It's my सेकंड पढ़ना of “Breaking dawn”. I`ve somehow always wondered if the सेकंड time would feel different. Now I know! But it's different in a good way, because I now see things और clearly. What fascinated, stroke me this time was not only the huge amount and density of emotions. I saw things from a different prospective – Jacob's. I've always considered myself to be Team Edward, but I know all that team stuff seems a bit meaningless – because it was always Edward for Bella. But what struck me the most was Jacob's development – he literary grows up-in his thoughts, in his acts. He needs to grow up in order to cope with his pain. And in order to prove my words I've picked up some of Jake's thoughts:
“ I was tired—hadn’t slept since my last patrol— but I knew I wasn’t going to sleep. My head was too crazy. The thoughts bounced around inside my skull like a disoriented swarm of bees. Noisy. Now and then they stung. Must be hornets, not bees. Bees died after one sting. And the same thoughts were stinging me again and again.” (BD. p.148)
“ I couldn’t stop myself now. Bella in my arms, Bella sighing my name...
Worse still, this new image I’d never had before, one that द्वारा all rights shouldn’t have existed for me. Not yet. An image I knew I wouldn’t’ve suffered over for years if he hadn’t shoved it in my head now. But it stuck there, winding threads through my brain like a weed—poisonous and unkillable.” (BD p.182)
“Except.
And there it was—a thought I’d never, never wanted to have. But now, with my
legs all tied up in strings, I recognized the exception with relief—more than relief, with a fierce joy.
No one could dispute the Alpha’s decision—except for me.
I hadn’t earned anything. But there were things that had been born in me, things
that I’d left unclaimed.
I’d never wanted to lead the pack. I didn’t want to do it now. I didn’t want the
responsibility for all our fates resting on my shoulders. Sam was better at that
than I would ever be.
But he was wrong tonight.
And I had not been born to kneel to him.
The bonds fell off my body the सेकंड that I embraced my birthright.” (BD p.209)
“It was weird how distinct our joint thinking was. The pack was already Sam’s
pack, was already “them” to us. Something outside and other.” (BD p.258)
“Funny how having a deadline made it harder to think about leaving, या having her
leave. I was glad Seth’d brought that up, so I knew they were staying here. It
would be intolerable, wondering if they were about to go, to take away one या two
या three of those four days. My four days.
Also funny how, even knowing that it was almost over, the hold she had on me
only got harder to break.
For a मिनट I tried to look at her from a distance, to separate myself from the
pull. I knew it wasn’t my imagination that my need for her was stronger than ever. Why was that? Because she was dying? या knowing that even if she didn’t, still—best case scenario—she’d be changing into something else that I wouldn’t know या understand?” (BD p.296)
“And I was all alone with my hatred and the pain that was so bad it was like being tortured. Like being dragged slowly across a बिस्तर of razor blades. Pain so bad
you’d take death with a smile just to get away from it.” (BD p.328)
“And I knew Leah was strong enough to face with me the months that were
coming. Months and years. It made me tired to think about it. I felt like I was staring out across an ocean that I was going to have to swim from किनारा, शोर to shore
before I could rest again.
So much time coming, and then so little time before it started. Before I was flung into that ocean. Three and a half और days, and here I was, wasting that little bit
of time I had.” (BD p. 336)
“This was it, then. The ocean of pain. The other किनारा, शोर so far away across the
boiling water that I couldn’t imagine it, much less see it. I felt empty again, now that I’d लॉस्ट my purpose. Saving Bella had been my fight for so long now. And she wouldn’t be saved.
It was all over.” (BD p.356)
“ I leaned आगे and felt the heat begin to change me while the pull toward the killer grew—it was stronger than I’d ever felt it before, so strong it reminded me of an Alpha’s command, like
it would crush me if I didn’t obey.
This time I wanted to obey.”(BD p.359)
“Everything inside me came undone as I stared at the tiny चीनी मिटटी, चीनी मिट्टी के बरतन face of the
half-vampire, half-human baby. All the lines that held me to my life were sliced apart in तत्पर, तेज, स्विफ्ट cuts, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons. Everything
that made me who I was—my प्यार for the dead girl upstairs, my प्यार for my father, my loyalty to my new pack, the प्यार for my other brothers, my hatred for my enemies, my home, my name, my self—disconnected from me in that second—snip, snip, snip—and floated up into space.
I was not left drifting. A new string held me where I was.
Not one string, but a million. Not strings, but steel cables. A million steel cables all tying me to one thing—to the very center of the universe.
It was the baby girl in the blond vampire’s arms that held me here now.
