I still don' t know if I should watch the X - files...

The concept kind of appeals to me, I like riddles, conspiracies, mysteries etc. ,and I remember my mother giving positive feedbacks about it, but there are still some things that push me away from it.
First, I' m concerned about romance. Not that I have anything against it, just I had a depression about 1, 5 years पूर्व and it was connected with love/ romance( let' s not deepen into the details, since it' s personal, knowing that I had a depression because of this is और than enough) . I spent over a साल trying to get over it, working hard and doing everything that could distract me, avoiding anything that contained shipping/ romance, since seeing it only made it worse. I can say I completely got over it only recently, and I know that I still should be careful या it returns. From what I know, X - files contains romance/ shipping on one of the first plans( just background romance causes me to react less since there' s less of it) . I' m worried if watching a दिखाना with shipping in it would make me return to the former state. And please, don' t laugh at me about this. Just these are my personal problems that unfortunately inflict other spheres in my life.
Second, I heard in most cases Mulder, the believer, ends up being right. This is kinda puzzling to me, a logical analytic who relies और on logical chains and using them to predict things when trying to solve a problem, that in fiction the feely believer ends up being right.
So, due to the points listed above I still doubt whether to watch the X - files या not. Should I take the risk despite all the reasons listed above. या maybe there is another दिखाना like the X - files that would be और friendly to my current state, counting the first reason listed?