Hi, i am Sarah. I know some people dont think this is abuse, but i feel like it was. I had a best friend, Zach was his name. I thought he was the awesomest friend i have ever had. But he was not, no one liked him when i meet him. I never understood why. I was फ्रेंड्स wit thim for a year, then i asked him out. he कहा Sure. a week and 2 days after that he broke up with me. i hated myself. So i cut myself, just 1 cut. Then about 2 months after that. He told me 2 never call him again या talk 2him in anyway. I could not stand it. So i cut my self. Everytime i woud see him या hear hiz voice, when i got घर i would run into my room, start crying, put on a song that helped me calmdown, and cut myself. I thought about suicide once in a while, but never did it, या tryed 2. and i would cry EVERY night. i did that 4 a महीना then i finaly told my friend, Emily. She saved my life, i could have gon so far to get to KILLING my self. i didnt know becase she told a techer and the teacher told me not to and they both made me swear 2 NEVER cut myself agin. But that is now a महीना पूर्व and i have stoped cuting myself, and i havent in a long time. i am glad i told a friend. The thing is I प्यार him, and he wont except that. I always have loved him, since the first time i caled him. And i told him i had HUGE crush on him, but never that i LOVED him. My mom got me someone 2 talk 2 that will tell me how 2 deal with my problems, ad control them. We havent met yet, but we will soon. When i thought of suicide i thought of all my friends, how much they would miss me and what they would think. I always tell my फ्रेंड्स they saved my life, becase they did. i would probly be dead with out them. I प्यार MY फ्रेंड्स THAT SAVED MY LIFE <3
I'm an amateur poet, and I just wrote this last week. Tell me what आप think. :) Gracious!
An unspoken promise passed through our eyes.
A message so true, and undisguised.
Your arms fit perfectly around my waist, and I inhaled your breath's sweet taste.
My head fit just right in the crook of आप neck, and my thoughts were a rather crazy wreck.
I tilted my face to look at yours, greatly anticipating what was in store.
I puckered my lips just like I was taught,
and आप bent your head down before we were caught.
Fireworks exploded at the touch of our lips, indeed it was a very magical first kiss. ^-^
An unspoken promise passed through our eyes.
A message so true, and undisguised.
Your arms fit perfectly around my waist, and I inhaled your breath's sweet taste.
My head fit just right in the crook of आप neck, and my thoughts were a rather crazy wreck.
I tilted my face to look at yours, greatly anticipating what was in store.
I puckered my lips just like I was taught,
and आप bent your head down before we were caught.
Fireworks exploded at the touch of our lips, indeed it was a very magical first kiss. ^-^
Even in the worst of storms i’ll see your face that always keeps me warm
I’ll never be alone
Remember when we first me? I do
That was when i knew you’d be the one to keep me सुरक्षित from harm
If i had to live my life without आप i’d die this second
But now your here i’ll live forever
Life without आप it’d be hard i know, but would I be smiling like I am today?
And I will wait for the दिन when आप come and take me द्वारा the hand
When the दिन comes when my दिल will never leave your hands
Because from then on आप will always have the key to the lock
My दिल is forever yours
No man या god shall ever tear us apart, a promise that’ll last forever
The roots of my प्यार runs deep for आप like the roots of a पेड़ for mother nature
Are yours as deep?
The दिन when we meet, our roots shall intertwine for eternity
Always together, never leaving, never dieing
I’ll never be alone
Remember when we first me? I do
That was when i knew you’d be the one to keep me सुरक्षित from harm
If i had to live my life without आप i’d die this second
But now your here i’ll live forever
Life without आप it’d be hard i know, but would I be smiling like I am today?
And I will wait for the दिन when आप come and take me द्वारा the hand
When the दिन comes when my दिल will never leave your hands
Because from then on आप will always have the key to the lock
My दिल is forever yours
No man या god shall ever tear us apart, a promise that’ll last forever
The roots of my प्यार runs deep for आप like the roots of a पेड़ for mother nature
Are yours as deep?
The दिन when we meet, our roots shall intertwine for eternity
Always together, never leaving, never dieing
