When was the last time आप cried?

Yesterday. My crappy life. :'(

Well 2 years पूर्व i hate using dumb things like tears

An episode of NCIS, reason why is that close to the end of the episode there was a woman being questioned about her dead Military husband beating her and having to be taken to the hospital multiple times because the beatings were really intense. She was crying, so it made me cry.

A couple weeks पूर्व while I was looking through my चित्र albums...
Aw, the memories :')

the frst time i saw thas pix i cryd so hard i प्यार loki i dont want him to die btw it photoshopd be still i was so sad : ( i प्यार thas man so much

last night... but i'm trying to stop crying so much tears are just a waste of water :)

Yesterday evening. Actually i've now cried five evenings in a row, 'cause i watched a document about a gay couple and the other one died of AIDS. The saddest and the most beautiful and touching thing ever come from tv. It broke me totally. I cried so hard my whole body was shaking.

Last week, I think. I thought about all the things I missed as a kid, and realized what I shitty childhood I had. I never really had a mother, and not really a big brother to. My father was always too busy for us.

It's getting through to me और and more. So that's why I tend to be in a shit mood now and then. I just wish some things were different.

[EDIT] Fuck it, now I'm just going to say what happened when I was little. If I learned anything it is that it feels good to share. My brother was a gambling and drinking addict who didn't have many friends. One time during रात का खाना he committed suicide there and then in front of the whole family (including my 3 and 5 साल old sisters).

My mother couldn't take the loss of her first-born child, I guess. She took her own life a few months after. My father found a letter on his and mom's बिस्तर saying: "Sorry hunny, I can't stand to miss my son. I'm going to see him now. I really hope you'll forgive me." She even signed it.

How's that for a fucking goodbye letter? If आप can't think of a decent excuse for leaving your family , don't write down anything at all. I लॉस्ट both my brother and my mom in just a few months time and all she had to say was "I miss my son"....Well, how the fuck about me? It's a wonder I haven't gone insane yet. I thank video games for that, for allowing me to just get away from it all if only for a little while.

The last time I cried is when I listened to प्यार Sonig Requiem द्वारा Trading Yesterday! Before the song, I was just fine. But after the first 54 सेकंड्स of the song, my face was just a wet leaking mess. Loved it though

Since I first watched this episode:

I think it was a couple Tuesdays पूर्व on my way to All County Band tryouts. I was scared shitless and didn't wanna do it. xD

Last night when I watched Serenity. *SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT* ICRIEDWHENSHEPHERDBOOKANDWASHDIED!!!!!!!*SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT* WAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enjoy a Firefly picture. *starts bawling again*

Yesterday, when my brother and I were fighting and he punched in the head 4 times in a row

Last night.
Because I'm in a body that hates me and I can't get out.
(Yes, I know how strange that sounds but it's true)