Bella's POV
Am I in heaven? I remember closing my eyes and thinking good-bye to my beloved Edward. No I can't be dead! I just found out I could live forever. Can't I heal? I am a werewolf. Aren't I? I'm sorry Edward. Really sorry.
I started hearing voices and I could feel wind threw my hair. "Bella can आप please wake up it's Carlisle. आप aren't dead. But if आप don't wake up soon आप will be. Come on Bella wake up. For Edward." Edward. Edward. "Edward." I whispered. "Bella!" Esme exclaimed happily.
I tried moving but it was no use. My बोन्स must be broken. There was a sharp pain in my thigh. "Ouch" I yelled. "Ow. Ow. Ow." I continued. "Bella, don't move. You're severly hurt." Carlisle instructed. He turned to Esme. "I'm going to go get them. He might wanna be here. Plus we can't let him keep thinking she's dead." Esme whispered to Carlisle.
Esme left the house as Carlisle looked me over. Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, Tanya and her clan, and Sam and the भेड़िया pack came rushing in. "Is Bella okay?" Sam asked Carlisle paniced. "Is she going to make it?" Carlisle was about to answer when I spoke up. "I believe so." I said. Sam moved towards me.
"Bella. Thank god your okay. I'm sorry I should of taught आप how to phase when needed." He lowered his head. "It's okay." I whisperedd before closing my eyes. "Bella come on आप have to stay awake." Carlisle ordered. I tried holding my eyes open. They drooped and were so heavy. I wonder if this is how Jacob feels after running around for so long. "You know what Bella we'll give आप some morphine that way आप can sleep."
I fell asleep thank's to the morphine. "Is she..." Edward started. "...dead?" He finished. I felt cold hands on mine. "No, son. No. She'll be just fine. She's already healing as we speak. She couldn't keep her eyes open no और so I gave her some morphine to help her sleep amd to keep away the pain." Edward stroked my forehead with his hand. I heard sighs of relief. Possibly from Edward, Alice and Jacob. The ones who were with gone and didn't know a thing.
I was freezing. My mouth twitched. "Bella?" Edward asked. I opened my eyes slowly. I was in splints. Splints on both of my arms and one splint on my leg. Great. "Bella!" He whispered happily. He kissed my forehead. "Thank god."
Am I in heaven? I remember closing my eyes and thinking good-bye to my beloved Edward. No I can't be dead! I just found out I could live forever. Can't I heal? I am a werewolf. Aren't I? I'm sorry Edward. Really sorry.
I started hearing voices and I could feel wind threw my hair. "Bella can आप please wake up it's Carlisle. आप aren't dead. But if आप don't wake up soon आप will be. Come on Bella wake up. For Edward." Edward. Edward. "Edward." I whispered. "Bella!" Esme exclaimed happily.
I tried moving but it was no use. My बोन्स must be broken. There was a sharp pain in my thigh. "Ouch" I yelled. "Ow. Ow. Ow." I continued. "Bella, don't move. You're severly hurt." Carlisle instructed. He turned to Esme. "I'm going to go get them. He might wanna be here. Plus we can't let him keep thinking she's dead." Esme whispered to Carlisle.
Esme left the house as Carlisle looked me over. Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, Tanya and her clan, and Sam and the भेड़िया pack came rushing in. "Is Bella okay?" Sam asked Carlisle paniced. "Is she going to make it?" Carlisle was about to answer when I spoke up. "I believe so." I said. Sam moved towards me.
"Bella. Thank god your okay. I'm sorry I should of taught आप how to phase when needed." He lowered his head. "It's okay." I whisperedd before closing my eyes. "Bella come on आप have to stay awake." Carlisle ordered. I tried holding my eyes open. They drooped and were so heavy. I wonder if this is how Jacob feels after running around for so long. "You know what Bella we'll give आप some morphine that way आप can sleep."
I fell asleep thank's to the morphine. "Is she..." Edward started. "...dead?" He finished. I felt cold hands on mine. "No, son. No. She'll be just fine. She's already healing as we speak. She couldn't keep her eyes open no और so I gave her some morphine to help her sleep amd to keep away the pain." Edward stroked my forehead with his hand. I heard sighs of relief. Possibly from Edward, Alice and Jacob. The ones who were with gone and didn't know a thing.
I was freezing. My mouth twitched. "Bella?" Edward asked. I opened my eyes slowly. I was in splints. Splints on both of my arms and one splint on my leg. Great. "Bella!" He whispered happily. He kissed my forehead. "Thank god."
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.