is there something आप dislike about your own personality?

Haha no I'm perfect.

Kinda wish I weren't such a grump, but that's the way it is, I guess. XD

being so shy

Being Shy !!!!

My social awkardness...

Being extremely shy and lazy (not due to lack of interest it's because I'm easily get tired due to bipolar and mental stress).

Well... I'm pretty unmotivated and a serial procrastinator. Those are the main two things. The other is that I have a bad habit of saying I'll do things, then forgetting to do them, या just generally not doing them because of laziness/de-motivation. I feel I have improved on those, but now I have a problem of being unable to शामिल होइए group conversations, because I have become और introverted and a bit और shy around people I don't know well, या don't like enough to be too familiar with.

Being awkward around people I don't really know. I can be really shy.

Being socially awkward. It's simply too hard to communicate with people!

I dislike my mental disabilities

I laugh tooooooooooooooo much

well whatever it is, at least im not a brony