say?
I really didn’t think it would end this way
At the time I believed that आप would show
But after half an घंटा I really had to go
And if I see आप again
I would not smile
In fact I think I’d cry for a while
And so I say goodbye to आप
Knowing, आप feel the same way too.
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I can’t sit around, cry and wait for you
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I refuse to sit around, cry and wait for you
The way I feel has changed
When we met I was a fool, thought
आप weren’t gonna treat me like a tool
I tell myself that I care ‘bout you
But deep inside I know we’re through.
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I can’t sit around, cry and wait for you,
I guess we were too naive
Believing it would work
Why didn’t I see,
that आप were such a jerk?
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I can’t sit around, cry and wait for you
In the future we might get another chance
Maybe, it was just a short romance
Then what I’m feeling is really wrong
I felt I had to write this quite silly song.
What am I to say?
I really didn’t think it would end this way
At the time I believed that आप would show
But after half an घंटा I really had to go
And if I see आप again
I would not smile
In fact I think I’d cry for a while
And so I say goodbye to आप
Knowing, आप feel the same way too.
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I can’t sit around, cry and wait for you
Change is never easy
But what am I supposed to do?
I refuse to sit around, cry and wait for you
The Man With No Eyes Collection (6): Dream
A crystallized life, on the bright TV screen,
But I’ve finally broken away from the dream,
And into the warm embrace of your esteem.
The stage that I left disappears from my mind,
Like suddenly being engulfed द्वारा sunshine,
I am truly alive, for the very first time,
All at once, let me sing, let me cry!
‘Til it bursts,
From my lungs, like a child,
Let me smile ‘til it hurts!
Let the blue of the morning
Strike my tearful eyes,
I still don’t know how,
I still don’t know why,
(I still fear this life may yet be a lie,)
But even if this world is the true dream, I want to play out this beautiful scene.
Here it is, the last in the Man With No Eyes Collection! I wanted to complete this on a pleasant note, give the guy some mercy.
A crystallized life, on the bright TV screen,
But I’ve finally broken away from the dream,
And into the warm embrace of your esteem.
The stage that I left disappears from my mind,
Like suddenly being engulfed द्वारा sunshine,
I am truly alive, for the very first time,
All at once, let me sing, let me cry!
‘Til it bursts,
From my lungs, like a child,
Let me smile ‘til it hurts!
Let the blue of the morning
Strike my tearful eyes,
I still don’t know how,
I still don’t know why,
(I still fear this life may yet be a lie,)
But even if this world is the true dream, I want to play out this beautiful scene.
Here it is, the last in the Man With No Eyes Collection! I wanted to complete this on a pleasant note, give the guy some mercy.
I just started going on the path where my life had no light. I missed everyone from our school who graduated, and I really had many amazing फ्रेंड्स there. फ्रेंड्स who gave me memories that lasted forever...friends who helped me out when things got bad...friends who were always there for me. I know, however, that they will always continue to be in my heart, even as they went away from me. If they never come back, they will still have left hand prints on my दिल that will never be washed away. Life without the light makes me feel so lonely...like a vagabond on the streets with no home...like an eagle with no prey...like me with no one to cry with. However sad this situation I find myself in...I still know that life will go on...and I must continue to strive to be the best I can be. Even without the warmth of my फ्रेंड्स close by, I know that they will always be द्वारा my side even if they are not with me. All my फ्रेंड्स are the light in my life.
The noise,
buzzing and buzzing in my ears.
It's just not right,
आप think आप are so bright,
saying आप buzz because आप care.
But it's so unfair.
I don't need your concern,
the best way आप can दिखाना आप care,
is to leave me alone.
Why can't आप understand?
Have आप tried to understand?
Do I really expect आप to understand?
This is not a teenage problem,
the excuse आप uses so often,
This is about my freedom.
आप think I don't know anything,
आप think I am naive and innocent.
But things are so different.
आप think because आप are older,
आप know और than we do,
That’s not true.
The world has changed,
We are not the fairy tales that sing,
we are the ones who could take our lives in a blink.
No, आप are lying to yourself,
blocking the truth that would make आप knelt
buzzing and buzzing in my ears.
It's just not right,
आप think आप are so bright,
saying आप buzz because आप care.
But it's so unfair.
I don't need your concern,
the best way आप can दिखाना आप care,
is to leave me alone.
Why can't आप understand?
Have आप tried to understand?
Do I really expect आप to understand?
This is not a teenage problem,
the excuse आप uses so often,
This is about my freedom.
आप think I don't know anything,
आप think I am naive and innocent.
But things are so different.
आप think because आप are older,
आप know और than we do,
That’s not true.
The world has changed,
We are not the fairy tales that sing,
we are the ones who could take our lives in a blink.
