Chapter Three-Flashback

I swallowed hard and turned around. “How do आप know?” He kept his hand on my shoulder as he spoke “Bella 1) I think आप kept your shield down when we were walking to the car. 2) I can`t filter the thoughts I hear so I’m sorry but I had no choice but to hear them. So is it true do आप प्यार me?”I looked at the ground nodded then I looked into his eyes and कहा “I प्यार you” his hand moved from my shoulder to the back of my neck and he pulled me in closer to him. “I think I प्यार आप too.” I closed my eyes and pressed my lips against his. I put my arms around his neck and he kissed me back with as much force as mine had. He pulled away and stared me in the eyes “You`re gorgeous, do आप know that and smart. I wait a long time to find someone like you....but I’m glad I did.” He kissed my neck then held me close to his chest. I closed my eyes and a memory I thought I had forgotten a long time पूर्व flooded my mind.

Flashback

I was on my way घर from my friend’s party with my boyfriend-first and last- he`s drunk I`m not. I pull over cause he says he`s going to be sick. He gets out and walked to the side of the road and got sick. I walked over to him and ask him if he`s ok. He looks at me and I tell him to lie in the back seat. He got in and pulled me in. He tells me I`m gorgeous and smart. I tell him I`m only 16 and I`m not ready. He tells me he doesn`t care and that he wasn`t asking. He pushes me down and take`s my clothes off and he........raped me. My friend Alexia drove द्वारा and pulled over. Her boyfriend, Jason, pulled him off me and she helped me back to my house. She never told anyone and I tried to pretend that it didn`t happen at all.

End of Flashback

I started sobbing tearlessly into Edwards chest which didn`t go unnoticed, he rubbed small circles on my back “Bella, love, what`s wrong? Why are आप crying? Please tell me.” I cried for a good ten मिनटों before I could even think of something to say. “I don`t want to दिखाना आप या tell आप it`s horrible. I thought like so much else that maybe if I was lucky I would forget it. I guess आप can never forget something so horrifying.” He lifted my chin with his finger and looked me right in the eye`s. “Bella I don`t care how bad it is I want to know what’s hurting आप so I can help you.” I closed my eyes I wanted to दिखाना him but that might be too much but I couldn`t tell him out loud. “I`m going to दिखाना आप but please don`t say anything to anyone about this.” He nodded slowly and took my hand.

I closed my eyes and opened my mind. I let the memory fill my mind. After just a few सेकंड्स after it started I felt Edwards grip on my hand tighten. When it was over he held me without saying a word. He ran his hands over my hair taking in deep breaths trying to calm down. “Edward I want to go home.” He looked at me and grabbed my hand and we walked the rest of the way to the car in silence.The ride was also silent.

When we got back Alice asked me what was wrong and I told her I`d tell her one दिन but I wanted to take a shower. Even as the water hit me and the steam rolled off the walls I was cold. That didn`t happen often to वैंपायर but I was. Someone knocked on the door. “Hello?” I heard the door open slowly and Alice walked. “Bella honey what happened earlier? I mean if आप don`t want to talk about it I`ll go but......” She trailed off and I peeked out the side of the curtain. “Sit down Alice and I`ll tell you.” She smiled at me and sat on the floor. I turn the शावर, शॉवर off and ran a bath instead. She waited for me to open the curtain so we could talk and I did as soon as it was filled and my only exposed body parts were my head and arms. She grabbed my hand before I started and listen while I told her everything.

When I was done she looked like if she could she would be crying. I closed my eyes as I sobbed. She grabbed my hand one और time and before she left she hugged me. “I`m here if आप ever want to talk about it. So is Rosalie, she`d understand too. Edward he hates seeing आप sad. Oh and Bella thank आप for sharing that with me.”

A/N: Hello ok I`ve been getting tons of school work so I`ll only be able to post a new chapter once या twice a week. Sorry. Also sorry for the short chapter but I`m trying to find a way to get to one of the ideas in my head so I thought I would just give आप a taste of her past.(Bella’s).I really want to know your thought on this chapter so Please R&R it helps a lot!