hi there
tori here well i don't think i'm special just plain jane
and really ugly
i don't feel like my life is getting better
so who's with me?
how can i find another way from killing myself?
i don't want to go back to the hospital and hear war and peace talk from old folks
sorry that's the way it goes for me
i rather live in germany या london>
good night पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

i hate my damn self पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

i feel weak and tired all the time-tori पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Glad I found this but I won't let it run my life! I fight for the king! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

K ppl... I communicate best in lyrics, is that ok? I just really don’t know how to turn thoughts into words... communication disorders suck. So ya... plz don’t judge meh |-/ पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

wow this club is so... depressing...shocker पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

why life's so unfair पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

My life fucking sucks nothing is helping me i wanna die पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

me rn पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I have been in depression many times but my फ्रेंड्स helped me get out of and हटाइए on with my life.
फ्रेंड्स are the greatest. Releationships suck. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

700th प्रशंसक पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I have an A-level in psychology, if anyone requires mental help, please message me, it will be a one-to-one session and it will be kept strictly confidential, I understand it may be hard to talk to someone about feelings and emotions, just know I'm here to help if आप ever need it. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

but tell me. who would want someone like me? who gets really depressed and not strong but weak? no one. i tried gettn gfs online only to be used and abused not being a real relationship. i tried outside but aparently i look too nerdy या somthn. and im not even fat! im skinny! wat do ppl want? i want someone to comfort me wenever im down to प्यार me but will never happen i suppose. i was angry and started blaming the world for my problems but never helped...i just got nothn to live for. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I just want to know why i have this problem. why i cant socialize effectivly...i pray to God to help me i pray every night for his blessings...i did have someone who understood me..my grandma she knew me so well and knew how i was. i could always talk to her and be happy...but then she had cancer and past away. i praid for a miracle and nothn happend i was nice i had good grades in school now my world crumbles before me. i have a void in me and i want to fill it with someone else पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I get jealous of प्रेमी cause why do they have a प्यार of there life wen i dont? i asked them why and most of the जवाब were they were long लॉस्ट buddies wen they were kids and grew up together. I never had any girl i grew up with...always alone..so everytime i see couples loving eachother and दिखा रहा है their प्यार i have to go away या ill cry. yes i take anti depression meds but wont work. i never drink smoke या did drugs to sooth this pain...im on my own... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I have a problem. Has anyone ever grew up with not one single friend या lover in there whole life? I did...only thing i got is online cause thats aparently the only place i make friends. wen i try to outside they judge me and look at me like im some plague...why does everyone hate me so much? Why? I tried everything i went out i talk but aparently i need to do more? I see people say its going to be alright seeing how they have फ्रेंड्स and lovers. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

if anyone knows depressed guy could आप update me on how he's doing? thanks पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

हे depressedguy, if you're still there, im here, आप can message me on fb
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1-800-273-8255 (1-800-273-TALK)

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I read my horoscope earlier today..it's crazy how they can be s right...today self doubt and disappointment likely to be your worst enemies today. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I wish life could be easier....loving someone so much, but they want to change something in my life that will affect EVERYTHING.I don't want to change though.....to go along with my mood, it's raining outside.The sky is crying too. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

i am Ugly
I hate That i Am weird and different from my classmates
Why Is that
I Feel That I Am less Than Any other Person
I Just Wan To End It all For Real पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Life is full of disappointments. NOTHING has been going my way lately. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

This group is absolutely for me पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

This is to everyone,so please read. I don't know who आप are या what आप look like, but I can tell आप right now that your beautiful, beautiful in every way. No matter who is पढ़ना this आप are beautiful. If आप were perhaps looking for a sign not to kill yourself, this is it. Please don't do it.! Your life will get better eventually. आप just have to wait. There's this quote that says " People who wait patiently in their struggle, will receive great things." आप won't regret waiting. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

It's like I'm walking on clouds,but the clouds are gray. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

That moment when someone calls आप a beautiful woman,but never backs it up या never proves it. They just tell आप the many reasons why you're not. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Ever get that moment where आप look at urself and u think u have nothn. then u see these other ppl who has the thing that u want to hav in ur life and u wanna ruin there life cause of it? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I got my सेकंड medal! my दिन has just been unusually good पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

if आप need someone to talk to add me and ill help आप ppl ok ? x पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

kill me पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I think it's better for me to be depressed because then I'm not a bother anyone. People find me very annoying when I'm happy. Mostly because I talk too much, but I can't fix that. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I am such a idiot I am barley at a academic level in school and I have a fucking learning disability I cant take it im such and idiot im to stupid for school I will never graduate I just know I will fail grade 9 too stupid and slow to pass and my weight is just destroying me those are two of the main reasons I am depressed पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Op, again I am all alone... I guess nobody actually likes me at school... I miss the happy days already (again) but right now it's only a distant memory of mine... Me smiling... I wanna say goodbye to the world already... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Everyone expects too much out of me. I hate it! Everything is too complicated for me. I had another bad दिन today where I just keep getting और and और bad news.And it's just a दिन before my birthday. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Here guys and girls. If u like techno संगीत then this is a good song for u. this song makes me feel better and i whistle it wenever i feel depressed.
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everyone has a breaking point I don't care how strong they are and I have reached mine पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Im. Done. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

