Who was your first प्यार are आप still in प्यार with him/her and do they return your feelings? If आप haven't been in प्यार would आप like to fall in love?

Ugh, fuck no. I hate that feeling, and I never wanna feel it again. I mean, there is two exceptions (not my family), but other than that no.

Yes i have had a first प्यार , and it was my best friend , and were still best फ्रेंड्स , and have been together for 2 years , so i guess आप could say he returns the feeling .

Eh, I don't really think I've ever been in प्यार before, I've had a few crushes but that doesn't really count to me XP

I have had a crush on someone for a very long time,but I never told him because

1.i think he already has a girlfriend
2.i'm not quite sure if he likes me
3.i don't want to go through the same thing my sister did(having to watch my sister cry several times because of a guy is painful enough)
4.he's too लोकप्रिय to be with someone like me

I would like to fall in प्यार though. *sighs*

Honestly, my first प्यार was Keith, I'm still in प्यार with the bloody guy and he obviously doesn't प्यार me back. I've been in प्यार with him for 5-4 years now??? Sighs it saddens me that I've dedicated so much of my life to him and he'll never प्यार me back.
God i hate this.

Fuck प्यार </3