[i}A/N: Lalalala. Don't kill me. Lalalalala.*whistles inocently as backs away from the Hulis* Lalalala[/i]
And so I'm back. I should kill myself, like what an idiot am I now? I let my impulses दिखाना and I ended up चुंबन her neck.
I shiver at the memory. I have to admit it was awe- Stop. Breath in, breath out. चुंबन is not a sin, relax. Well actually चुंबन another woman other than your wife might be- But no because I didn't feel anything.
I have no emotional connection towards her, I just want her. She's an attractive woman let's face it and well I am a straight guy who notices who is sexy. Yes she's sexy, and her lips, mmh. I'm so going to hell but if tasting those lips- Stop.
आप don't feel aything but want towards her, आप kissed her because she was looking too sexy while she cried. Can I stop calling her sexy?
I arrive home, ashamed of what I just did. I betrayed Lisa and Jo and myself. Lisa is going through pain and I'm not helping, I just wished she suffered over me and- Ok, stop, आप don't have feelings for her. Understood?
God! I sound like a father scolding his son. I’m so childish. Jo opens the door and she hugs me. But it doesn’t mean anything. I find myself wishing it was Lisa.
“How was work?” Jo asks innocently, I can’t lie to her anymore.
“I wasn’t at work. “ She now looks worried, am I hurting every person around me? Yes and the persons I care the most of. I care for Lisa, I know I do, and I hurt her. But I didn’t mean too. I should go apologize with her, and tell her if we’re still फ्रेंड्स and- Ok I’m supposed to be caring of my wife now.
“Where were आप then? आप were gone for almost 3 hours.”What should I respond? I have to do what’s right but I don’t know what’s right.
“With Lisa.” I see how Jo’s face crumbles. I have destroyed her. I don’t know how she will react but I don’t think she’s in range, she’s in pain.
“ Why? Why are आप doing the same thing आप did back in the 90s?” She’s getting red, she’s going to cry. Oh God, she has started crying. She suddenly leaves me standing there in my living room and she slams the door of my bedroom.
Congratulations Hugh! आप have finally screwed up your life. आप have brought to tears और than once the one आप love. Why did I think of Lisa? I’m such a dreadful man I should be thinking of my heartbroken wife.
I walk towards the door and try to knock but I can hear her sobs. I’m so sorry Jo, I प्यार you. I’m sure I do but I just desire Lisa so much. I know we can work things out, just like last time. I’ll get over her don’t worry. Don’t cry, I hope that you’re still the one.
Like really don’t kill me it will turn out to be good
And so I'm back. I should kill myself, like what an idiot am I now? I let my impulses दिखाना and I ended up चुंबन her neck.
I shiver at the memory. I have to admit it was awe- Stop. Breath in, breath out. चुंबन is not a sin, relax. Well actually चुंबन another woman other than your wife might be- But no because I didn't feel anything.
I have no emotional connection towards her, I just want her. She's an attractive woman let's face it and well I am a straight guy who notices who is sexy. Yes she's sexy, and her lips, mmh. I'm so going to hell but if tasting those lips- Stop.
आप don't feel aything but want towards her, आप kissed her because she was looking too sexy while she cried. Can I stop calling her sexy?
I arrive home, ashamed of what I just did. I betrayed Lisa and Jo and myself. Lisa is going through pain and I'm not helping, I just wished she suffered over me and- Ok, stop, आप don't have feelings for her. Understood?
God! I sound like a father scolding his son. I’m so childish. Jo opens the door and she hugs me. But it doesn’t mean anything. I find myself wishing it was Lisa.
“How was work?” Jo asks innocently, I can’t lie to her anymore.
“I wasn’t at work. “ She now looks worried, am I hurting every person around me? Yes and the persons I care the most of. I care for Lisa, I know I do, and I hurt her. But I didn’t mean too. I should go apologize with her, and tell her if we’re still फ्रेंड्स and- Ok I’m supposed to be caring of my wife now.
“Where were आप then? आप were gone for almost 3 hours.”What should I respond? I have to do what’s right but I don’t know what’s right.
“With Lisa.” I see how Jo’s face crumbles. I have destroyed her. I don’t know how she will react but I don’t think she’s in range, she’s in pain.
“ Why? Why are आप doing the same thing आप did back in the 90s?” She’s getting red, she’s going to cry. Oh God, she has started crying. She suddenly leaves me standing there in my living room and she slams the door of my bedroom.
Congratulations Hugh! आप have finally screwed up your life. आप have brought to tears और than once the one आप love. Why did I think of Lisa? I’m such a dreadful man I should be thinking of my heartbroken wife.
I walk towards the door and try to knock but I can hear her sobs. I’m so sorry Jo, I प्यार you. I’m sure I do but I just desire Lisa so much. I know we can work things out, just like last time. I’ll get over her don’t worry. Don’t cry, I hope that you’re still the one.
Like really don’t kill me it will turn out to be good