I know what it's like to be scared.
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the ब्रेव cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....
I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life
I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me
I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.
I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.
I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them और than once.
I'm scared of evil, because thats the only thing that fills my world
I'm scared of falling in प्यार because someone will break my heart, again.
I'm scared of being sick, because it might be my last breath.
I'm scared of being abducted, because it's come up और than once.
I'm scared of being raped, because of Jaycee Dugard
I'm scared of letting go of family because they're always in my life.
I'm scared of horror फिल्में because then i can't go to sleep that night.
I'm scared of sleeping because I might not see the light again
I'm scared of ever seeing that woman's face again because all I see is Satan.
I'm scared of going to jail because they say it's a living hell.
I'm scared of boys because the bully me at school.
I'm scared at school because I'm always alone.
I'm scared of murdered because of the way Jessica Ridgeway died.
I'm scared of my best फ्रेंड्स because one दिन their back will turn on me.
I'm afraid of humanity because their is और evil in this world.
I'm scared of attacks because one दिन it will happen.
I'm scared of nightmares because some of them are real
I'm scared of life because sometimes there is no point in living it
But do आप really want to know what I'm scared of the most?
M-E-
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the ब्रेव cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....
I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life
I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me
I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.
I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.
I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them और than once.
I'm scared of evil, because thats the only thing that fills my world
I'm scared of falling in प्यार because someone will break my heart, again.
I'm scared of being sick, because it might be my last breath.
I'm scared of being abducted, because it's come up और than once.
I'm scared of being raped, because of Jaycee Dugard
I'm scared of letting go of family because they're always in my life.
I'm scared of horror फिल्में because then i can't go to sleep that night.
I'm scared of sleeping because I might not see the light again
I'm scared of ever seeing that woman's face again because all I see is Satan.
I'm scared of going to jail because they say it's a living hell.
I'm scared of boys because the bully me at school.
I'm scared at school because I'm always alone.
I'm scared of murdered because of the way Jessica Ridgeway died.
I'm scared of my best फ्रेंड्स because one दिन their back will turn on me.
I'm afraid of humanity because their is और evil in this world.
I'm scared of attacks because one दिन it will happen.
I'm scared of nightmares because some of them are real
I'm scared of life because sometimes there is no point in living it
But do आप really want to know what I'm scared of the most?
M-E-
1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad स्रोत of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my फ्रेंड्स though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If आप knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make आप go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make आप hate me even more...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad स्रोत of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my फ्रेंड्स though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If आप knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make आप go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make आप hate me even more...
Disappear
Can't आप feel me?
Can't आप feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't आप see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't आप see me disappear?
Can't आप see my despair?
Can't आप see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously आप don't
Because आप let me disappear
आप don't प्यार me
आप don't care
आप sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant आप feel me?
Can't आप see?
Can't आप see I've disappeared?
Cant आप see my crys of despair?
Can't आप see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are आप there?
Can आप help me
Before I disappear?
Cant आप see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
या am I gone?
Cuz आप act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't आप feel me?
Can't आप feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't आप see the crack in my heart?
Can't आप see me?
Don't आप care?
No
Because आप let me
Disappear
Can't आप feel me?
Can't आप feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't आप see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't आप see me disappear?
Can't आप see my despair?
Can't आप see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously आप don't
Because आप let me disappear
आप don't प्यार me
आप don't care
आप sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant आप feel me?
Can't आप see?
Can't आप see I've disappeared?
Cant आप see my crys of despair?
Can't आप see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are आप there?
Can आप help me
Before I disappear?
Cant आप see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
या am I gone?
Cuz आप act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't आप feel me?
Can't आप feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't आप see the crack in my heart?
Can't आप see me?
Don't आप care?
No
Because आप let me
Disappear