My great-grandma died about two weeks पूर्व and I'm still sad.I've tried lots of things to make me feel better and my mom and my sister have been super nice to me. I just can't imagine having our holidays and birthday parties without my great-grandma there. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Am I the only one who finds it weird that we're all technically "Fans Of Depression"? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Kill me now because I can't पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

“That’s precisely the सवाल everyone should be asking—why the hell not? – Why not you, why not now…”

–Timothy Ferriss पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

“It’s not about time, it’s about choices. How are आप spending your choices?”

–Beverly Adamo
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“You can have anything आप want if आप are willing to give up the belief that आप can’t have it.”
–Robert Anthony पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I hated every मिनट of training, but I said, “Don’t quit. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion.”

–Muhammad Ali पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Check out this amazing site! It´s pretty inspiring:

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It really doesn´t matter if आप need a daily dosis of यूट्यूब या internet every दिन to keep आप going, as long as it keeps आप alive. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Why must the nicest people suffer the most? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

To find your self: Think for your self. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

When nails grow, we cut the fingernails, not the fingers. When misunderstandings grow, we cut them, not the relationships! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

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चॉकलेट is a great natural antidepressant. It contains tryptophan which helps आप create serotonin, your body's own antidepressant. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

What doesn´t kill आप makes आप stronger. Whenever आप let those experiances break आप या not is up to you. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I feel soo worthless its अकल्पनीय पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

only youtubers keep me smiling it seems along with video games पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

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Make आप see yourself in a whole other way. x)) पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I am in imperative requirement of someone's solicitude. Please help me, for all I can think about is Death and various means of dying. In addition, I have been hurting myself and whenever I do, can never seem to feel the pain, for I deem it a punishment द्वारा virtue of my perhaps being a disappointment. Life is abhorrent to me and in my household, I can never seem to convey my opinion without being reprimanded. Please help me. :'( Xxx पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I feel so alone... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Crap started hurting my stomach... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

“Just don´t give up, I´m working it out, please don´t give in. I won´t let आप down. It messed me up, need a सेकंड to breathe, just keep coming around. Hey, whataya want from me?”

Adam Lambert: Whataya Want From Me पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

“Who told us we´ll be rescued, what is changed and why should we be saved from nightmares. We´re asking why this happened to us…it´s unfair…this is what it means, to be held. How it feels, when the scared is torn from life and आप survive. This is what it is to be loved and to know that the promise was when everything fails, we´ll be held.”

Natalie Grant: Held पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

“I think my heart´s wrapped around, टैंगल्ड up in winding weeds. But I don´t want to go one living, feeling so afraid of दिखा रहा है someone else my imperfections and even though my feet are trembling, every word I say comes stumbling, I will भालू it all. Watch me unfold.”

Marie Digby: Unfold पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

“When आप get caught in the rain, with nowhere to run. When you´re destroyed and in pain, without anyone. And आप feel so far away that आप just can´t find your way home.
आप can get there alone, it´s okay…”
“I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I´m strong enough to move. And everytime I feel afraid I hold tight onto my faith and I live one और दिन and I make it through the rain.”

Mariah Carey: Through The Rain पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

“Darlin, you´re hiding in the closet once again, start smilin´. I know you´re trying real hard not to turn your head away, pretty darling. Face tomorrow, tomorrow´s not yesterday. Pretty please, I know it´s a drag. Wipe your eyes and put up your head. I wish आप could be happy instead…”

Avril Lavigne: Darlin पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I`ll be a bit happy if someone replies, but I don`t know what to do with my depression..and myself. Everything was fine, my future seemed bright. But suddenly everything falls apart... Everything seems pointless to me now, even my future job which I`m sure a park ranger या something to help the world... That`s pointless cause of us, the world`s slowly dying.... And I`m being haunted द्वारा 'love' thing... I`m only curious of how it`s like to प्यार someone who`s not part of my family.... I don`t want- पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I quit cutting ...but now the mental break downs are 10 times worse पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I want a real friend पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Im a fat ugly worthless piece of shit पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I don't want to feel any emotions :'( पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I do not care what they think. They can hate, judge, talk behind my back, try to step up they game. Although, one thing they can never do is get me to change. i am who i am, and the way I act, think, imagine, dream, dress, speak, love, look, and feel. Will always remain the same. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I've been through alotta s***, but i'ma keep my head up like my nose is bleedin! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

