Have आप ever gone through something in life that makes आप feel like your फ्रेंड्स have actually abandoned आप ?

I feel like I am going through something right now. And और than anything I feel like everyone who claimed that they would always be there for me … just aren’t. I don’t expect them to live through every moment of this with me because आप can’t ask that of your friends. The funny thing is though … is that when they’re going through something they expect me to be there and I haven’t let them down, the only time I couldn’t physically be there was when I had to go away for school. But otherwise, I’m always available to them. Never asking, never arguing… just unconditionally being there because I get what it is to be a FRIEND. I just feel like my फ्रेंड्स aren’t my फ्रेंड्स anymore. What am I supposed to do ?