The rest of the weekend was filled with revision. Edward was constantly at my side trying to cram as much knowledge as he could into my brain. The only time I wasn’t being drilled on the names of the बोन्स in the body and analysis of poems was when I was in the bathroom, eating या sleeping. Charlie was glad that Edward kept me busy. I thought that this was because Edward was helping me to revise but I was sure there was another reason. If only that idiotic barrier would just go away. And then I had an idea. If Charlie could block his mind from me, maybe I could block my mind from Edward.
On one of the rare breaks Edward gave me I went down to see Charlie. He was sitting on the sofa watching a baseball game.
“Dad,” I said, sitting अगला to him. “Is there anyway आप can stop people from पढ़ना your thoughts?”
I didn’t want to tell him that I had come across his barrier. I don’t think he knows that I can read minds. I couldn’t remember if I had ever told him.
For once, he took his eyes off the screen.
“Yes, there is,” he said. “Why?”
“I just wanted to make sure I was better protected,” I said. “You know, I don’t want anyone knowing about me.”
“That is a good idea,” Charlie nodded.
“Can आप teach me?”
Charlie nodded again.
“It’s very simple. आप have to imagine, in your mind, that आप are building a दीवार to stop people from gaining access to your mind. It’s like your building a दीवार to stop people getting into your house.”
“Ok.” I imagined a miniature me in my mind, building a wall.
“This दीवार has to be very strong, Kay. It has to stop the most powerful telekinetic from getting in.”
I imagined the mini me lifted big fat bricks. I even made her drop one to दिखाना they were heavy.
“How’s your wall?” he asked.
“The mini me is doing good,” I said, giggling when she dropped another brick.
“Take this seriously Kayla,” Charlie कहा sternly. “You don’t need to envision yourself actually building the दीवार या dropping bricks.”
“Wait, how did आप know?” I asked. I made the miniature me hurry up with the wall. She went super fast and the bricks piled up.
“Where do आप think आप got it from?” Charlie said, slyly.
“You’re telekinetic?” I was stunned. I had to master this barrier thing.
“It’s took me a while to get it back but yes I am.”
“No way! I won’t get away with anything now. How long have आप had it?”
“It was a couple weeks after आप came back from आप little ‘holiday’.”
I tried not to sigh with relief. So he wouldn’t know about my little incident with Jared while on holiday.
“How’s my barrier then?” I asked him.
“It’s weak,” he answered bluntly. “Focus on it. आप have to believe it is strong and will stop me. Come on, Kay.”
I tried my best. I imagined this दीवार surrounding my entire mind, blocking out everything from reaching it. I tried to make it as strong as possible. I used my entire concentration and I swear I must have gone red in the face from trying.
“That’s excellent, Kayla!” Charlie clapped his hands. “A perfect barrier.”
“Really?” I said. I clapped for myself. “You couldn’t get in?”
“No,” he said. “Not a tiny bit.”
“Woop!”
“You don’t have to concentrate that hard, द्वारा the way. As long as आप believe that आप दीवार will stop intruders, it will. Have faith in your own power.”
“Cool.” I stood up. “I need to get back upstairs before Edward throws a fit. He’s determined to get me full marks in these exams.”
Charlie laughed.
I felt his barrier break down slightly, just enough for me to get in. I hadn’t meant to go in but wanted to know what had been worrying Charlie. I got a very worrying image. It was Charlie but he was younger, in his mid-twenties. It was dark and he was facing someone. I couldn’t see their face but I could see their eyes glowing in the darkness. It was a bright blue colour. Charlie’s face was full of anger and fear at the same time. His hands were held up in front of him, as if he was defending himself from the person in front if him.
I only saw this image for half a सेकंड before the barrier was back up and I was shoved out of his mind. I walked slowly up the stairs contemplating this image. What did it mean?
The exams were a complete nightmare. I hated exams, I hated sitting in that exam hall, I hated the silence. I was distracted द्वारा the serenity of the hall and how for once, every person in the साल was quiet at the exact same moment.
