Sorry I had a lot of stuff going on (damn physics and exams) but anyways here is the chap… And Hilly this is REVENGE!!! Bwahahahaha XDDD
I hear some cries as I’m at the door. I want to hold आप but how can I do that when you’re so disappointed of me. I don’t understand why I hurt आप so much. But I wish I haven’t. I do wish all आप कहा was true but the reality is another one, या maybe not. What the hell happened this last month? Anyways आप aren’t opening so I go down the stairs and stop. I really need to go in there.
“Lisa” I scream, the sobs stop. I hear muffled step and I wait around 5 मिनटों before आप open the door. What have I done? आप look terrible. My impulse of embracing आप beats my mind and so I hug you.
“It’s ok. I’m here.”I close my eyes and rest my chin in the चोटी, शीर्ष of your head. We stay that way for a few moments but आप push me away a little.
“No it’s not ok. I…I hate you. Get…get away from me. And from my life.” What exactly is she talking about? She’s sobbing while she says it and it’s ironic that she’s still in my arms.
“You don’t want that.” She buries her head और into my chest.
“I don’t want to be with a man who lies to me. I don’t want to get hurt. प्यार is not for suffering.”
“I don´t know why आप are saying this, I don’t understand.” आप break the hug and stare at me, आप look mad and disappointed really disappointed.
“I don’t understand आप either. आप should go.” I nod, this is puzzling me. I don’t remember what has happened in the last two weeks and the doctor says it’s normal, that with some therapy it will be done but I can’t remember now and if it was something as-
Wow! She just slammed the door in my face. I walk down the steps and get on my bike. I turn to see your house for last time in the अगला 2 months and I see the curtains move. You’re watching me. I nod as a goodbye sign and the curtain closes. Then I leave to what is supposed to be my घर but it just doesn’t feel like it, not anymore. Jo must be awaiting with all the luggage ready and she will hurry me up and then I’ll be in London. Thinking of you, thinking of what happened.
I receive a text.
I do want that.
I throw my mobile in the street.
I sigh and head off to the life I have but that I don’t really want.
I hear some cries as I’m at the door. I want to hold आप but how can I do that when you’re so disappointed of me. I don’t understand why I hurt आप so much. But I wish I haven’t. I do wish all आप कहा was true but the reality is another one, या maybe not. What the hell happened this last month? Anyways आप aren’t opening so I go down the stairs and stop. I really need to go in there.
“Lisa” I scream, the sobs stop. I hear muffled step and I wait around 5 मिनटों before आप open the door. What have I done? आप look terrible. My impulse of embracing आप beats my mind and so I hug you.
“It’s ok. I’m here.”I close my eyes and rest my chin in the चोटी, शीर्ष of your head. We stay that way for a few moments but आप push me away a little.
“No it’s not ok. I…I hate you. Get…get away from me. And from my life.” What exactly is she talking about? She’s sobbing while she says it and it’s ironic that she’s still in my arms.
“You don’t want that.” She buries her head और into my chest.
“I don’t want to be with a man who lies to me. I don’t want to get hurt. प्यार is not for suffering.”
“I don´t know why आप are saying this, I don’t understand.” आप break the hug and stare at me, आप look mad and disappointed really disappointed.
“I don’t understand आप either. आप should go.” I nod, this is puzzling me. I don’t remember what has happened in the last two weeks and the doctor says it’s normal, that with some therapy it will be done but I can’t remember now and if it was something as-
Wow! She just slammed the door in my face. I walk down the steps and get on my bike. I turn to see your house for last time in the अगला 2 months and I see the curtains move. You’re watching me. I nod as a goodbye sign and the curtain closes. Then I leave to what is supposed to be my घर but it just doesn’t feel like it, not anymore. Jo must be awaiting with all the luggage ready and she will hurry me up and then I’ll be in London. Thinking of you, thinking of what happened.
I receive a text.
I do want that.
I throw my mobile in the street.
I sigh and head off to the life I have but that I don’t really want.