So heres my story in sophomore साल i liked this guy but i didnt think he liked me but one दिन after a rally we hooked up after skool but अगला week when we see each other he ignores me nd acts like he doesnt care! which goes on for like 2 months but something kinda changed nd we hooked up again then from then there were days he would ignore me again which made me sad nd there were also days he would b sweet nd give me all his attention which i really liked nd i thought we had a special connection but he never wanted to b serious with me :(
So Sophmore साल ends nd summer vacation starts so i dont see him in 2 months during vacation he messaged me to txt but last time i txted him was like 5 months पूर्व so i asked him if it was the same number then he was like "Nevermind" and i saw on his FB प्रोफ़ाइल that was now in a realtionship:( but i would be a bit nosy nd see the posts she would put on his प्रोफ़ाइल nd 2 me she seems like a total कुतिया, मतलबी लोल idk if it was jealousy but watever i try to get over it
so Junior साल starts its been like forever(actually 2 months but thats waay 2 long for a girl in lovestruck lmao) since i saw him so i see my schedule nd his nd i realize we have homeroom nd 4th period with each other which i was excited since i never had a class with him X)So since theirs like no chance of us being together i wanted to at least be his friend. So the सेकंड week of skool started nd i found out him nd his GF broke up which made me kinda happy(i know really bitchy of me) X)So we start kinda hooking up again during the first महीना of skool again nd he sat right behind me in 4th period so we would flirt with each other nd stuff then in early October we started becoming a bit sexually involved no Penatration या anything like that और like touching each other inappopriately he would grab my chest nd i would rub his......yea. :0
द्वारा the end of october i hear he has a GF! nd they had been together since the beginning of October which makes think WTF!? well we never became officail I knew we were और like फ्रेंड्स with Benefits but the whole time i would make believe in my head nd acted like it was true प्यार while it wasnt. Then i realized the whole time we got involved with each other he was in a realtionship.
I was like his Mistress he was cheating on his GF with me which in a way i didnt really care as long he was with me but i knew it was wrong! nd i had to stop but i just couldnt let go i always wanted someone i waited so long to be with someone so i didnt stop i continued flirting with him while i hated myself for it. But i would tell myself i was okay cuz he was mine first kinda :p nd now its Thanksgiving break nd his at that part where he ignores me... again :(
So i want 2 know should i stay या leave even though the most obvious answer is leaving but i feel like we been through so much with each other nd idk wat 2 think anymore so सलाह anyone?
So Sophmore साल ends nd summer vacation starts so i dont see him in 2 months during vacation he messaged me to txt but last time i txted him was like 5 months पूर्व so i asked him if it was the same number then he was like "Nevermind" and i saw on his FB प्रोफ़ाइल that was now in a realtionship:( but i would be a bit nosy nd see the posts she would put on his प्रोफ़ाइल nd 2 me she seems like a total कुतिया, मतलबी लोल idk if it was jealousy but watever i try to get over it
so Junior साल starts its been like forever(actually 2 months but thats waay 2 long for a girl in lovestruck lmao) since i saw him so i see my schedule nd his nd i realize we have homeroom nd 4th period with each other which i was excited since i never had a class with him X)So since theirs like no chance of us being together i wanted to at least be his friend. So the सेकंड week of skool started nd i found out him nd his GF broke up which made me kinda happy(i know really bitchy of me) X)So we start kinda hooking up again during the first महीना of skool again nd he sat right behind me in 4th period so we would flirt with each other nd stuff then in early October we started becoming a bit sexually involved no Penatration या anything like that और like touching each other inappopriately he would grab my chest nd i would rub his......yea. :0
द्वारा the end of october i hear he has a GF! nd they had been together since the beginning of October which makes think WTF!? well we never became officail I knew we were और like फ्रेंड्स with Benefits but the whole time i would make believe in my head nd acted like it was true प्यार while it wasnt. Then i realized the whole time we got involved with each other he was in a realtionship.
I was like his Mistress he was cheating on his GF with me which in a way i didnt really care as long he was with me but i knew it was wrong! nd i had to stop but i just couldnt let go i always wanted someone i waited so long to be with someone so i didnt stop i continued flirting with him while i hated myself for it. But i would tell myself i was okay cuz he was mine first kinda :p nd now its Thanksgiving break nd his at that part where he ignores me... again :(
So i want 2 know should i stay या leave even though the most obvious answer is leaving but i feel like we been through so much with each other nd idk wat 2 think anymore so सलाह anyone?
Hi im thinking of wrting a story (IDK how long yet, ill see how far i can get without it becming boring) for storywrite.com (gr8 site) the story is about a female vampire who accidently kills her little brother in bloodlust and decides she no longer wants to be a vampire but the only way to stop being a vampire is to kill the person who infected आप and drink all their blood, but that person is her lover, the story is mostly going to be about her struggling with herself on whether what shes trying to do is right and whether shes being selfish and finding herself in promising positions to kill him but not being able to. for और info message me
and now down to the point, i cant think of a title, does anyone have any suggestions, also character, place, any names या titles are appreciated thanks
and now down to the point, i cant think of a title, does anyone have any suggestions, also character, place, any names या titles are appreciated thanks
poem 1:the world
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for आप to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
प्यार is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
प्यार is power
प्यार is strong.
thats why प्यार songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember आप hum.
im sorry i must run.
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for आप to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
प्यार is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
प्यार is power
प्यार is strong.
thats why प्यार songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember आप hum.
im sorry i must run.