What do आप want to be free from?

Uncertainty.

I never know if something might come up and the ranch might just go bankrupt, या my truck might just quit working, या something terrible might happen to people I love. I never know any दिया दिन if when I walk out of my door that I will be able to make it back घर alive. That keeps me up at night

everything.

I guess this sounds cliche but from the rush of things. The need to be at a certain place at an exact time. I'd like to just live out in a house in the woods. I'd like to be free from having to work.

Taxes
Trump
ALL evil / bad things (crimes,guns,drugs,etc)

1) My emidiate family. My aunt and older sister both suck. None of them understand me, nor do they seem to try to.
2) Constantly second-guessing if my dad really loves me या not. The last time I was at his house was a महीना and a half ago.
3) Never feeling like I belong anywhere (outside the net).
4) The constant societal pressure to conform to the ways of society, just go fit the fuck in.
5) Being constantly criticized या corrected for doing (not doing) certain shit.

this lack of freedom situation i am currently in

Reality

exams------ this is the thing which brings me all my other problems!

The lack of internet, my family's toxicity, my poorly adapted but strongly ingrained behaviorism from childhood XD

Probably the चोटी, शीर्ष three off the चोटी, शीर्ष of my head

Clinical या also called Major depression. I'd throw a party if I was free from it for Good.

-From my weight.
-From my parents house. I really want my own place. Since I am not a teenager anymore, I should be living on my own.

My self-doubt in संपूर्ण, कुल मिलाकर as well as my uncertainty या even paranoia towards some matters. There is the need to finally discard them and live my Life without holding back !!!!

I want to be free from reality and the things that i can't do

Anxiety