I JUST CANT STOP LOVING YOU!!!

I shut the door to the hotel room behind me, दिल still pounding as I sat on the bed.

"Shi?" I heard from behind me. I jumped from where I was sitting and spun around to see Deedra.

"Dee Dee, geez! आप scaed me!" I कहा breathlessly.

"Don't आप ever run off again! आप could've been kidnapped or.....or....run over!" She hugged me tightly.

I smiled while I hugged her back. She's always been very protective of me. Along with Clarissa. And me with them.

"So you're here for me to get me a leash?" I asked with my eyebrows raised.

"No. I am here-and Claire in the bathroom getting ready-for आप to go out...

क्रिस्मस is अगला महीना and I can't believe that this is the last holiday that AJ and I will celebrate as a family of two because my son Prince Michael will be born in February. Things seemed to be going well between me and my siblings for a while and then my brothers got back into the habit of asking me for money. I of course told them that I couldn't या wouldn't give them any और money and they are giving me the silent treatment. Once again, with Janet busy with her संगीत career the only one I can turn to is Latoya. She's been spending a lot of time at the ranch with AJ and I and we've been...