He has gone. He is not coming back. He does not प्यार आप anymore. He has gone. He is not coming back. He does not प्यार आप anymore. He has gone. He is not coming back. He does not प्यार आप anymore. He has gone. He has gone. He has gone.
I could say this to myself a thousand times and it still would not make me feel any better. Nothing can, not anymore. When... when Edward and the rest of the Cullen’s left Forks they took my soul with them. Everything that made me happy is gone. They are never coming back. I am like a zombie, I walk, eat, sleep and I answer if somebody asks me something but that is it. It hurts, but I have to keep going for Charlie’s sake.
I write to Alice sometimes but I can never send them in the post as I don’t have a clue where she is. When I write to Alice it makes me feel better, like the rip in my दिल is starting to heal. All my letters remain in a box under my bed, my दिल sealed away.
Night is the worst. All my memories come floding back to me, and not just the bad ones. In my dreams Victoria is standing there on the horizon, just close enough for me to see. I am screaming for Edward but he is no where in sight. He is gone. He is not coming to save me. And that is when I wake up, screaming every time. I dont know my future but I know that I will never be whole again
I could say this to myself a thousand times and it still would not make me feel any better. Nothing can, not anymore. When... when Edward and the rest of the Cullen’s left Forks they took my soul with them. Everything that made me happy is gone. They are never coming back. I am like a zombie, I walk, eat, sleep and I answer if somebody asks me something but that is it. It hurts, but I have to keep going for Charlie’s sake.
I write to Alice sometimes but I can never send them in the post as I don’t have a clue where she is. When I write to Alice it makes me feel better, like the rip in my दिल is starting to heal. All my letters remain in a box under my bed, my दिल sealed away.
Night is the worst. All my memories come floding back to me, and not just the bad ones. In my dreams Victoria is standing there on the horizon, just close enough for me to see. I am screaming for Edward but he is no where in sight. He is gone. He is not coming to save me. And that is when I wake up, screaming every time. I dont know my future but I know that I will never be whole again
two weeks befor he visit
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he कहा he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
All I could think about was visiting my dad. His name is Charlie. I hadn't visted him in over three years. I would visit him for the whole summer scince I was little. Until I was old enough to make my own decisions, I was about fourteen and a half whe I stoped visiting. Im seventeen now. I live with my mom and her fiance. Her fiance's name is Phil.
I planned on visiting Charlie in two weeks. He was so happy when I phoned him, he कहा he bought me a present for when I come over. To be honest I was a little worried about what it was. But I kept my head held high, maybe he got me a neclace with earings and a bracelet too. I couldn't wait to see what the 'presnt' is.
black moon प्रशंसकों im so sorry im not लेखन very often hope your not mad!
i cant write every दिन cause of my घर works :(
but dont give up on me i promise to write soon!!
and thanks 4 your support!
and i want to know if u want me to continue या start new ones i have plenty of new ideas!!
so pleas comment!
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im really sorry!
and thanks 4 your supports again!
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bye!!
i cant write every दिन cause of my घर works :(
but dont give up on me i promise to write soon!!
and thanks 4 your support!
and i want to know if u want me to continue या start new ones i have plenty of new ideas!!
so pleas comment!
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im really sorry!
and thanks 4 your supports again!
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bye!!