i woke up the अगला दिन regretting the marriage. after what he कहा to me i am reggretting the decision. i slowly and tiredly got my iphone and dialed Harry. i told him about not getting married at this age and everything. he undetstood and aggreed to.i sighed in relief. we were talking and laughing on the phone laughing. i smile and hang up taking a शावर, शॉवर and getting changed in my out-fit link
I went downstairs the lads downstairs playing around. “were is Harry” I ask getting some juice. “oh he left for some air” Says Niall. “Nice shirt” says Zayn smiling. “oh… um thanks “I laugh and head up-stairs. I went to my पियानो and began गाना for my अगला performance.
Jar Of Hearts
“I know I cant take one और step towards you. Cause all theirs raining is regret. Don’t आप know I’m not you’re ghost anymore . लॉस्ट the प्यार I लॉस्ट the most. Learn to live half alive. And know आप want me one और time. And who do आप think आप are running around leaving scars. Collecting you’re jar of hearts tearing प्यार apart. You’re gonna cast a cold from the ice inside you’re soul. So don’t come back for me who do आप think आप are.”
I finished the song. Marking some spots. I turn and see the lads द्वारा the door smiling. “nice performance” says the lads. “oh thanks its for a संगीत कार्यक्रम I am going to im performing so practice makes perfect” I smile and they walk out. I check my Twitter and see loads of nice comments. And like 10% of hate. But I answer in sarcasm shutting them up.
i was nervouse i havent performed in weeks. i take a deep breath and walk on stage.