No matter what आप do, bad या good, people are always gonna have something to say about it. Just remember this: If people always have something to say about your life, that's saying little about their own. Keep your head up, stay strong, and just breathe. Live. If आप needed some encouragement today, this is it. So don't waste it. Pass it on, spread it, but most importantly believe it. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Keep your head up beautiful, आप can see heaven much better that way. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

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These are amazing stories of everyday heroes. x) पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

One of the best thing to do to avoid depression is learn a new language. (Im learning Russian right now xP)
It always gives आप something to do, it challenges you, it gives आप और opportunites (especially if you´re going to go to that country) and it sounds cool if you´re like, "Yeah, I´m learning korean right now." XP

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Hold your head up. Take an unplanned road trip. Be thankful. Try everything once. Color outside the lines. Fall in love. Embrace change. Trust in yourself. Do what आप love. Dance when everyone is looking. Eat मिठाई first. Be nice to everyone. Send thank आप cards. Be the change आप wish to see in the world. Play in the rain. Break the rules once in while. Do बिना सोचे समझे acts of kindness. Forgive even when its hard. Make time for family. Don't count the मिनटों count the laughs. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

आप are prettiest when you're happy. Don't waste time being sad. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

If someone can make आप laugh when you're about to cry, don't give up on them. They're the true meaning of happiness. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I have had depression, since I was two, have had to endure-let us say- not-very-loving parents, am under pressure from immense study hours, cannot accept anything below 90%, for certain subjects, feel solitary and worthless. :( My opinion is always deemed invalid and I am incessantly reprimanded if I proceed with conveying it. :( Xxx
Please help! :( Xxx I want to die. :( Xx पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I'm soo ugly and I'm gonna die alone cuz I'm hideous!! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

too ugly to be loved too fat to eat too useless to do anything too stupid to think too worthless to live पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Even though it talks about work, it´s a great लेख to get आप back onto your feet. It´s encouraging and purpose giving at the same time. I highly recommend it!!
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When life gives आप lemons, squeeze them in other people's eyes. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

When life gives आप a hundred reasons to cry, दिखाना life that आप have a thousand reasons to smile. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

help पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Repost this if anyone ever told you, "Show me your arms" पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Reach for the moon. If आप fall short at least you'll be among the stars. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

हे guys. im new to this club and im an ex-cutter trying to get over depression. i havent told my therapist या my parent sive been lying thi whole time. help? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I I'm new to this club and I wondered if someone could give me some help I've gone bk in to depression and have almost reach the cutting stage should I tell my therapist ?? पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

This प्रशंसक Club is making और depressed…or maybe it's me. Sorry complications, it's because of the fanfiction I've been reading. Hurt/comfort. It's really comforting at all…no one knows what I'm talking about… पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

----///-\\\----if आप have ever felt
---|||--|||---ALONE
---|||--|||---HATED
---|||--|||---SUICIDAL
----\\\-///----APATHETIC
-----\\///-----DEPRESSED
-----///\------UNWANTED
----///\\\-----or just felt pain
---///--\\\----PUT THIS ON YOUR प्रोफ़ाइल AND HELP SOMEONE OUT WHO FEELS THAT WAY. PEOPLE
NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE! पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I have not updated in a while.....I'm still here, yet my life seems empty...... पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Depression,is something everyone has either extreme या very mild depression is something that lurks beneath the deplths of our emotion we see how our फ्रेंड्स act so we शामिल होइए in but in relaity we need someone to listen not pity not symathpy but an ear and दिल an open minded person depression hits us all differently and we all deal with it differently we all can change form it with the right ppl backing us if we have parents, फ्रेंड्स that dont understand and dont care it will only make it worse पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I am getting help but I kinda lied to the doctor I कहा I haven't hurt myself and कहा I haven't tried to kill myself and she just labelled me has minor depressesion while I cut 5 times tried आप know about 3 times but just couldent get myself to do it . पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

In my mind,everyone thinks I'm crazy.
In my mind,everybody's looking at me.
In my mind I am nothing.
In my mind,it is dark and cold.
In my mind,I am alone.
In my mind,I am broken.
In my mind,no one likes me.
Not even me
In my mind,I am my own worst enemy. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

Four years has passed.

Still this pain seems to last.

I wish I could see that joy in moms eyes.

That लॉस्ट feeling, instead of a frown and a sigh.

Holding your picture, frames of black and white.

Realizeing that when आप died, आप also took my life.

Nora Susanne Bhatia 15.10.1994-29.1.2009 </3 पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I wish I can be 100% open to being gay but of course we have to live in a world where if I do that, I die. या at least suffer पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

I started cutting myself a few weeks ago.............. पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना

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हे guys, I know a 100 percent fool proof way to get happy again: Watch Pewdiepie on YouTube!
It worked for me today. xP पोस्टेड एक साल  से अधिक पुराना