11. Twinge


He road with me to the Elementary school. He talked about the game and I laughed. He was a great Player, he told me about the scholarship and how it all when away with one spit bone. I got to the school a bit late, Mrs. Martinez eyes Kevin anxiously and she told me about the rose sent to Alison today. I just nodded my head and introduce Aly to Kevin.

“Alison Love, I want आप to meet my friend Kevin” I was holding her; she smiled at him and looked at me.

“Hi Kevin” she कहा in her sweet voice. She would say it to new people and grandpa when she wanted something. I shook my head and sat her down.

“Kevin is staying for रात का खाना tonight.” I told her as we walked to the car.

“Are आप cooking या is Uncle Jacob cooking, I hope आप are because I'm tired of Uncles Food.” she said, Kevin and I laughed.

“Yes I'm cooking.” I told her unlocking the car and putting her backpack in the trunk. I took out the rose and handed it to her. “I like your rose.”

“Me to” she टिप्पणी जोड़ा गया हे putting her सीट बेल्ट on. Kevin watched us smiling.

“What?”

“Nothing I was just learning, आप daughter is smart.” He कहा leaning on the door before he sits down.

“Please she is a किस up, just wait it’s a long night.”

Alison sat and talked to Kevin all while I made dinner, chicken ब्रोकोली casserole, I was a bit jealous she talked to him और then me. But he was completely at ease with it. While Alison did her homework Kevin talked to me about his sister and her daughter and his two brothers.

As I put the पुलाव into the oven, the phone rang, some days I forgot I even had a घर phone; I walked over and looked to see whom it was. Alice Cullen, of course, she would call. I answered it sheepishly “Alice?”

“I'm so sorry Bella I know आप want me to stay away but I can’t, I miss आप so much and I did come to see आप when आप were attacked and I प्यार and miss आप and I want to come over, I want to meet आप daughter. ” she कहा fast I almost didn't catch all of it. Not to mention I was mesmerized द्वारा her voice, I missed that voice so much. I then realized Bella Cullen had the same voice. I shivered at the thought.

I looked at Kevin “I have to take this could आप watch Aly for me.” He nodded and I when into the pantry room. “Alice I forgive you, I was just lashing out and I couldn’t control myself.” I कहा in a soft tone. “I wish आप could but I'm on lock down literally the wolfs will freak if आप came any where near my house. द्वारा the way, did आप come to my house? ”

“Yes I saw your friend come over and if आप want him to like आप at least me a bit और clean.” She laughed. I smile to myself. I liked him. Believe me.

Don’t me mad at herI told myself “Thank आप I thought I was paranoid,” I wanted to see her, refresh my memory a bit, but what if it hurt? What if द्वारा seeing her tonight it would send me back into a relapse from high school? What if I made a fool of my self in front of Kevin I really like him and the last thing I need is Jacob walking around my front yard, as a भेड़िया या half naked. What if it doesn’t hurt? If द्वारा seeing her, it will bring closure. And Jacob will never find out. Then maybe we could have fun like we use too.

Now that’s the sprit Bella your finally learningBella Cullen was here with me and instead of disagreeing like I always do, I agreed with her.

“So It was the wolfs, I cant see them, I though आप died until I see आप go to sleep and wake up the अगला day. ” she कहा in और of a pondering voice rather then a as-a-matter-a-fact voice.

“Maybe tomorrow I have company tonight and I want to talk with out having to hold back.” I established with her, “I प्यार आप Alice have a good night,”

“I प्यार आप too Bella.” She hung up her phone. I sighed and came out, Aly was coloring in one of her पुस्तकें now, and Kevin was watching the game. I sat down beside him.

“There is a lot I don’t know about आप it worries me.” He कहा after a minute.

“How so?” I asked. I knew I was secretive but I liked it this way. It was safer.

“You talk about your family a lot but never say anything about them, and आप are vary close to them. Then I saw आप eyes when आप answered the phone.” He कहा with a smile.

“Well there’s not much to say. In away if we were going out this would be one of those awkward exes conversations. That’s all. And my family is a nutshell.” I leaned into his shoulder with out realizing it.

“My last girlfriend was crazy, when we broke up she left me for my older Brother then got married a महीना later, my younger brother is the football तारा, स्टार of the family he plays of the Raiders and the brother behind him plays for Washington State and will graduate अगला year. My mom doesn’t talk to me any और and my dad if backpacking युरोप with he's latest girlfriend.” he कहा in a hard face. I nodded, and then exhale heavily.

“Time for बिस्तर Alison.” I winked at him and picked her up. He had been yawning on the floor for the past 5 minutes. I laid her down and kissed her head, she fell asleep as I turned off the lights. I walled back into the living room and smiled at Kevin.

I sat down on the other side of the सोफ़ा, सोफे took another deep breath at told my self, if this works out with out him running away from me then I will marry him, “Ok now आप are going to want to run away form me, never every speak to me again and shun me away.” I smiled weekly at him I held op my hand so he wouldn’t say anything, “I'm a only child, my parents devoiced when I was a few years old, when I was 17 I moved to Forks to go live with my dad, um about six months went द्वारा when I met Jacob, when were फ्रेंड्स first then we dated then we broke up when to different colleges, then we both came back around the same time, he was getting married to Nicole and I was adopting Alison, we decide to stay फ्रेंड्स and because he was the family friend before he was my boyfriend. Alison calls him uncle so I consider him a brother. I'm very close to my ex I guess.” That was nice and simple. I completely left themout. He filled the अंतरिक्ष in between us.

“Ok I don't see any problems with that.” He smiled angelically. I blushed changing the channel, I hate Sports Center I flipped through the movie channels, Hellboy was on I smiled at him and smiled closer to him.

He caressed my arm restlessly like it was regular for him, nothing new. I let my mind wander. I hadn’t go out with many guys since Jacob. Devon 8 months पूर्व but we only dated for 3 weeks then I broke up with him and he moved to Seattle. I inhaled a breath and heard the rain drizzling on the front porch, strangely, I wasn’t cold. Kevin was warm all the time it seemed, he had no और cloths then I did but he was defiantly warmer.

As his hand lowered down my arm, he passed at my scar. The Bite mark. He stopped and looked at it. He sat up abruptly, and looked at me. What just happened? He looked at me in my eyes the looked at the scar again.

His whole body changed, ice rolled off him and the scowl on his face made me quiver, his right leg was twitching. The tone in his voice scared me it was confused, and lost, dry, and slightly hurtful, “How are आप still alive?”