Chapter 3.
Nightfall:
That night when I was getting ready for bed, a thought came into my mind. What if I get to know this Edward, and I realise I’ve met him before. It’s a possibility; I mean Folks isn’t that big. I didn’t really mix with the kids of Folks when I was there, and I wasn’t there for that long each year, but still, it was possible. I do remember some kids, a couple of girls and a boy! Edward’s a boy, what if that boy was Edward. I don’t really know why, but this thought made me nervous. Oh, well I’ll jump that hurdle if it comes, I guess.
I could hear my mother walking up the stairs, I swiftly jumped into bed. I heard the door creak open, and some light flickered on my face. I kept my eyes shut.
“Night, Bells” my mother called though the crack.
“Night” I replied keeping my eyes shut tightly.
I was really tired, but for some reason I just couldn’t find sleep. I rolled around for what felt like hours, many thoughts flooded my mind. I tried really hard to think of the little boy I used to play with, all I needed was his name. Stop it; I told myself, stop thinking and just sleep. I relaxed and finally feel deep into sleep.
“Mourning, Bells” my mum Renee कहा smiling.
“Mourning, mum” I replied wiping my eyes.
“Eggs!” I smiled, mum’s favourite, she made them all too often.
“Surprise!” She laughed scooping some scrabbled, yellow substance onto my plate.
“So, what did आप dream about last night?” Mum asked, ever so casually.
Oh no, I was a bad sleep talker, very bad. I’d even been known to scream in my sleep without waking myself up.
“Umm, I don’t remember, what did I say?” I asked with caution.
“Oh, something about needing to know his name?” She asked like a question.
“Nah, I have no idea” I was a terrible liar. But hopefully my ‘lying face’ was close enough to my ‘I really have no clue face’, hopefully.
“oh, ok” mum replied. Hmm, that was easier than I thought.
“Oh no, is that the time?” I coughed, scoffing my eggs and sculling my juice.
“Bye Bella, have a good day!” Mum yelled, as I ran out the door.
“Bye!” I screamed back, running to my car.
Nightfall:
That night when I was getting ready for bed, a thought came into my mind. What if I get to know this Edward, and I realise I’ve met him before. It’s a possibility; I mean Folks isn’t that big. I didn’t really mix with the kids of Folks when I was there, and I wasn’t there for that long each year, but still, it was possible. I do remember some kids, a couple of girls and a boy! Edward’s a boy, what if that boy was Edward. I don’t really know why, but this thought made me nervous. Oh, well I’ll jump that hurdle if it comes, I guess.
I could hear my mother walking up the stairs, I swiftly jumped into bed. I heard the door creak open, and some light flickered on my face. I kept my eyes shut.
“Night, Bells” my mother called though the crack.
“Night” I replied keeping my eyes shut tightly.
I was really tired, but for some reason I just couldn’t find sleep. I rolled around for what felt like hours, many thoughts flooded my mind. I tried really hard to think of the little boy I used to play with, all I needed was his name. Stop it; I told myself, stop thinking and just sleep. I relaxed and finally feel deep into sleep.
“Mourning, Bells” my mum Renee कहा smiling.
“Mourning, mum” I replied wiping my eyes.
“Eggs!” I smiled, mum’s favourite, she made them all too often.
“Surprise!” She laughed scooping some scrabbled, yellow substance onto my plate.
“So, what did आप dream about last night?” Mum asked, ever so casually.
Oh no, I was a bad sleep talker, very bad. I’d even been known to scream in my sleep without waking myself up.
“Umm, I don’t remember, what did I say?” I asked with caution.
“Oh, something about needing to know his name?” She asked like a question.
“Nah, I have no idea” I was a terrible liar. But hopefully my ‘lying face’ was close enough to my ‘I really have no clue face’, hopefully.
“oh, ok” mum replied. Hmm, that was easier than I thought.
“Oh no, is that the time?” I coughed, scoffing my eggs and sculling my juice.
“Bye Bella, have a good day!” Mum yelled, as I ran out the door.
“Bye!” I screamed back, running to my car.
EDWARD'S मटर COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his मटर कोट came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture या color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final डिज़ाइन on a combination of other styles of मटर coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his मटर कोट came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture या color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final डिज़ाइन on a combination of other styles of मटर coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell