White. White everywhere. i pushed myself farther, made pain ripped at my sides, as the cold stabbing breeze lifted the hair off my bleeding chapped lips. I stepped farther not knowing where i was going. Another sharp breeze burned my face as tears refused to fall from my aching eyes. Been so long since i laid my head to rest. My feet slowly going numb leaving me to face the cold alone. I was at war. A war with the icy breeze,and with myself. Trusting no one.
I tried so hard to impress them. To get them to प्यार me. To gain their friendship. No one knows me. No one will find me. No one is looking.
I don't want them to.
I pushed myself farther. My दिल beating fast, my body numb, my breathing slowing. My lungs couldn't take the cold breeze anymore. I collapsed in the snow. My hair spreading across my face. Maybe the cold was a friend. Maybe pain knows me best since i know it most.
I welcomed the pain, giving into the cold since after all it had won. I stared at the sky that wasn't as bright as i thought it was. I took my last breath, और like a sigh and faded into nothing. The last thing i heard was the sound of a lone भेड़िया howling. Alone just like me. Then blackness, Darkness, death. Death came and truly after that i was gone, laying in the snow where no one would find me.
I tried so hard to impress them. To get them to प्यार me. To gain their friendship. No one knows me. No one will find me. No one is looking.
I don't want them to.
I pushed myself farther. My दिल beating fast, my body numb, my breathing slowing. My lungs couldn't take the cold breeze anymore. I collapsed in the snow. My hair spreading across my face. Maybe the cold was a friend. Maybe pain knows me best since i know it most.
I welcomed the pain, giving into the cold since after all it had won. I stared at the sky that wasn't as bright as i thought it was. I took my last breath, और like a sigh and faded into nothing. The last thing i heard was the sound of a lone भेड़िया howling. Alone just like me. Then blackness, Darkness, death. Death came and truly after that i was gone, laying in the snow where no one would find me.
looked in the mirror and saw that ugly girl
That girl that constantly reminded of who I was,
Of what I was.
I was a murder
People say My parents death wasn’t my fault
I killed them
I felt guilty
I felt ashamed
I was the one to blame
My life flashed before my eyes
I saw the fire, the crash
I saw the flames erupt inside me
I felt tears burn my eyelids
I felt it as much they did
They burned, I burned
I didn't want to be left alone
I never wanted them to leave
Though I was taken from them
They were also taken from me
Though they're gone,
We both pay the price
Death
And Scars.
That girl that constantly reminded of who I was,
Of what I was.
I was a murder
People say My parents death wasn’t my fault
I killed them
I felt guilty
I felt ashamed
I was the one to blame
My life flashed before my eyes
I saw the fire, the crash
I saw the flames erupt inside me
I felt tears burn my eyelids
I felt it as much they did
They burned, I burned
I didn't want to be left alone
I never wanted them to leave
Though I was taken from them
They were also taken from me
Though they're gone,
We both pay the price
Death
And Scars.