This is a poem I came up with
The pain is far greater
the pain is almost blinding
आप कहा you'd always प्यार me
a rope of प्यार wrapped around me, a binding
But now I know the truth
You're nothing but a fake
आप took my दिल and played with it
and now my दिल does nothing but ache
I wish to hear your voice again
I wish आप had never hurt me
for now I can't even look at आप
without having to turn and flee
This pain has gotten worse
I can't stand it much longer
but if I take a blade....
I can take the pain आप gave me and make a different pain stronger.
The pain is far greater
the pain is almost blinding
आप कहा you'd always प्यार me
a rope of प्यार wrapped around me, a binding
But now I know the truth
You're nothing but a fake
आप took my दिल and played with it
and now my दिल does nothing but ache
I wish to hear your voice again
I wish आप had never hurt me
for now I can't even look at आप
without having to turn and flee
This pain has gotten worse
I can't stand it much longer
but if I take a blade....
I can take the pain आप gave me and make a different pain stronger.
Wednesday
First दिन of summer and I'm already bored. I'm not bored enough to want to back to school. I'm just lonely bored. L. J called me several times this morning wondering if I was okay and if I wanted to go some place with him. I kindly rejected him. If it wasn't Jennifer या Tammie calling then I don't want to hear. Velvet signed me up book club thing. I do like to read पुस्तकें and she thought that maybe I could meet some new फ्रेंड्स that have something in common with me. I think she is full of baloney. Velvet made me promise to go to the first meeting tomorrow. I don't know. We'll see how my mood is द्वारा tomorrow.
First दिन of summer and I'm already bored. I'm not bored enough to want to back to school. I'm just lonely bored. L. J called me several times this morning wondering if I was okay and if I wanted to go some place with him. I kindly rejected him. If it wasn't Jennifer या Tammie calling then I don't want to hear. Velvet signed me up book club thing. I do like to read पुस्तकें and she thought that maybe I could meet some new फ्रेंड्स that have something in common with me. I think she is full of baloney. Velvet made me promise to go to the first meeting tomorrow. I don't know. We'll see how my mood is द्वारा tomorrow.
After much debate, I have decided to try my hand at लेखन a mystery novel. I've always loved mysteries, especially the original "Sherlock Holmes" stories, and shows like "Monk" and "Twin Peaks". The summary for the story I'm लेखन is in the in the section below. If आप like the idea, let me know, because I'm really excited for the story!
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Summary:School's out and fifteen साल old Harold McCormick is headed for his annual summer getaway at Science Camp, but when an accident occurs, Harold is detirmened to prove it is murder, despite the doubt of the police and everyone around him believing otherwise, and in order to save the camp, Harold must find someone who believes him, crack the case, and bring the culprit to justice before he strikes again.
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Summary:School's out and fifteen साल old Harold McCormick is headed for his annual summer getaway at Science Camp, but when an accident occurs, Harold is detirmened to prove it is murder, despite the doubt of the police and everyone around him believing otherwise, and in order to save the camp, Harold must find someone who believes him, crack the case, and bring the culprit to justice before he strikes again.