heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of आप
my tears were hot with प्यार
and affection for आप
i want आप so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with आप द्वारा my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish आप knew me
if only आप were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but दिवास्वप्न isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish आप knew who i am
but your प्यार i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
आप suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, आप are the लेखक of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of आप
my tears were hot with प्यार
and affection for आप
i want आप so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with आप द्वारा my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish आप knew me
if only आप were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but दिवास्वप्न isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish आप knew who i am
but your प्यार i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
आप suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, आप are the लेखक of your own life story
“Will आप please tell me why?” आप were sitting on the bathroom floor with him. आप were still shaking from the silent sobs that racked your body.
“Baby look at me.” He whispers.
Your eyes meet his, and आप loose it. आप put your head into your hands and sob.
“Hey, हे everything’s fine. Shh babe, it’s ok. (Y/N) I promise,” he says as he picks आप up an places आप in his lap.
He rocks आप back and forth for a few minutes, saying nothing. He looks down at your arm.
“You’re beautiful, आप know that?” He mutters into your hair.
1. he loves to read
2. he loves कविता
3. he loves to write
4. he wants to be a writer
5. hes a very deep person, bein a guy and all :D
6. he likes to watch sunsets
7. hes very good-looking (tho it wouldnt matter if he wasnt)
8. hes very smart
9. he swears (idk why, but i like that...)
10. we share ALOT, and when i say ALOT i mean ALOT, interests/we have ALOT in common
11. yeah. there would be और but i cant think of everything. thats how much i प्यार him. i cant even name everything i प्यार bout him cuz theres too much
i just wish i was good enough for him...but i know im not....</3