I miss you, I miss you. I miss आप so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in प्यार with you. My memories keep looking for आप but find that you're not here with me anymore.

[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss आप so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in प्यार with you. My memories keep looking for आप but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[

The अगला day, after eating breakfast, आप and Randy go to the समुद्र तट together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. आप and Randy just wore regular clothes to the beach...

Chapter 12: Take My Breath Away

Landon walked around the park and he remembered times that his mom and him walked around here.

Landon knew one दिन he'll walk around the park with Britney.

Landon walked back to the hospital.

Jamie was holding Britney.

Cynthia was in the room too with a cup of coffee.

Landon kissed his mom's cheek and then he kissed Jamie.

"Where did आप go?" asked Jamie

"I took a walk," कहा Landon

"So did आप call your boss?" asked Cynthia

"Three days off" कहा Landon

"Good" कहा Jamie

"I can't wait to spend time with my little girl" कहा Landon

Landon was holding Britney.

At 3:54...

I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let आप go. I drive myself crazy, wanting आप the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him और as days pass by. It's been a महीना since आप and Randy haven't कहा a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. आप can feel it and आप can see it. Whenever आप look in the mirror, आप see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल lately. Your coach notices and he talks with आप about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can आप do Jamie? आप need to rest. आप can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I प्यार playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...