What is your most bizarre belief, phobia, any of that mental stuff that others look at आप with total confusion and disbelief

I hate the human body so much. I fucking despise how weak it is, how it rots over time, and the fact that it harbors shit, piss, spit, mucus and all sorts of fucking disgusting trash in it makes me pine for the future where we can rip our brains out of our horrible human bodies and put them in robots, या jars या whatever. Every time I take a shit, I immediately jump into the शावर, शॉवर because I feel fucking ashamed of myself