Renesmee.” (BD p.360)
These aren't just some बिना सोचे समझे quotations. I picked them up carefully in order to दिखाना how much Jacob changes during the development of the plot. How from a teenager with प्यार issues he grows to become this conscious man- ready to meet his true fate.
With all of that Team Edward vs. Team Jacob stuff we tend to miss the bigger picture – meaning - what makes the पुस्तकें so worth being read – We see how people grow, change for the better, develop a better understanding of how what we don't understand isn't always bad.
I thought Jacob's example best describes what I want to say. And moreover... now I fully appreciate the wonderful character that Jake is...
“ I was tired—hadn’t slept since my last patrol— but I knew I wasn’t going to sleep. My head was too crazy. The thoughts bounced around inside my skull like a disoriented swarm of bees. Noisy. Now and then they stung. Must be hornets, not bees. Bees died after one sting. And the same thoughts were stinging me again and again.” (BD. p.148)
“ I couldn’t stop myself now. Bella in my arms, Bella sighing my name...
Worse still, this new image I’d never had before, one that द्वारा all rights shouldn’t have existed for me. Not yet. An image I knew I wouldn’t’ve suffered over for years if he hadn’t shoved it in my head now. But it stuck there, winding threads through my brain like a weed—poisonous and unkillable.” (BD p.182)
“Except.
And there it was—a thought I’d never, never wanted to have. But now, with my
legs all tied up in strings, I recognized the exception with relief—more than relief, with a fierce joy.
No one could dispute the Alpha’s decision—except for me.
I hadn’t earned anything. But there were things that had been born in me, things
that I’d left unclaimed.
I’d never wanted to lead the pack. I didn’t want to do it now. I didn’t want the
responsibility for all our fates resting on my shoulders. Sam was better at that
than I would ever be.
But he was wrong tonight.
And I had not been born to kneel to him.
The bonds fell off my body the सेकंड that I embraced my birthright.” (BD p.209)
“It was weird how distinct our joint thinking was. The pack was already Sam’s
pack, was already “them” to us. Something outside and other.” (BD p.258)
“Funny how having a deadline made it harder to think about leaving, या having her
leave. I was glad Seth’d brought that up, so I knew they were staying here. It
would be intolerable, wondering if they were about to go, to take away one या two
या three of those four days. My four days.
Also funny how, even knowing that it was almost over, the hold she had on me
only got harder to break.
For a मिनट I tried to look at her from a distance, to separate myself from the
pull. I knew it wasn’t my imagination that my need for her was stronger than ever. Why was that? Because she was dying? या knowing that even if she didn’t, still—best case scenario—she’d be changing into something else that I wouldn’t know या understand?” (BD p.296)
“And I was all alone with my hatred and the pain that was so bad it was like being tortured. Like being dragged slowly across a बिस्तर of razor blades. Pain so bad
you’d take death with a smile just to get away from it.” (BD p.328)
“And I knew Leah was strong enough to face with me the months that were
coming. Months and years. It made me tired to think about it. I felt like I was staring out across an ocean that I was going to have to swim from किनारा, शोर to shore
before I could rest again.
So much time coming, and then so little time before it started. Before I was flung into that ocean. Three and a half और days, and here I was, wasting that little bit
of time I had.” (BD p. 336)
“This was it, then. The ocean of pain. The other किनारा, शोर so far away across the
boiling water that I couldn’t imagine it, much less see it. I felt empty again, now that I’d लॉस्ट my purpose. Saving Bella had been my fight for so long now. And she wouldn’t be saved.
It was all over.” (BD p.356)
“ I leaned आगे and felt the heat begin to change me while the pull toward the killer grew—it was stronger than I’d ever felt it before, so strong it reminded me of an Alpha’s command, like
it would crush me if I didn’t obey.
This time I wanted to obey.”(BD p.359)
“Everything inside me came undone as I stared at the tiny चीनी मिटटी, चीनी मिट्टी के बरतन face of the
half-vampire, half-human baby. All the lines that held me to my life were sliced apart in तत्पर, तेज, स्विफ्ट cuts, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons. Everything
that made me who I was—my प्यार for the dead girl upstairs, my प्यार for my father, my loyalty to my new pack, the प्यार for my other brothers, my hatred for my enemies, my home, my name, my self—disconnected from me in that second—snip, snip, snip—and floated up into space.
I was not left drifting. A new string held me where I was.
Not one string, but a million. Not strings, but steel cables. A million steel cables all tying me to one thing—to the very center of the universe.
It was the baby girl in the blond vampire’s arms that held me here now.
