"That doesn't change a thing," I कहा as Jason's strong arms fell द्वारा his side instead of wrapped around me. "Since when do आप follow the rules. आप never listen to your dad या anyone for that matter."
"But this is different," whispered Jason. "I can't handle seeing आप sent away, Felicia."
"I would rather be sent away than for आप to ignore me!"
"It is for the better," he whispered. He would not meet my eyes and I knew why. He would collapse if he saw even the slightest bit of hurt in my eyes.
I ran away from him and to the safety of my house. I ran and ran as he called my name. Each time my name became softer and softer until the wind dragged it away. It was sweet of him to not want me to go to that awful boarding school, but I don't want to say goodbye.
****
Hannah sat down अगला to me as she chatted on and on about her तारीख, दिनांक with this foreign dude she met on the Internet. It is times like these wen I think Hannah isn't my friend at all. She agreed with my dad that I should stop seeing Jason. She कहा that I would be happier now than I would ever have been with a guy who wears leather jackets and rides a motorcycle. My polish life shouldn't be dirtied द्वारा his dangerous lifestyle. He is a bad boy and I am suppose to be a good girl. He would ruin my image.
"Shut up for a मिनट and listen, Hannah," I said. "I honestly don't care about Matteo and his fancy suits."
"Ugh," sighed Hannah as she polished her pinky toe pink. "Are आप still upset about Biker Boy? He made his choice."
"He wouldn't have to if everyone stopped butting into my business," I added.
"No one would have to be in your business if आप weren't the president's daughter. Now suck it up! Jason is a horrible kisser anyways."
And with that comment, I sent Hannah out of my room and told the guards to never let her set foot in my house again.
****
"I'm so sorry Felicia," declared Jason. "But is is for the best."
"I hate this," I mumbled as I fumbled with the white dress. "Everything would be okay if Hannah had kept her big mouth shut. आप wouldn't have to go away."
"You would have been sent to that boarding school even if Hannah hadn't कहा a word. He telling the tabloids about her relationship only added आग to fuel. Your dad would still try to विभाजित करें, विभक्त करें us up. Besides, आप hate boarding schools," he said. It was amazing how he knew everything about me. This is why I प्यार him too much to see him leave.
"And आप promise that आप didn't किस Hannah?" The tabloids had a festival when Hannah told them all about her juicy romance with Jason.
Jason's dad made him choose between the military या jail because my dad swears Jason चुरा लिया something from the White House. Jason didn't. I know for a fact he didn't because the दिन that the crime was reported, Jason was with me. He wasn't suppose to be, but he was. Jason decided the military because he knew there would be और plots and plans to keep us away from each other. Going to jail would mean an even और brutal punishment than just a couple of years. He was dealing with the president in this situation. Anything could happen to him if he is sent to jail. Plus, I would have to go to that horrid boarding school.
"I promise, I have go now, Felicia."
I watched him board the bus where they would be going to their base या whatever. Jason could get killed out there. This was all my fault. Everything would be find if I was a normal girl. My dad wouldn't be so set on him ruining out image. He wouldn't care that Jason dropped out of school. He would care whether या not Jason truly loves me and he does. I know he does and he knows I प्यार him.
This could be the last time I see him and before he sits down in a seat, I jump onto the bus and I किस him. I किस him so hard that he won't ever forget me. I don't want him to forget us. I receive the same message back from his lips. They tell me no matter how this ends, we will always be together.
"But this is different," whispered Jason. "I can't handle seeing आप sent away, Felicia."
"I would rather be sent away than for आप to ignore me!"
"It is for the better," he whispered. He would not meet my eyes and I knew why. He would collapse if he saw even the slightest bit of hurt in my eyes.
I ran away from him and to the safety of my house. I ran and ran as he called my name. Each time my name became softer and softer until the wind dragged it away. It was sweet of him to not want me to go to that awful boarding school, but I don't want to say goodbye.
****
Hannah sat down अगला to me as she chatted on and on about her तारीख, दिनांक with this foreign dude she met on the Internet. It is times like these wen I think Hannah isn't my friend at all. She agreed with my dad that I should stop seeing Jason. She कहा that I would be happier now than I would ever have been with a guy who wears leather jackets and rides a motorcycle. My polish life shouldn't be dirtied द्वारा his dangerous lifestyle. He is a bad boy and I am suppose to be a good girl. He would ruin my image.
"Shut up for a मिनट and listen, Hannah," I said. "I honestly don't care about Matteo and his fancy suits."
"Ugh," sighed Hannah as she polished her pinky toe pink. "Are आप still upset about Biker Boy? He made his choice."
"He wouldn't have to if everyone stopped butting into my business," I added.
"No one would have to be in your business if आप weren't the president's daughter. Now suck it up! Jason is a horrible kisser anyways."
And with that comment, I sent Hannah out of my room and told the guards to never let her set foot in my house again.
****
"I'm so sorry Felicia," declared Jason. "But is is for the best."
"I hate this," I mumbled as I fumbled with the white dress. "Everything would be okay if Hannah had kept her big mouth shut. आप wouldn't have to go away."
"You would have been sent to that boarding school even if Hannah hadn't कहा a word. He telling the tabloids about her relationship only added आग to fuel. Your dad would still try to विभाजित करें, विभक्त करें us up. Besides, आप hate boarding schools," he said. It was amazing how he knew everything about me. This is why I प्यार him too much to see him leave.
"And आप promise that आप didn't किस Hannah?" The tabloids had a festival when Hannah told them all about her juicy romance with Jason.
