The शीर्षक says it all.
And no, I'm not leaving. That's not to say that I'm not pissed off at all आप people. And I'm warning आप now, आप might hate this. आप might get offended, आप might hate me, but I don't give a flying Grayson about that. आप guys have taught me just how stupid online drama is, and just how important it is NOT to let yourself get affected द्वारा it. So flame me all आप want. I just need to rant.
Seriously, when did all this shit start happening? First our lovely Esmerelda decides to "leave forever" (anyone wanna count the number of times he's कहा that? Good. I didn't think so). Then everything's calm again. Then this morning. I watch the new YJ episode, spend the दिन alternating between obsessing about it on tumblr and doing homework, then come on here. BAM. Drama. What the hell guys?
But let me say this. I'm not disappointed because I think आप all are too mature to stoop to this level. आप may think आप are, but I've only been on फैन्पॉप for less than a साल and I KNOW you're not. आप guys have torn yourselves apart with the drama too many times. And I'm not disappointed because I प्यार आप sooo much that I can't imagine ever hating you. Because I've come to realize that I really DON'T idolize you. I still like आप guys, and there are people on this club who I really do प्यार and care about, but there are people that I don't. And we have to realize this. This isn't a perfect community. There are cliques, there are fights, there is drama, and we can't प्यार everyone. But that doesn't mean we have to act like bitches to each other. And that doesn't mean we have to run away, and give a goodbye note filled with sob stories created for the specific purpose of making us all feel soooo bad for you, and fall on our knees begging for आप to come back.
Onto my अगला point. Fighting. Now आप all probably think I'm a total hypocrite for this. I know you're thinking, "wait, but she fights too! She fights all the time!" Let me clarify. I don't fight ALL THE TIME. I pick and choose my fights. In fact, the only person I enjoy fighting with, Esmerelda aka 66 aka The_Writer is gone. There's a distinction between fights with him and fights with everyone else. Fights with him are और like trolling the trolls (and come to think of it, probably should be avoided. It's never good to feed the trolls). But when आप guys fight, it's like the definition of girl drama. Backstabbing, name calling, secrets, blame games, and just endless stupidity that is so upsetting. Basically, this club is a bad soap opera.
I know this rant pissed आप guys off. I know it was stupid, and I know that I kinda went all over the place. But that's just my mind. And I just needed to let out what I'd been feeling for awhile. I could go on for ages about this. But I'll spare आप guys from having to read it, so I'm done here. Just everyone sit back and think about what you've done. No one is exempt from this. Everyone has played a part in this stupid soap opera, even me, even you. So just take a step back, log off and cool down, and think.
That's all I've got.
Stay whelmed.
Rae out.~
And no, I'm not leaving. That's not to say that I'm not pissed off at all आप people. And I'm warning आप now, आप might hate this. आप might get offended, आप might hate me, but I don't give a flying Grayson about that. आप guys have taught me just how stupid online drama is, and just how important it is NOT to let yourself get affected द्वारा it. So flame me all आप want. I just need to rant.
Seriously, when did all this shit start happening? First our lovely Esmerelda decides to "leave forever" (anyone wanna count the number of times he's कहा that? Good. I didn't think so). Then everything's calm again. Then this morning. I watch the new YJ episode, spend the दिन alternating between obsessing about it on tumblr and doing homework, then come on here. BAM. Drama. What the hell guys?
But let me say this. I'm not disappointed because I think आप all are too mature to stoop to this level. आप may think आप are, but I've only been on फैन्पॉप for less than a साल and I KNOW you're not. आप guys have torn yourselves apart with the drama too many times. And I'm not disappointed because I प्यार आप sooo much that I can't imagine ever hating you. Because I've come to realize that I really DON'T idolize you. I still like आप guys, and there are people on this club who I really do प्यार and care about, but there are people that I don't. And we have to realize this. This isn't a perfect community. There are cliques, there are fights, there is drama, and we can't प्यार everyone. But that doesn't mean we have to act like bitches to each other. And that doesn't mean we have to run away, and give a goodbye note filled with sob stories created for the specific purpose of making us all feel soooo bad for you, and fall on our knees begging for आप to come back.
Onto my अगला point. Fighting. Now आप all probably think I'm a total hypocrite for this. I know you're thinking, "wait, but she fights too! She fights all the time!" Let me clarify. I don't fight ALL THE TIME. I pick and choose my fights. In fact, the only person I enjoy fighting with, Esmerelda aka 66 aka The_Writer is gone. There's a distinction between fights with him and fights with everyone else. Fights with him are और like trolling the trolls (and come to think of it, probably should be avoided. It's never good to feed the trolls). But when आप guys fight, it's like the definition of girl drama. Backstabbing, name calling, secrets, blame games, and just endless stupidity that is so upsetting. Basically, this club is a bad soap opera.
I know this rant pissed आप guys off. I know it was stupid, and I know that I kinda went all over the place. But that's just my mind. And I just needed to let out what I'd been feeling for awhile. I could go on for ages about this. But I'll spare आप guys from having to read it, so I'm done here. Just everyone sit back and think about what you've done. No one is exempt from this. Everyone has played a part in this stupid soap opera, even me, even you. So just take a step back, log off and cool down, and think.
That's all I've got.
Stay whelmed.
Rae out.~
*Shrugs* Cheer, cry, be happy, sad, angry, dunno.
Too much drama, feelings feelings feelings, this is all gonna be fluff, so if आप need the point of this article, skip to the bottom.
प्यार आप guys, really do, but this drama is toooooo much.
So, me and my OC's are going on a... vacation.
आप can still post on my wall, IM, इनबॉक्स me, ect.
Just takin' a break from the club.
And if I'm a depressed ईमो faggot to you, not your fault. Stuff has happened, I should be fine in a bit.
Anyways,
Fly on~
-Raven, gone.
"So you're just going to let him leave to D.C.?" Lexi stared at her older brother.
"Yup."
"You're stupid! That's crazy आप idiot! He'll get himself killed!"
"No he won't."
"Yes he will Jaime! He'll kill the President, be banned from the Military and THEN die!" Lexi folded her arms across her chest.
"He won't kill the President Lexi, stop daydreaming."
"Then आप obviously don't know him."
"Actually I do, but आप don't. Dad is going to D.C. for a meeting with House of Representatives, and the President to talk about what was stolen from the Navy." Jaime put his hands in his pockets, staring and his little sister.
"And what makes आप think he won't go crazy?"
"Nudge will keep him under control. Trust me." Lexi almost dropped the phone that was in her hand.
"Nudge? I thought she retired."
"Nope, and Jack will be with her. Things will be fine." Jaime opened his wings an soared upwards. "You coming घर या what?" Lexi sighed and followed him.
"Yeah."
"Yup."
"You're stupid! That's crazy आप idiot! He'll get himself killed!"
"No he won't."
"Yes he will Jaime! He'll kill the President, be banned from the Military and THEN die!" Lexi folded her arms across her chest.
"He won't kill the President Lexi, stop daydreaming."
"Then आप obviously don't know him."
"Actually I do, but आप don't. Dad is going to D.C. for a meeting with House of Representatives, and the President to talk about what was stolen from the Navy." Jaime put his hands in his pockets, staring and his little sister.
"And what makes आप think he won't go crazy?"
"Nudge will keep him under control. Trust me." Lexi almost dropped the phone that was in her hand.
"Nudge? I thought she retired."
"Nope, and Jack will be with her. Things will be fine." Jaime opened his wings an soared upwards. "You coming घर या what?" Lexi sighed and followed him.
"Yeah."