This story takes place when Zim and Dib are 17 and Gaz is 16.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their कुत्ता and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The कड़वा sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an घंटा ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: हे Gaz
Gaz: Oh हे
Zim: What are आप doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are आप doing up there?
Gaz: What do आप mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to आप and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told आप never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call आप that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, आप dont have to explain to me if आप dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if आप be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their कुत्ता and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The कड़वा sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an घंटा ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: हे Gaz
Gaz: Oh हे
Zim: What are आप doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are आप doing up there?
Gaz: What do आप mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to आप and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told आप never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call आप that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, आप dont have to explain to me if आप dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if आप be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
zim has been staring at gaz all day. gaz was starting to get creeped out द्वारा it. dib kept a close eye on zim because of the way he was acting. he saw gaz flirting with another guy. he always went घर and cried. he wanted to get over her. sadly he couldnt. it was so hard for him to get up and survive another day. he always thought about gaz. every time he saw gaz she was with the guy she likes.he लॉस्ट him. he was trying to deal with it. then one दिन this happened:he wnet to gaz and कहा "gaz i must talk to आप at once" "what do आप want zim?" "om feeling this human.................affection for आप and i was wondering if आप want to um.....go...out um this fr fr friday?" "um i gue-" she got cut off when she got a call from the mysterious guy "hello ok il be there by" i g2g zim talk to आप later bye
WHAT HURTS THE MOST
WAS BEING SO CLOSE
AND HAVIN SO MUCH TO SAY
AND WATCHING आप WALK AWAY
WHAT HURTS THE MOST
WAS BEING SO CLOSE
AND HAVIN SO MUCH TO SAY
AND WATCHING आप WALK AWAY