I closed my eyes.I hated when he did this.Why not just walk we could talk even more.I put my arms around his neck.He smelled really good,not like any cologne, but just really nice and inviting.I buried my nose in his कमीज, शर्ट and inhaled deeply.
When we got to the meadow.I looked around and remembered our conversation the other दिन and many just a few years ago.It was beautiful and it hadn`t changed that much.
"So what do आप want to talk about?"I looked at him hopeful I didnt know what we should talk about but I hopped he did."Nothing really."No luck,wait I know."How about how am I going to tell Jacob I want a divorce?"The word sent shivers down my spine 'divorce'.I was clueless on how to do this."I can`t just tell him 'i`m sorry I still प्यार Edward and I now I know I want to be with आप so im packing my bags and im gone' that would be cold and I cant do that to him."Edward sat down and motioned for me to come and शामिल होइए him.I sat down and put my head on his shoulder."Well what do आप want to say?"The सवाल I couldn`t answer either."I just want him to know that I do प्यार him but not as much as I प्यार आप and that I don`t want him to think its his fault for me leaving.Does that make any sense?"He placed his head on mine "Yes it does.You don`t want to hurt him but आप don`t want to be with him.Am I right?"I closed my eye`s and nodded.Thats all I could do because I was afraid if I opened my mouth I might cry.
I tried not to cry but a tear still slid down my cheek.I wiped it away before Edward noticed."I प्यार you."I whispered his in ear."I प्यार आप too."He whispered back.He kissed my forhead. Suddenly I was tired I put my head in his lap and I closed my eyes.
When I opened them again I was in Carlisles room in his bed.Edward was beside me."What happened?"I was confused.Why was I back at the house and how did I get back?"You fell asleep,and I brought आप back here and layed आप down.You`ve been asleep for a while,are आप sure your ok?"I looked at his face his eyes were filled with concern."Yeah I think so anyway,but my head hurts.I dont think it means much but do आप have any advil या anything?"He looked at me for a मिनट before getting up."I`ll go see if Carlisle has any for you.Close your eyes Bella relax and i`ll be right back."
When he came back he brought two advil and some water.He wasn`t alone Carlisle came in behind him.I sat up but the blood rush to and from my head and I felt dizzy."Bella are आप ok?Whats wrong?"I looked it was Carlisle this time that talked."I think i`ll live but my head is killing me and i`m really tired.""Lay down and take these if your still tired द्वारा tonight come and get me."The last part of his sentence was for Edward who sat on the edge of the बिस्तर and nodded.I took
the pills and went back to sleep.
I opened my eyes it was about5 pm.I looked at Edward who didn`t look like he had moved at all from the spot he was sitting hours before"How do आप feel?Are आप stil tired?"I closed my eyes"No im not tired but my head hurts still."I put my hand on my head and quickly moved it.I had a pretty bad fever.Edward leaned in to किस me but when his lips met my forehead he almost jumped."I`ll be right back."He came back with Carlisle again"I कहा I was fine Edward I dont need a doctor."Carlisle put his hand on my head."Bella have आप done anything to stress आप out the last few days?"I looked at him."I`ve desided to file for divorce and now I have to wait two day`s before I can tell him."Carlisle looked at me and shook his head."Thats why your head hurts आप waiting for something big and आप are very stresed.You need rest and to eat so come with us down stairs and i`ll get आप something for supper.OK?"
I didnt have much of a choise because Edward picked me up and brought me down stairs."Edward I still know how to walk so can आप please put me down before I get sick."He put me down."Fine is that better?"We stayed there staring at each other untill Carlisle called me in to the रसोई, रसोईघर to eat.
When we got to the meadow.I looked around and remembered our conversation the other दिन and many just a few years ago.It was beautiful and it hadn`t changed that much.
"So what do आप want to talk about?"I looked at him hopeful I didnt know what we should talk about but I hopped he did."Nothing really."No luck,wait I know."How about how am I going to tell Jacob I want a divorce?"The word sent shivers down my spine 'divorce'.I was clueless on how to do this."I can`t just tell him 'i`m sorry I still प्यार Edward and I now I know I want to be with आप so im packing my bags and im gone' that would be cold and I cant do that to him."Edward sat down and motioned for me to come and शामिल होइए him.I sat down and put my head on his shoulder."Well what do आप want to say?"The सवाल I couldn`t answer either."I just want him to know that I do प्यार him but not as much as I प्यार आप and that I don`t want him to think its his fault for me leaving.Does that make any sense?"He placed his head on mine "Yes it does.You don`t want to hurt him but आप don`t want to be with him.Am I right?"I closed my eye`s and nodded.Thats all I could do because I was afraid if I opened my mouth I might cry.
I tried not to cry but a tear still slid down my cheek.I wiped it away before Edward noticed."I प्यार you."I whispered his in ear."I प्यार आप too."He whispered back.He kissed my forhead. Suddenly I was tired I put my head in his lap and I closed my eyes.
When I opened them again I was in Carlisles room in his bed.Edward was beside me."What happened?"I was confused.Why was I back at the house and how did I get back?"You fell asleep,and I brought आप back here and layed आप down.You`ve been asleep for a while,are आप sure your ok?"I looked at his face his eyes were filled with concern."Yeah I think so anyway,but my head hurts.I dont think it means much but do आप have any advil या anything?"He looked at me for a मिनट before getting up."I`ll go see if Carlisle has any for you.Close your eyes Bella relax and i`ll be right back."
When he came back he brought two advil and some water.He wasn`t alone Carlisle came in behind him.I sat up but the blood rush to and from my head and I felt dizzy."Bella are आप ok?Whats wrong?"I looked it was Carlisle this time that talked."I think i`ll live but my head is killing me and i`m really tired.""Lay down and take these if your still tired द्वारा tonight come and get me."The last part of his sentence was for Edward who sat on the edge of the बिस्तर and nodded.I took
the pills and went back to sleep.
I opened my eyes it was about5 pm.I looked at Edward who didn`t look like he had moved at all from the spot he was sitting hours before"How do आप feel?Are आप stil tired?"I closed my eyes"No im not tired but my head hurts still."I put my hand on my head and quickly moved it.I had a pretty bad fever.Edward leaned in to किस me but when his lips met my forehead he almost jumped."I`ll be right back."He came back with Carlisle again"I कहा I was fine Edward I dont need a doctor."Carlisle put his hand on my head."Bella have आप done anything to stress आप out the last few days?"I looked at him."I`ve desided to file for divorce and now I have to wait two day`s before I can tell him."Carlisle looked at me and shook his head."Thats why your head hurts आप waiting for something big and आप are very stresed.You need rest and to eat so come with us down stairs and i`ll get आप something for supper.OK?"
I didnt have much of a choise because Edward picked me up and brought me down stairs."Edward I still know how to walk so can आप please put me down before I get sick."He put me down."Fine is that better?"We stayed there staring at each other untill Carlisle called me in to the रसोई, रसोईघर to eat.
So I found one Twilight page which, among other things, has a सूची of ships and stories for every ship. I didn't make any of these, all credits goes to link. there are some ships still available for fanfic so if आप are interested go on that page and make it.
I allocated a सूची of most interesting ships. What do आप think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
I allocated a सूची of most interesting ships. What do आप think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
हे twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release तारीख, दिनांक for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction तारीख, दिनांक not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is कहा that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.