All of you... do आप know? Do आप know who I really am? I'm not new, I'm not truly Pinkie... I admit it. I admit I'm Vexi... yes, the Vexi who utterly loves Lisa Marie Presley. Are आप wondering why I made a new account with a new username, not telling who I really am? Well आप all probably remember what I'd done before my suspension... how immature I acted, how unreasonable I acted. I don't know who I was, but that wasn't me. I'm guessing I was angry... या angry at my personal problems. I disrespected a lot of you, and I didn't realize it... I came across as if I hated you, but I never truly did. I was just angry, angry at my suspension, I didn't understand why I received those suspensions. That wasn't me. I don't know why I didn't see what I was doing... that immaturity rising... what happened to me, I ask myself? It was like who I am left, and someone else's soul took my place. I didn't completely see all of this until someone told me... made me open my eyes... made me understand. When they told me, I wanted to cry, I hated myself then. See, I never hated आप all, if I ever came across as this, I apologize completely... with all I've got. I've always loved आप all... like आप were my family... but आप all are, my सेकंड family. Please forgive me, I'm only human, I've made a huge mistake, I know, and all I ask is for forgiveness and your trust again. I made this account to start all over again, but now... I wanted आप all to know.