TO be with you, hurts me so much.
But I guess I'm masochistic,
And i like to hurt.,...
But whatever be the reason,
I प्यार आप so much..
To see आप smile,
To see your joy,
I wish I could
let go of this pain.,,
But I cant,
And I don't..
I still प्यार आप
But आप don't know..
~ Riha
To, the person who changed me a lot in a short time... He probably won't find out and if आप know him..leave him out of this... Speaking, I like to see him happy. It doesn't matter if he's with someone else... I don't want to interfere, and I'm OK being friends...
याओइ Pairings :
NaruSasu Vs NaruGaa Vs NaruNeji
ShikaSai
KibaShino
KakaIta
Yuri Pairings :
TemaTen
SakuIno
Straight Pairings :
Hinata x F.C
Naruto's characters left unpaired :
Kankurou
Jiraiya
Tsunade
Orochimaru
Kabuto
Kimimaru
Jirobo
Tayuya
Sakon - Ukon
Kidomaru
Kisame
Deidara
Sasori
Zetsu
Tobi (Obito)
Hidan
Kakuzu
Nagato
Konan
Suigetsu
Karin
Juugo
Kurenai
Chouji
Asuma
Gai
Lee
Iruka
Shizune
KillerBee
Firiel :
नारूटो
Ino
Haku
Kiba
Tenten
Hinata
Itachi
शिकामारू
Pokemonfan909 :
Sasuke
Sakura
Zabusa
Temari
Shino
प्रशंसक Character
ककाशी
Sai
NaruSasu Vs NaruGaa Vs NaruNeji
ShikaSai
KibaShino
KakaIta
Yuri Pairings :
TemaTen
SakuIno
Straight Pairings :
Hinata x F.C
Naruto's characters left unpaired :
Kankurou
Jiraiya
Tsunade
Orochimaru
Kabuto
Kimimaru
Jirobo
Tayuya
Sakon - Ukon
Kidomaru
Kisame
Deidara
Sasori
Zetsu
Tobi (Obito)
Hidan
Kakuzu
Nagato
Konan
Suigetsu
Karin
Juugo
Kurenai
Chouji
Asuma
Gai
Lee
Iruka
Shizune
KillerBee
Firiel :
नारूटो
Ino
Haku
Kiba
Tenten
Hinata
Itachi
शिकामारू
Pokemonfan909 :
Sasuke
Sakura
Zabusa
Temari
Shino
प्रशंसक Character
ककाशी
Sai
Her fingers intertwined with his, and the other hand cupped his face.
"Don't leave me," she said. "Don't go."
He turned to look at her, his guard falling, bending to her innocent pleas. His soft, blonde hair covered her delicate fingers.
He pulled her close, wrapping his strong arms around her, and whispered: "I won't, I promise you."
***
Her head on his chest, she could hear the soft rhythmic beatings of his heart.
When the sun would rise she would have to leave. She knew the time she had with him was fleeting.. And she hated herself for what she was going to do.
She could feel the strength with which he was holding her, as though he would never let go.....
.... But when morning came, she knew he'd be the one who would separate her very head from its body as she paid for the crimes she had committed....
"Don't leave me," she said. "Don't go."
He turned to look at her, his guard falling, bending to her innocent pleas. His soft, blonde hair covered her delicate fingers.
He pulled her close, wrapping his strong arms around her, and whispered: "I won't, I promise you."
***
Her head on his chest, she could hear the soft rhythmic beatings of his heart.
When the sun would rise she would have to leave. She knew the time she had with him was fleeting.. And she hated herself for what she was going to do.
She could feel the strength with which he was holding her, as though he would never let go.....
.... But when morning came, she knew he'd be the one who would separate her very head from its body as she paid for the crimes she had committed....
My silences always bothered you
But then so did my voice.
My tears never made a difference to you
But then, neither did my laughter.
आप always believed I was so naive
So innocent आप could hurt
Without the guilt one has
One hurting an equal.
I always saw your lies
Always knew आप for what आप were
But never mentioned a word
Because...
I was the one building castles of clouds.
I was the one using tape and glue
To शामिल होइए the cracks, we created
आप and I.
But how was tape to stick to thin air
How was glue शामिल होइए things which didn't exist?
But then so did my voice.
My tears never made a difference to you
But then, neither did my laughter.
आप always believed I was so naive
So innocent आप could hurt
Without the guilt one has
One hurting an equal.
I always saw your lies
Always knew आप for what आप were
But never mentioned a word
Because...
I was the one building castles of clouds.
I was the one using tape and glue
To शामिल होइए the cracks, we created
आप and I.
But how was tape to stick to thin air
How was glue शामिल होइए things which didn't exist?
[This basically deals with the same topic as an लेख on a good friend's club. आप can read his one on his club. But don't expect me to provide any link :P... But onward with this one:]
Okay. Basically, प्यार is an emotion; As a student of psychology I stand द्वारा that view the way Sakura stands द्वारा Sasuke's side.
It is one of the five basic emotions that we feel. The other four being: Joy, Grief, Anger and Fear.
