February 24, 2009
Snowflakes hit the blades of green grass. Another snowstorm is approaching as well as a secret. A deep dark one that may have changed her life forever.
Sango sat in front of her computer clicking away with the mouse. Just then an AIM window popped up out of nowhere.
KawaiiKags887: हे babe आप there?
SarangSan115: yeah i'm here
KawaiiKags887: watsup?
SarangSan115: oh nm you?
KawaiiKags887: bored as usual.
*a long period of silence*
'Oh dang should I tell her. I guess I could, she IS my best friend and all...' Sango thinks with doubt.
SarangSan115: हे kags can i tell आप something
KawaiiKags887: uhm sure??
SarangSan115: I ever tell आप I used to be emo? :XX
KawaiiKAgs887: wtf?
SarangSan115: i prolly shoulda not told आप that
KawaiiKAgs887: uhm, YEAH!
A waterfall of salty tears travels down Sango's pale cheeks.
'I knew she wouldn't understand. No one ever does. Even my best friend.'
SarangSan115:Sorry. But i gtg. later
KawaiiKags887: bb
*SarangSan115 as signed off*
"Not even an i प्यार you." Sango somberly whispered.
Sango went to her बिस्तर crashing on it immediately, burying her face in the तकिया as she drifted off into a non-peaceful dream.
"Where am I?" Sango asks sleepily.
She crawls आगे pushing herself up off the floor onto her knees. Crimson drops fell away from her hand.
"What in the world? Blood?" surprised at what she saw. She followed the trail of blood to her wrists. Two shallow lines of blood were etched on her skin, dripping away.
"I don't want to be फ्रेंड्स with some emo!" A voice bellows from a distance.
"Kagome?!?" Sango searches in disbelief.
A curtain of black hangs over her head. Someone is standing over her. Kagome.
"Low and worthless. I don't want to be फ्रेंड्स with someone who cuts themselves. Rather be फ्रेंड्स with someone NORMAL!" she shrieked as she turned away on her heels walking into further darkness.
"Kagome don't go please. Kagome!" Sango desperately called after her. She sadly stared at her wrist, tears blurring her vision.
"What have I done? Dammit!"
Something gleamed in the light. Metal. It layed अगला to her. A knife. Sango picked it up with shaking hands, laying the cold metal blade against her skin. Preparing for the draw. She pulled it back drawing a fine deep line across her skin, as a dark red line began to form. She remembered the pain and how good it felt, and the instant regret that occured after. After a long सेकंड of time she began to feel dizzy. The चाकू clanked across the floor as she fell over, passed out in her own pool of blood.
"Ahhh!" Sango screamed.
She had woken up, in cold sweat, under the moonlight shining through her window. She layed back down on her pillow, breathing deeply as she stared at the ceiling.
"What is going to happen tomorrow?" worried she asked herself.
Would she be able to face her bestfriend. Will she ever look at her the same and be treated differently? All these fears ran through her mind as she finally drifted back into restless darkness.
Chapter One End ^^
all of this is hard to recall from my memory. xDD
please be nice with the cmmts. thanks :DD
Snowflakes hit the blades of green grass. Another snowstorm is approaching as well as a secret. A deep dark one that may have changed her life forever.
Sango sat in front of her computer clicking away with the mouse. Just then an AIM window popped up out of nowhere.
KawaiiKags887: हे babe आप there?
SarangSan115: yeah i'm here
KawaiiKags887: watsup?
SarangSan115: oh nm you?
KawaiiKags887: bored as usual.
*a long period of silence*
'Oh dang should I tell her. I guess I could, she IS my best friend and all...' Sango thinks with doubt.
SarangSan115: हे kags can i tell आप something
KawaiiKags887: uhm sure??
SarangSan115: I ever tell आप I used to be emo? :XX
KawaiiKAgs887: wtf?
SarangSan115: i prolly shoulda not told आप that
KawaiiKAgs887: uhm, YEAH!
A waterfall of salty tears travels down Sango's pale cheeks.
'I knew she wouldn't understand. No one ever does. Even my best friend.'
SarangSan115:Sorry. But i gtg. later
KawaiiKags887: bb
*SarangSan115 as signed off*
"Not even an i प्यार you." Sango somberly whispered.
Sango went to her बिस्तर crashing on it immediately, burying her face in the तकिया as she drifted off into a non-peaceful dream.
"Where am I?" Sango asks sleepily.
She crawls आगे pushing herself up off the floor onto her knees. Crimson drops fell away from her hand.
"What in the world? Blood?" surprised at what she saw. She followed the trail of blood to her wrists. Two shallow lines of blood were etched on her skin, dripping away.
"I don't want to be फ्रेंड्स with some emo!" A voice bellows from a distance.
"Kagome?!?" Sango searches in disbelief.
A curtain of black hangs over her head. Someone is standing over her. Kagome.
"Low and worthless. I don't want to be फ्रेंड्स with someone who cuts themselves. Rather be फ्रेंड्स with someone NORMAL!" she shrieked as she turned away on her heels walking into further darkness.
"Kagome don't go please. Kagome!" Sango desperately called after her. She sadly stared at her wrist, tears blurring her vision.
"What have I done? Dammit!"
Something gleamed in the light. Metal. It layed अगला to her. A knife. Sango picked it up with shaking hands, laying the cold metal blade against her skin. Preparing for the draw. She pulled it back drawing a fine deep line across her skin, as a dark red line began to form. She remembered the pain and how good it felt, and the instant regret that occured after. After a long सेकंड of time she began to feel dizzy. The चाकू clanked across the floor as she fell over, passed out in her own pool of blood.
"Ahhh!" Sango screamed.
She had woken up, in cold sweat, under the moonlight shining through her window. She layed back down on her pillow, breathing deeply as she stared at the ceiling.
"What is going to happen tomorrow?" worried she asked herself.
Would she be able to face her bestfriend. Will she ever look at her the same and be treated differently? All these fears ran through her mind as she finally drifted back into restless darkness.
Chapter One End ^^
all of this is hard to recall from my memory. xDD
please be nice with the cmmts. thanks :DD