Jason's dad made him choose between the military या jail because my dad swears Jason चुरा लिया something from the White House. Jason didn't. I know for a fact he didn't because the दिन that the crime was reported, Jason was with me. He wasn't suppose to be, but he was. Jason decided the military because he knew there would be और plots and plans to keep us away from each other. Going to jail would mean an even और brutal punishment than just a couple of years. He was dealing with the president in this situation. Anything could happen to him if he is sent to jail. Plus, I would have to go to that horrid boarding school.
"I promise, I have go now, Felicia."
I watched him board the bus where they would be going to their base या whatever. Jason could get killed out there. This was all my fault. Everything would be find if I was a normal girl. My dad wouldn't be so set on him ruining out image. He wouldn't care that Jason dropped out of school. He would care whether या not Jason truly loves me and he does. I know he does and he knows I प्यार him.
This could be the last time I see him and before he sits down in a seat, I jump onto the bus and I किस him. I किस him so hard that he won't ever forget me. I don't want him to forget us. I receive the same message back from his lips. They tell me no matter how this ends, we will always be together.
Thursday
The book club meeting was held at the mall today. I didn't want to go at first but I soon realized I has nothing better to do. All my फ्रेंड्स hate me. I was going up the escalator when I spotted Tammie, Jennifer and Hazel laughing and glancing at dresses. I don't know what persuaded me to do so but I dashed up the escalator and to them. They instantly stopped laughing when they saw me. Hazel was her usual bratty self. Tammie was being extra annoying and Jennifer actually showed some sign of her missing me. The others didn't like my being here, I guess. Tammie started insulting me and my clothes. I was so hurt that I couldn't think of something clever to say back. Instead I ran away and down the escalator until I reached the book club room. द्वारा this time, I was so distraught and in tears that I didn't even want to go to the stupid meeting. I wastes time wondering around the hall. I didn't want to be near anyone.
The book club meeting was held at the mall today. I didn't want to go at first but I soon realized I has nothing better to do. All my फ्रेंड्स hate me. I was going up the escalator when I spotted Tammie, Jennifer and Hazel laughing and glancing at dresses. I don't know what persuaded me to do so but I dashed up the escalator and to them. They instantly stopped laughing when they saw me. Hazel was her usual bratty self. Tammie was being extra annoying and Jennifer actually showed some sign of her missing me. The others didn't like my being here, I guess. Tammie started insulting me and my clothes. I was so hurt that I couldn't think of something clever to say back. Instead I ran away and down the escalator until I reached the book club room. द्वारा this time, I was so distraught and in tears that I didn't even want to go to the stupid meeting. I wastes time wondering around the hall. I didn't want to be near anyone.
Ya know,
All these years
I've been standing here
In the darkness,
And I didn't know what to do
या what to say
But when आप came by
Boy, आप gave me strength.
And आप told me
Girl you're beautiful,
Now go on with your life
I've never met someone
Who has made me so strong,
But I told myself,
Oh you're amazing,
Oh आप made me brave.
The story of my life
Is oh so sad to tell,
But sometimes that is why
Life is so memorable.
The way that he helped me out
Has made me carry on.
And all that gave me courage
Is my awesome little hero.
U R Beautiful,
And I know that I am too.
Well, now, maybe.
U R Beautiful
Boy आप gave me strength.
All these years
I've been standing here
In the darkness,
And I didn't know what to do
या what to say
But when आप came by
Boy, आप gave me strength.
And आप told me
Girl you're beautiful,
Now go on with your life
I've never met someone
Who has made me so strong,
But I told myself,
Oh you're amazing,
Oh आप made me brave.
The story of my life
Is oh so sad to tell,
But sometimes that is why
Life is so memorable.
The way that he helped me out
Has made me carry on.
And all that gave me courage
Is my awesome little hero.
U R Beautiful,
And I know that I am too.
Well, now, maybe.
U R Beautiful
Boy आप gave me strength.
Tuesday
The preps have got on my nerves for the last time. They decides to expose my crush on Kyle. How dare they? Who do they think they are? Their leader was like we all know that Laurie likes Kyle. U was all like please, I so don't. Then we got into this huge argument. Jennifer, L. J, and Tammie had my back though. Jennifer started trash talking their leader, Carly Louis, and they rest of her desperate followers. Kyle interjected and कहा that if I liked him then it wasn't any of their business. This is why I like the boy so much. After school when I was walking him from school, Kyle caught up with me. He told me that he thought those girls were cruel and should stay in their own business. I couldn't agree more. He whirled around suddenly and kissed me! I was utterly speechless. He started stuttering and then sprinted off in the other direction before I could say anything. Yep, that किस was everything that I had imagined it would be but why do I feel like it was so wrong.
The preps have got on my nerves for the last time. They decides to expose my crush on Kyle. How dare they? Who do they think they are? Their leader was like we all know that Laurie likes Kyle. U was all like please, I so don't. Then we got into this huge argument. Jennifer, L. J, and Tammie had my back though. Jennifer started trash talking their leader, Carly Louis, and they rest of her desperate followers. Kyle interjected and कहा that if I liked him then it wasn't any of their business. This is why I like the boy so much. After school when I was walking him from school, Kyle caught up with me. He told me that he thought those girls were cruel and should stay in their own business. I couldn't agree more. He whirled around suddenly and kissed me! I was utterly speechless. He started stuttering and then sprinted off in the other direction before I could say anything. Yep, that किस was everything that I had imagined it would be but why do I feel like it was so wrong.