No, आप are lying to yourself,
blocking the truth that would make आप knelt
I look out
Into the crowd
Looking for you
Hoping to see you
I search
And search
But can’t find
Your face
In all the crowd
The one person
I wanted to see
I couldn’t see
I was left
With my disappointment
As I begin to think
Of all the times
You’ve broken your word
But then
I should have known
आप never stayed
Unless आप profited
आप never were
A real dad
Never has been
Never will
I look out
In the crowd
Hoping against hope
That आप will be there
But I shouldn't even bother
I'm a nobody
Someone आप never loved
Someone आप don't even know
Maybe someday
I'll learn
That all I get from you
Is broken promises
Half truths
And utter disappointments
So now I say good bye to it all
The hurt and anger
My disappointment
And you
Into the crowd
Looking for you
Hoping to see you
I search
And search
But can’t find
Your face
In all the crowd
The one person
I wanted to see
I couldn’t see
I was left
With my disappointment
As I begin to think
Of all the times
You’ve broken your word
But then
I should have known
आप never stayed
Unless आप profited
आप never were
A real dad
Never has been
Never will
I look out
In the crowd
Hoping against hope
That आप will be there
But I shouldn't even bother
I'm a nobody
Someone आप never loved
Someone आप don't even know
Maybe someday
I'll learn
That all I get from you
Is broken promises
Half truths
And utter disappointments
So now I say good bye to it all
The hurt and anger
My disappointment
And you
"You'll never get the secret from me!" The monsters' eyes gleamed. They wanted me to yell. It was a sign of my weakening resolve. I lowered my voice. "The secret is worthless to आप unless आप know where they are. Without them, you'll be trapped." None of us in the small chamber knew who was bluffing and who wasn't.
"We will get the secrets. Do not worry about that. Your 'friends' helped us और than they could realize," a large black…thing said. Its eyes gleamed yellow. Not yellow like the sun, but yellow like the foulest thing ever seen. Another spoke up.
"What is in this case? आप act like it contains something of value. Is the secret in there?"
"That's for me to know, and आप to spend the rest of your lives guessing. The secret is going back where it belongs. Tonight. Once it's there, it will be forever beyond your reach."
And that is where I stop. If I get at least ten favorable comments, I'll write more. And be honest.
"We will get the secrets. Do not worry about that. Your 'friends' helped us और than they could realize," a large black…thing said. Its eyes gleamed yellow. Not yellow like the sun, but yellow like the foulest thing ever seen. Another spoke up.
"What is in this case? आप act like it contains something of value. Is the secret in there?"
"That's for me to know, and आप to spend the rest of your lives guessing. The secret is going back where it belongs. Tonight. Once it's there, it will be forever beyond your reach."
And that is where I stop. If I get at least ten favorable comments, I'll write more. And be honest.
Dear diary
Today was my first तारीख, दिनांक with Oisin. It is kind-of wierd going out with your best friend. So, we went to धुंधला काले रंग, डुन, डन Drum shopping centre. Then we went to see a movie, and then headed over to hes place. Then Olivia called and asked to go round to talk about girl stuff. I gave Oisin a little किस good-bye. Olivia was worrying that Sean might be cheating on her. I didn't know what to say.
Lucy xx
Tell me what आप think. Rate, comment, tell me what should happen next. is it bad?!?
Today was my first तारीख, दिनांक with Oisin. It is kind-of wierd going out with your best friend. So, we went to धुंधला काले रंग, डुन, डन Drum shopping centre. Then we went to see a movie, and then headed over to hes place. Then Olivia called and asked to go round to talk about girl stuff. I gave Oisin a little किस good-bye. Olivia was worrying that Sean might be cheating on her. I didn't know what to say.
Lucy xx
Tell me what आप think. Rate, comment, tell me what should happen next. is it bad?!?
Where did it all go wrong
what made us fall apart
I was so caught up in a dizzy
spin of fantasies
I didn't even notice.
Baby please I'm sorry
I know we had a bad run
but i know we can make
this thing work
There are lines drawn
and Ive crossed them
आप made no attempt to stop me
In fact आप probably welcomed it.
I've crossed the bridge
now i must stand and
watch it burn
theres no going back now.
I've done some real bad things
in my past, some to others
mostly to myself, racked woth guilt
but i must soldier on
Because ...
The bridge is burnt
I stood and watched it burn
No going back, no backing out...
I've crossed the line
Im in too deep
far too deep
in प्यार with you.
what made us fall apart
I was so caught up in a dizzy
spin of fantasies
I didn't even notice.
Baby please I'm sorry
I know we had a bad run
but i know we can make
this thing work
There are lines drawn
and Ive crossed them
आप made no attempt to stop me
In fact आप probably welcomed it.
I've crossed the bridge
now i must stand and
watch it burn
theres no going back now.
I've done some real bad things
in my past, some to others
mostly to myself, racked woth guilt
but i must soldier on
Because ...
The bridge is burnt
I stood and watched it burn
No going back, no backing out...
I've crossed the line
Im in too deep
far too deep
in प्यार with you.
A/N: Okay, so this was an idea that pestered me. Let me know if I should continue.
Taylor paced the length of her quarters. Being unable to sleep was, ironically, a tiresome experience.
She had been a vampire for less than ten years, and remembered nothing of her life as a human. In her mind, it was simply an odd void, like the only way to sense it's presence was from it's very absence.
Tomorrow, the moon would be the smallest crescent, and she would be forced to hunt, along with every other vampire there. To vampires, the moon always looked the same. It was only when humans saw it that way too, would they need to hunt.
Resisting was futile, Taylor knew. She had tried every time and failed. The pain would be worse than she could manage. Than anyone could.
She sank to the floor against the wall, and melted into the shadows.
Taylor paced the length of her quarters. Being unable to sleep was, ironically, a tiresome experience.
She had been a vampire for less than ten years, and remembered nothing of her life as a human. In her mind, it was simply an odd void, like the only way to sense it's presence was from it's very absence.
Tomorrow, the moon would be the smallest crescent, and she would be forced to hunt, along with every other vampire there. To vampires, the moon always looked the same. It was only when humans saw it that way too, would they need to hunt.
Resisting was futile, Taylor knew. She had tried every time and failed. The pain would be worse than she could manage. Than anyone could.
She sank to the floor against the wall, and melted into the shadows.
