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I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when आप where on चोटी, शीर्ष of me
It was like आप controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let आप win

I remember the way आप looked at me
when I कहा NO
It was like आप wanted to दिखाना आप were in control
आप pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
आप covered my mouth
so I gave up & let आप win.

I remember the sounds आप made.
It was like आप enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
या say it was my fault
I remember everything आप did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess आप win.

Sanctuary


Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the प्यार I was denied

I've tried to find sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?

I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me

Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?

Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise या will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me