Thunder crashes,
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
फ्रेंड्स worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped आप like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like आप and I.
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
फ्रेंड्स worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped आप like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like आप and I.
Playground, schoolbell rings again. Rainclouds come to play, again. Has no one told you, she's not breathing? Hello, im your mind, giving आप someone to talk to, hello.
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so आप can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
हे everyone. Just wanted आप to know about this song, even if आप dont know what its about, somehow it makes आप feel sad...... Just look up the song and आप will know what i mean.....
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so आप can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
हे everyone. Just wanted आप to know about this song, even if आप dont know what its about, somehow it makes आप feel sad...... Just look up the song and आप will know what i mean.....
Nothing Remains
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, साल after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, साल after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
Adam seen some of his friend fighting.Adam asked them what are आप guys fighting about.They all कहा NOTHING GO AWAY ADAM.Adam कहा NO I'M TRIED OF आप GUYS TREATING ME LIKE CRAP.They all कहा we are going to beat आप up.Adam कहा DON'T आप GUYS TOUCH ME I WILL KILL YOU.They all rolled there eyes.Adam कहा I HATE आप GUYS SO MUCH.They all started kicking and punching Adam.Jim कहा IF आप EVER MESS WITH US AGAIN WE WILL KILL YOU.Jack कहा WE SOULD KILL HIM.Adam कहा I'M CALLING MY OTHER फ्रेंड्स एस्टर, aster and Zane and Axel.Jim कहा BUT THEY CAN'T BEAT US.Adam कहा MY OTHER फ्रेंड्स ARE HERE.Jim कहा YEAH BUT THEY ARE NOT STRONGER THEN US.Axel कहा I'M GOING TO KILL आप GUYS.Axel and Zane and एस्टर, aster started KICKING AND PUNCHING THEM.They all die and the fight was over.