The Distinguished Gentleman

Night was coming quickly , so was Michael's dangerous side "Michael , are आप done in the शावर, शॉवर yet?" I knocked the door. He's been in there for an घंटा "I'm right here." he chuckled as I looked confused "Then whose in the bathroom?" I asked as Isis answered "Me." I knew it. I went to the other bathroom and took a शावर, शॉवर and suddenly Michael was leaving "Hey , Nesha. I gotta go take care of some business. I'll be back okay?" I wrapped my body in a towel "Wait where आप going?" I asked as he kissed my lips "Only God knows." He winked as I kissed him back. I let him go and started to think...

January 4, 2014,

I have been a complete emotional wreck ever since I found out that Damien wants to fight me for custody of Carter. Part of me wants to believe that it's because he's a changed person and wants to be a father to Carter; but I know in my दिल that that isn't the truth! Never in 1 million years did I think Damien would do something like this!

I had spent all morning in my bedroom and had not come downstairs in days! Kyle came upstairs and sat down अगला to me on the bed. He asked "are आप okay? I've never seen आप cry so much before!" I कहा "I won't be okay until this whole Damien...

a place of joy

michael build neverland to help him recapture his childhood and to be a kid an to forget about the issues that go on in the दिन with people and family neverland was a place to come to escape from work and other things that we do in life such as school and work and not enough fun neverland helped people realize how आप can sometimes have fun and do work when needed it also was rides and unlimited कैन्डी to eat and arcade games to play till आप get tierd of playing them आप could go watch फिल्में in the screening room and if आप were sick आप could lay in a hospital बिस्तर and watch...

Once Leana left michael sat in his dressing room when Berry walked in. "Hey Mike why so down?" Michael just shook his head. "Come on boy आप can tell me what's wrong." Berry कहा as he pulled up a chair and sat अगला to him. "I'm so confused." Michael placed his face in his hands. "Confused about what?" Berry asked. Michael took a deep breath. "Well not long पूर्व maybe about a week या so i got a call from my ex fiance rose.....she कहा she still has feelings for me and im not sure who i have feelings for.....i mean i प्यार leana but....ugh im so confused." Michael protested. "Hey now no need...

*Nine और Months Later*



As I packed up all my things for my tour, I heard my phone go off. It was Michael. "Hi, Mikey!" "Hi, baby. Whatcha doing?" I held my cell phone between my ear and shoulder while I packed up the last few things. "I'm just getting ready to head to the airport so I can leave for my tour. What are आप doing?" "To be honest, I'm almost home. I'll be landing in a little bit actually. I wanted to call आप before आप left and send आप a picture of something. I thought आप could have a हाल का picture of me to put on your phone like आप did for me." I loved hearing his voice....

This is NOT to offend MJ या his fans. These are MISHEARD lyrics, not the real lyrics. These are the lyrics I THOUGHT they were, not the real lyrics.

All alone, I had to talk about it.
But like a UFO, it kicks me so don't stab me.
All alone, I knew आप were a "pony girl"
You stay behind the mask, so आप can दिखाना your world.
You sit around as I wash your face
I try to find the tooth, but that's your hiding place
You say आप love, but it's hard to see
Cause when आप in his arms, आप know it rots in me
Who do आप love???!!!
Is it me... with who???
I don't know????!!!!
Who do आप love???!!!
I know आप wanna
If...

After Michael and I went swimming and then went inside and I gave him my "payment" that I owed and we each took a shower, I officially got dressed and remembered that today was my sister, Alleana's birthday. She has been waiting for this दिन forever because she is finally 21. I don't really like that her reason she has been waiting for this दिन is because she can now officially drink. While Michael was downstairs, I grabbed my cell phone and called Alleana so she wouldn't think I forgot. As I was waiting for Alleana to answer, Michael picked up the house phone and was talking with one of his...

Somebody shakes when the wind blows
Somebody’s missing a friend, hold on
Somebody’s lacking a hero
And they have not a clue
When it’s all gonna end

Stories buried and untold
Someone is hiding the truth, hold on
When will this mystery unfold
And will the sun ever shine
In the blind man’s eyes when he cries

You can change the world (I can’t do it द्वारा myself, oh no)
You can touch the sky (It’s gonna take somebody’s help oh why)
You’re the chosen one (I’m gonna need some kind of sign)
If we all cry at the same time tonight

People laugh when they’re feeling sad
Someone is taking a life, hold...

"So why did आप go to rock music?" Michael asked. I could tell he didn't want any silence. "I wanted to do rock संगीत because I was so upset about the fact I was seperated from आप and your family that I had to get my anger and pain and sorrow out somehow. I thought the only thing for me was to do what I do best. Make music. I guess my pain, sorrow and anger ended up being awesome rock संगीत other than sad pop music." "Ah. I see. Well, now आप don't have to do that anymore. We are together again! Right?" Michael looked at me with a face of hope. I'm guessing he wanted me to stop being Evanescence...