So "Love" would be an emotion in the end. No two ways around it. That's solved that. '
So where is प्यार a choice? Well... प्यार isn't exactly a choice. But, loving someone is. We tend to confuse these two... आप don't get to choose if आप fall in प्यार but आप choose who आप fall in प्यार with.
Hence, case in point. प्यार be an emotion. Falling in प्यार be a choice. Case closed. No वाद-विवाद paid heed to. *runs to a sasukechu! (y'know a sasuke+pikachu thing)*
Okay. Basically, प्यार is an emotion; As a student of psychology I stand द्वारा that view the way Sakura stands द्वारा Sasuke's side.
It is one of the five basic emotions that we feel. The other four being: Joy, Grief, Anger and Fear.
So "Love" would be an emotion in the end. No two ways around it. That's solved that. '
So where is प्यार a choice? Well... प्यार isn't exactly a choice. But, loving someone is. We tend to confuse these two... आप don't get to choose if आप fall in प्यार but आप choose who आप fall in प्यार with.
Hence, case in point. प्यार be an emotion. Falling in प्यार be a choice. Case closed. No वाद-विवाद paid heed to. *runs to a sasukechu! (y'know a sasuke+pikachu thing)*
He: ^-^
BTW Did आप miss me?
Me:Would it matter if I did?
He: Oh come on its just a सवाल and yes it does
Me:Well I did.... A bit.
Like I said, I had a really rough and busy week.
Now why would आप ever care?
Did आप ever really?
Was my missing आप ever even important to you?
Was I ever important enough for that?
Even for an hour?
या was it simply empathy which drove whatever affection आप ever had for me?
Do आप miss me? Now that I'm not there?
या is it just me who ever cared enough?
Why does it even matter to me right now?
Why am I still crying over आप when you've moved on?
Why do I keep hoping you'll come back someday?
And why do I pretend like I don't care?
Wouldn't it be nice?
If I had a vial
Of liquid which would make me forget you?
But there isn't
And this pain is mine alone...
BTW Did आप miss me?
Me:Would it matter if I did?
He: Oh come on its just a सवाल and yes it does
Me:Well I did.... A bit.
Like I said, I had a really rough and busy week.
Now why would आप ever care?
Did आप ever really?
Was my missing आप ever even important to you?
Was I ever important enough for that?
Even for an hour?
या was it simply empathy which drove whatever affection आप ever had for me?
Do आप miss me? Now that I'm not there?
या is it just me who ever cared enough?
Why does it even matter to me right now?
Why am I still crying over आप when you've moved on?
Why do I keep hoping you'll come back someday?
And why do I pretend like I don't care?
Wouldn't it be nice?
If I had a vial
Of liquid which would make me forget you?
But there isn't
And this pain is mine alone...
I keep my इनबॉक्स empty, except for all your messages. I feel like a loser, but I read them when I'm sad.
I've stalked you...Quite a few times, actually. Sometimes, I feel annoyed when a part of the conversation is in messages.
I often dream of you. Even though they'll never come true... Like those times when I dream that we're together again.
To everyone, I'm over you. But you're the root of my saddest poems...
I often pray we'll be back again. Then, look back and think we won't.
I have a प्रिय memory of you. The only one I refuse to ever cry about. That's the only one untouched द्वारा the हाल का turn of even between us.
Lastly, आप were probably my first love... I know how wannabe I sound. But that's something I believe.
I've stalked you...Quite a few times, actually. Sometimes, I feel annoyed when a part of the conversation is in messages.
I often dream of you. Even though they'll never come true... Like those times when I dream that we're together again.
To everyone, I'm over you. But you're the root of my saddest poems...
I often pray we'll be back again. Then, look back and think we won't.
I have a प्रिय memory of you. The only one I refuse to ever cry about. That's the only one untouched द्वारा the हाल का turn of even between us.
Lastly, आप were probably my first love... I know how wannabe I sound. But that's something I believe.
(Eh God...it still exists...I wrote this one back in 8th when I had this humungous crush on an ऐनीमे boy....It still exists...*embarrassed* Oh lord)
Everytime I see you,
Everytime आप smirk,
There's only a single सवाल on my mind,
why couldnt it be आप and me,
For ever and eternity,
why couldn't it be आप and me,
why did she have to come in between?
Why couldn't it be आप and me, for ever and eternity??
Everytime आप walk with her,
Everytime आप ignore me,
I try to hide a tear,
And I dream of asking you.......
Why couldn't it be आप and me,
for ever and eternity,
why couldn't it be आप and me,
why did she have to come in between?
Why couldn't be आप and me, for ever and eternity
Everytime I see you,
Everytime आप smirk,
There's only a single सवाल on my mind,
why couldnt it be आप and me,
For ever and eternity,
why couldn't it be आप and me,
why did she have to come in between?
Why couldn't it be आप and me, for ever and eternity??
Everytime आप walk with her,
Everytime आप ignore me,
I try to hide a tear,
And I dream of asking you.......
Why couldn't it be आप and me,
for ever and eternity,
why couldn't it be आप and me,
why did she have to come in between?
Why couldn't be आप and me, for ever and eternity