WRITE WHAT आप FEEL NOW......AND WHATS THE CAUSE OF THAT FEELING....JUST EXPRESS YOURSELF

I've told so many people to never feel lonely. Never become saddened. What empty सलाह that was. No one can become happy if आप tell them to be happy, they must seek it and bathe in it. I promised myself I'd make this साल the most enjoyable, and I failed. I lied to myself saying I'd never feel a single each of sadness. I was stoic and only allowed myself to feel happiness, but then I realized, आप can never control your emotions. I've heard several people around me telling me "You must control what आप feel. It's not impossible." and it didn't work. None of it. Years after years of hearing that, and achieving it for months, here I sit, sad. Angry. Wanting people to relate to, but wanting to shut the world away. But in all of my loneliness, there is hope. I should never give up and spend my life thinking like this. Eventually, I'll find someone who relates to me. Accepts me. The thought of that makes me tear up. I never cry. I rarely do. And here I sit, on the verge of tears from my words and thoughts. Blinking my tears away as I finally see a silver lining in the grey बादल above that says "You will always be alone." now I know it's not true. I'm not depressed, and I'm tired of waiting for happiness. I refuse to sit here and let myself soak in despair. I refuse to let this temporary depression get the best of me. I know what I want now, and I know what I need. It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself, and time to act.

Bored........*yawns*

Checking इनबॉक्स and waiting for his call is waste.All the days and hours spent together are meaningless.Every day,particularly every night i regret.
Felt lonely and now relaxed.thanks for giving this oppurtunite to share.Good nite.

I feel Derp

and i feel similar 2 u....

I feel nice ..like sugar and spice

I feel like an emotional wreck, depressed and anxious. All thanks to the season premier of supernatural.

I feel awesome becausei just listened to awesome music! (Phantom of the Opera) :D

I feel confused...why? Because of how complicated season two of कुरोशितसूजी is! Why did they have to ver think it?

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Today be a बिना सोचे समझे day.

Im feeling neutral, I might be getting an iPad mini, I might not...

I feel bored. I have nothing to do,even being on here isn't helping.

Heart Broken And Lonely

The Cause Is Very Complicated

I'm feeling a bit awesome today~

लोल even though I'm bored to frick-fracking hell, awesomnes always wins, 'cause I want my days to be awesome everyday.

Bored. Just very... bored

Alex is the most beautiful boy I've ever met in my life. And I know people will think I've कहा that about every boy I've liked. But... they're completely wrong. The boys' I've liked were beautiful, yes, but they never had the beauty that Alex has. I'm too scared to look into his eyes, because he'll probably be freaked out. So I don't know what color, but I'm sure they're either brown या green. I have a feeling. But his smile, his hair, संपूर्ण, कुल मिलाकर his face is beautiful. And his laugh is the most loveliest sound I've ever heard. I प्यार the way he spoke to me first. I प्यार the way he smiles at me. I प्यार the way he sees me as a 'cutie'. I प्यार the way his hand gives me tingles inside. I प्यार the way he's on my mind every सेकंड of the day. I प्यार the way he can make anyone smile. And I प्यार the way that he's himself and that I know he'll never change his personality. I first met him at his job, Walmart. He had asked me if he's met me before. That I look familiar. I fell in प्यार with him immediately. It's like everyone was walking fast pace. Just a blur, too. Like no one else mattered. Just him. It was like he was the only one who mattered to me at the moment. It's like God sent him down from Heaven for me. He's an angel.

And आप know what's fate? He lived in London. Wanted to go to California. But out of ALL the cities in the United States, he ended up in some beat up town. I believe fate made us meet.

Hey! आप कहा to express myself. So I did.