The सवालों on the exams were too nice either. Some of them I got all द्वारा myself, others I had to ask for help. या rather he gave me the answer. I would hear Edward’s voice in my head, just at the right time. Obviously he would finish his exam before the first ten मिनटों were up but he stretched it out to look normal. Because he didn’t really need to concentrate he was there to help me when I got confused on a question. He would explain it to me and help me get the answer. He didn’t tell me the answer unless I was close to breaking down with frustration and most of the questions, 96% of them, I answered myself.
Edward promised me that at the end of the week, I could see my car again. I couldn’t wait to see George. I thought that calling my car Edward wouldn’t be a good idea seeing as Edward nearly crashed his Volvo when he made a certain टिप्पणी दे that I replied to.
George, the beautiful BMW, was sitting in the Cullen’s garage. He was just the same as I left him the week before and I checked just to make sure. I didn’t want my car being bullied द्वारा the other cars.
“You really are insane,” Edward said, watching me as I stroked the black metal. “It’s a car.”
“If I scratched your Aston Martin and कहा ‘it’s just a car’, would आप go mental?”
“Of course! आप would have scratched my prize car!”
“Then आप get my point. George is my only car and I want to take special care of him.”
“You named your car?”
“You know I named him George.”
“I thought आप were joking.”
I turned away from him and continued to stroke my car. Just then, the pixie like vampire that was Alice, pranced into the garage.
“I thought आप would be in here,” she कहा to me. “Every time you’re here you’re with that car.”
“He’s called George,” I कहा to Alice. “He’s not ‘that car’.”
“Ok then,” Alice said, smiling sweetly. “Will आप please stop stroking George for a moment? I want to speak to you.”
I had stopped stroking my car when I saw Alice’s smile. It was the smile she used to get what she wanted. What did she want?
“Kayla, आप know that I don’t remember my human life much?”
“Yes,” I said, slowly.
“Well, I never graduated from high school when I was human but आप are.”
“Do आप want to pick out my graduation clothes या something, Alice?” I asked, confused.
“No but I will now,” she said, happily. “What I actually wanted was to throw आप a graduation party!”
“A party?” I looked at Edward who was smiling widely. “Did आप know about this?”
“It was kind of obvious, Kayla,” Edward replied. “Alice loves to throw parties. She’s only using आप as an excuse.”
I turned back to Alice who was still smiling sweetly up at me.
“I don’t know,” I कहा to her. “I mean, I can’t have a party at Charlie’s. It’s tiny.”
“That’s why I’m having it here,” Alice jumped up and down joyfully. “I have all the balloons and banners ready. The खाना and drinks I haven’t thought of yet but don’t worry I will and आप can help with the संगीत because I don’t think their taste and Edward’s is the same and-”
“I haven’t कहा yes!” I कहा loudly so she could hear me above her own high-pitched babble.
“But आप will, I can see it!”
I turned to Edward for help but he just shrugged.
“I’m not getting involved,” he said.
I looked back at Alice and saw that she was staring up at me with कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला dog eyes and pouting lips.
“Alice, don’t do that!” I closed my eyes so I didn’t have to see her face. The amount of times she had दिया me those eyes and I had let her treat me like a बार्बी doll. Well it wasn’t happening this time. No way.
“Oh my God! George!”
My eyes flew open to see Alice’s कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला dog eyes. George was gone from my mind and all I could see was Alice’s eyes. I was truly struggling to say no.
“Don’t आप प्यार me?” she asked in a quiet hurt voice.
“You know I do.”
“Please, Kayla,” she whimpered. “It will be the best party ever and आप can even get some presents.”
“I don’t want presents!”
“Kayla,” Alice pouted her lips even more.
“Fine,” I said, giving in. “You can throw me a party.”
She smiled again and hugged me.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
“Yes, yes,” I said, patting her spiky black hair.
She ran back into the house, shouting Esme as she went.
“What makes me thing I’ll regret this?” I कहा to Edward.
On one of the rare breaks Edward gave me I went down to see Charlie. He was sitting on the sofa watching a baseball game.