Renesmee.” (BD p.360)
These aren't just some बिना सोचे समझे quotations. I picked them up carefully in order to दिखाना how much Jacob changes during the development of the plot. How from a teenager with प्यार issues he grows to become this conscious man- ready to meet his true fate.
With all of that Team Edward vs. Team Jacob stuff we tend to miss the bigger picture – meaning - what makes the पुस्तकें so worth being read – We see how people grow, change for the better, develop a better understanding of how what we don't understand isn't always bad.
I thought Jacob's example best describes what I want to say. And moreover... now I fully appreciate the wonderful character that Jake is...
The movie adaptation of Twilight sequel Breaking Dawn is going to be the sexiest of all the फिल्में in the saga.
Screenwriter Melissa Rosenberg promises that the final Twilight installment will have the sex scene, although it may not have the birth scene.
Rosenberg described the Breaking Dawn sex scene between Pattinson's Edward Cullen and Stewart's Bella हंस this way:
“Breaking Dawn will be sexier [than its predecessors.] I think we can get awfully sexy with a PG-13, I’m not worried about the rating. I know a lot of प्रशंसकों are like, ‘We have to go R to do it justice,’ but I don’t think so. I think it’s going to be pretty hot. Way hot!”
Screenwriter Melissa Rosenberg promises that the final Twilight installment will have the sex scene, although it may not have the birth scene.
Rosenberg described the Breaking Dawn sex scene between Pattinson's Edward Cullen and Stewart's Bella हंस this way:
“Breaking Dawn will be sexier [than its predecessors.] I think we can get awfully sexy with a PG-13, I’m not worried about the rating. I know a lot of प्रशंसकों are like, ‘We have to go R to do it justice,’ but I don’t think so. I think it’s going to be pretty hot. Way hot!”
the one thing that i think about the most when i see my daughter's face is how lucky i am to have her as my daughter, seeing her face makes me see the sun in the sky for the first time in my whole life.
watching her grow up was the most wonderful sight that i could ever imagine, she is the gift that i've wanted ever since i was her age, her smile has a radiance that no-other child can ever replace, if some-thing happended to her i don't know what i would do with-out my daugther renesmee carlie cullen, she is the reason why i;m लेखन this today
Renemee baby i प्यार you, and आप remember that i will always will प्यार आप and your father feels the same way, please read this entry and tell me what आप think about it
प्यार your mother
isabella marie हंस cullen
watching her grow up was the most wonderful sight that i could ever imagine, she is the gift that i've wanted ever since i was her age, her smile has a radiance that no-other child can ever replace, if some-thing happended to her i don't know what i would do with-out my daugther renesmee carlie cullen, she is the reason why i;m लेखन this today
Renemee baby i प्यार you, and आप remember that i will always will प्यार आप and your father feels the same way, please read this entry and tell me what आप think about it
प्यार your mother
isabella marie हंस cullen
I know Edward always कहा Bella was beautiful but she seems kind of boring. She always worries about other people, but she never thinks of herself. In the book [especially when she's human] she thinks all these stupid thoughts and I'm glad Edward didn't hear what she was thinking because I would be so embarrassed if I was her.
I प्यार Alice. She is so cute and she has a great sense of style. I'm so glad she got Jasper. Even though her closet is a bit disproportional I wouldn't mind having it once in a while.(:
Rosalie is cool. I mean she was mean but after Nessie was born she got so much nicer. I can tell that she truly loves Nessie.
I've दिया आप my opinion but what's your's?.
Please टिप्पणी दे
I प्यार Alice. She is so cute and she has a great sense of style. I'm so glad she got Jasper. Even though her closet is a bit disproportional I wouldn't mind having it once in a while.(:
Rosalie is cool. I mean she was mean but after Nessie was born she got so much nicer. I can tell that she truly loves Nessie.
I've दिया आप my opinion but what's your's?.
Please टिप्पणी दे
Breaking Dawn part 1 was so good, I loved it. The अभिनय was great and Bella looked so beautiful at their wedding. It was action filled and also drama filled, I couldn't keep my eyes off the screen. I loved how they almost कहा everything they say in the book, and I प्यार how they दिखाना everything that happened with Jacob and Leah. They also added and action part where Sam's pack attacks Emmet, Esme, Carlisle, Alice, and Jasper while they are leaving to hunt(not that i'm saying I wanted them to die). I also loved the birth of Renessme, it showed detail and everything that happened in the book. Renessme looked just as Stephenie Meyer described her. I like how the दिखाना the transformation of Bella becoming a vampire too. The one thing I didn't like was how they ended the movie, they showed Bella opening her eyes as a vampire, which automatically made me want more.