She layed in her बिस्तर while a blue gleam entered the room, her grey eyes blinked back tears, she felt lonesome, empty…..just like when her parents died. A knock sounded at the door along with the deep voice that was her brother, “ हे Ary आप awake in there? We need to talk “ Declan कहा from outside the door. Aryess wiped tears from her eyes and hissed out “ I wouldn’t be asleep with how loud your talking anyway “, “ are आप decent? im coming in “ he announced. Aryess let out a sigh of annoyance as a sign for him to come in, the door opened and the blonde haired boy entered the room letting in a shine of light and turned on the light leaning against the दीवार stuffing his hands in his pockets, “ whats up? You’ve been अभिनय strange all night, something आप want to talk about? “ he muttered out staring at her with his blue eyes. Aryess sat up giving him a look and looked down with a pout “ im fine Dec….i don’t need to talk…” she muttered out, “ Aryess your obviously not fine, you’ve spent your whole night in the शावर, शॉवर and in here, that’s not like आप “ he looked at her still intensely hoping for an answer. “ Why do आप even care….” She growled out, “ cause your my sister……” he कहा with a tone mocking her in a way “ what other answer are आप looking for me to give you? “. She looked down and let out a deep sigh, “ I talked to Jet today…..”, “ the punks brother? “, “ cousin “ she growled out in response and shook her head “ and stop calling Bentley that “. Declan was about to speak in response to her टिप्पणी दे but stopped himself and looked down, “ anyways continue…”, “ I caught him पढ़ना an approval form to take life support away from Bentley…. And we had our disagreements and…..” she choked out suddenly and stopped talking. “ What did he do? Did he hit you? If he did I ll kill hi- “, “ Declan no he didn’t, it just angered and upset me how he could think like that!, how could Bentleys own cousin think like that why cant he give him a chance? “ she muttered out. Declan sighed walking over and sitting on the edge of her बिस्तर looking at her, “ I know this is hard on you……” he muttered out, “ no आप don’t! im अभिनय as if everythings okay and im fine, but i-I cant deal with this anymore, this is eating me alive…..i need this to stop!! I don’t need to feel like I did when mom and dad died!! “ she gasped out crying covering her face. Declans eyes widened, he hadn’t seen his sister cry since when their parents died, he hugged her suddenly as she hugged him back tightly crying into his chest, he blinked smoothing her hair and leaned his chin on her head as she continued to cry, he didn’t understand what was coming over him.
Jet sat in silence at the cliff that lay a couple feet over the river that took the colour of the red and नारंगी, ऑरेंज sky. His brown eyes sparkled staring out at the water, he remembered when him and Bentley came down here every दिन during the summer, it only seemed just like yesterday when they seemed so innocent and young. So clueless of the bullshit life really put आप through, he let out a deep sigh and let the wind blow his brown hair in his face. He felt like he acted like such a jerk back at the hospital, he felt guilt but again felt some comfort from letting those words off his chest. He let out a sudden gasp of crying and his face fell in his hands, why him?, why did he have to make all the decisions. Why was he दिया all this responsibility?, why did he have to make all the decisions, why was he the way he was now?, who was he now?. Sad part was, he didn’t even know anymore.