“Dad,” I said, sitting अगला to him. “Is there anyway आप can stop people from पढ़ना your thoughts?”
I didn’t want to tell him that I had come across his barrier. I don’t think he knows that I can read minds. I couldn’t remember if I had ever told him.
For once, he took his eyes off the screen.
“Yes, there is,” he said. “Why?”
“I just wanted to make sure I was better protected,” I said. “You know, I don’t want anyone knowing about me.”
“That is a good idea,” Charlie nodded.
“Can आप teach me?”
Charlie nodded again.
“It’s very simple. आप have to imagine, in your mind, that आप are building a दीवार to stop people from gaining access to your mind. It’s like your building a दीवार to stop people getting into your house.”
“Ok.” I imagined a miniature me in my mind, building a wall.
“This दीवार has to be very strong, Kay. It has to stop the most powerful telekinetic from getting in.”
I imagined the mini me lifted big fat bricks. I even made her drop one to दिखाना they were heavy.
“How’s your wall?” he asked.
“The mini me is doing good,” I said, giggling when she dropped another brick.
“Take this seriously Kayla,” Charlie कहा sternly. “You don’t need to envision yourself actually building the दीवार या dropping bricks.”
“Wait, how did आप know?” I asked. I made the miniature me hurry up with the wall. She went super fast and the bricks piled up.
“Where do आप think आप got it from?” Charlie said, slyly.
“You’re telekinetic?” I was stunned. I had to master this barrier thing.
“It’s took me a while to get it back but yes I am.”
“No way! I won’t get away with anything now. How long have आप had it?”
“It was a couple weeks after आप came back from आप little ‘holiday’.”
I tried not to sigh with relief. So he wouldn’t know about my little incident with Jared while on holiday.
“How’s my barrier then?” I asked him.
“It’s weak,” he answered bluntly. “Focus on it. आप have to believe it is strong and will stop me. Come on, Kay.”
I tried my best. I imagined this दीवार surrounding my entire mind, blocking out everything from reaching it. I tried to make it as strong as possible. I used my entire concentration and I swear I must have gone red in the face from trying.
“That’s excellent, Kayla!” Charlie clapped his hands. “A perfect barrier.”
“Really?” I said. I clapped for myself. “You couldn’t get in?”
“No,” he said. “Not a tiny bit.”
“Woop!”
“You don’t have to concentrate that hard, द्वारा the way. As long as आप believe that आप दीवार will stop intruders, it will. Have faith in your own power.”
“Cool.” I stood up. “I need to get back upstairs before Edward throws a fit. He’s determined to get me full marks in these exams.”
Charlie laughed.
I felt his barrier break down slightly, just enough for me to get in. I hadn’t meant to go in but wanted to know what had been worrying Charlie. I got a very worrying image. It was Charlie but he was younger, in his mid-twenties. It was dark and he was facing someone. I couldn’t see their face but I could see their eyes glowing in the darkness. It was a bright blue colour. Charlie’s face was full of anger and fear at the same time. His hands were held up in front of him, as if he was defending himself from the person in front if him.
I only saw this image for half a सेकंड before the barrier was back up and I was shoved out of his mind. I walked slowly up the stairs contemplating this image. What did it mean?
The exams were a complete nightmare. I hated exams, I hated sitting in that exam hall, I hated the silence. I was distracted द्वारा the serenity of the hall and how for once, every person in the साल was quiet at the exact same moment.
The सवालों on the exams were too nice either. Some of them I got all द्वारा myself, others I had to ask for help. या rather he gave me the answer. I would hear Edward’s voice in my head, just at the right time. Obviously he would finish his exam before the first ten मिनटों were up but he stretched it out to look normal. Because he didn’t really need to concentrate he was there to help me when I got confused on a question. He would explain it to me and help me get the answer. He didn’t tell me the answer unless I was close to breaking down with frustration and most of the questions, 96% of them, I answered myself.
