Sometimes it feels good to be me, sometimes it doesnt. I'm very shy and only can be myself @ certain destinations. im afraid of critisim and rejections that is why i dont be out goin and crazy like the rest and majority of my friends. my mom thought i should start cheerleading to get that shyness out of me. i havent made alot of फ्रेंड्स but my mom कहा i cant go a whole season without speaking and if i do i dont cheerleading is the answer. sometimes i think im the third wheel when im in groups या cliques. its because i just try and hear the secrets and dont talk very much. and when i do say stuff the y should shrug and say and i quote"ok, so" then i just look stupid. and i like that dreamy teen boy group mindless behavior and they like girls who are not afrais to be afraid to दिखाना who they are but i ont think im that girl.hopefully i get this curse lifted off my shoulders.
Prince: im so sorry babe. dont worry though. i promise to keep आप सुरक्षित no matter what. pinky sware.(pinky locks)
Mya: (looks straight into princeton eyes then starts crying histaricly)
Prince: its ok babe आप know that i प्यार you. (they sit and hug for like 10 मिनटों as Mya keeps crying)
Mya: i प्यार आप too
Prince: (picks her head up and wipes her eyes) wanna just go chill at my house
Mya: yeah
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!plz टिप्पणी दे and leave ur name if u wanna be in my अगला stiry i think im लेखन another tommorow idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mya: (looks straight into princeton eyes then starts crying histaricly)
Prince: its ok babe आप know that i प्यार you. (they sit and hug for like 10 मिनटों as Mya keeps crying)
Mya: i प्यार आप too
Prince: (picks her head up and wipes her eyes) wanna just go chill at my house
Mya: yeah
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!plz टिप्पणी दे and leave ur name if u wanna be in my अगला stiry i think im लेखन another tommorow idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!