Edward promised me that at the end of the week, I could see my car again. I couldn’t wait to see George. I thought that calling my car Edward wouldn’t be a good idea seeing as Edward nearly crashed his Volvo when he made a certain टिप्पणी दे that I replied to.
George, the beautiful BMW, was sitting in the Cullen’s garage. He was just the same as I left him the week before and I checked just to make sure. I didn’t want my car being bullied द्वारा the other cars.
“You really are insane,” Edward said, watching me as I stroked the black metal. “It’s a car.”
“If I scratched your Aston Martin and कहा ‘it’s just a car’, would आप go mental?”
“Of course! आप would have scratched my prize car!”
“Then आप get my point. George is my only car and I want to take special care of him.”
“You named your car?”
“You know I named him George.”
“I thought आप were joking.”
I turned away from him and continued to stroke my car. Just then, the pixie like vampire that was Alice, pranced into the garage.
“I thought आप would be in here,” she कहा to me. “Every time you’re here you’re with that car.”
“He’s called George,” I कहा to Alice. “He’s not ‘that car’.”
“Ok then,” Alice said, smiling sweetly. “Will आप please stop stroking George for a moment? I want to speak to you.”
I had stopped stroking my car when I saw Alice’s smile. It was the smile she used to get what she wanted. What did she want?
“Kayla, आप know that I don’t remember my human life much?”
“Yes,” I said, slowly.
“Well, I never graduated from high school when I was human but आप are.”
“Do आप want to pick out my graduation clothes या something, Alice?” I asked, confused.
“No but I will now,” she said, happily. “What I actually wanted was to throw आप a graduation party!”
“A party?” I looked at Edward who was smiling widely. “Did आप know about this?”
“It was kind of obvious, Kayla,” Edward replied. “Alice loves to throw parties. She’s only using आप as an excuse.”
I turned back to Alice who was still smiling sweetly up at me.
“I don’t know,” I कहा to her. “I mean, I can’t have a party at Charlie’s. It’s tiny.”
“That’s why I’m having it here,” Alice jumped up and down joyfully. “I have all the balloons and banners ready. The खाना and drinks I haven’t thought of yet but don’t worry I will and आप can help with the संगीत because I don’t think their taste and Edward’s is the same and-”
“I haven’t कहा yes!” I कहा loudly so she could hear me above her own high-pitched babble.
“But आप will, I can see it!”
I turned to Edward for help but he just shrugged.
“I’m not getting involved,” he said.
I looked back at Alice and saw that she was staring up at me with कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला dog eyes and pouting lips.
“Alice, don’t do that!” I closed my eyes so I didn’t have to see her face. The amount of times she had दिया me those eyes and I had let her treat me like a बार्बी doll. Well it wasn’t happening this time. No way.
“Oh my God! George!”
My eyes flew open to see Alice’s कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला dog eyes. George was gone from my mind and all I could see was Alice’s eyes. I was truly struggling to say no.
“Don’t आप प्यार me?” she asked in a quiet hurt voice.
“You know I do.”
“Please, Kayla,” she whimpered. “It will be the best party ever and आप can even get some presents.”
“I don’t want presents!”
“Kayla,” Alice pouted her lips even more.
“Fine,” I said, giving in. “You can throw me a party.”
She smiled again and hugged me.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
“Yes, yes,” I said, patting her spiky black hair.
She ran back into the house, shouting Esme as she went.
“What makes me thing I’ll regret this?” I कहा to Edward.
हे twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release तारीख, दिनांक for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction तारीख, दिनांक not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is कहा that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what आप think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what आप think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when आप say one of the टिप्पणियाँ -and you've probably कहा one of the टिप्पणियाँ और then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure आप can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so लोकप्रिय if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my फ्रेंड्स just don't understand lol). How many do आप think आप can fill, टिप्पणी दे below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what आप think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure आप can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so लोकप्रिय if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my फ्रेंड्स just don't understand lol). How many do आप think आप can fill, टिप्पणी दे below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what आप think please.
So these are, द्वारा far, my प्रिय कोट्स from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I प्यार you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I प्यार you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD