as if आप gave me a choice
everything about आप i loved
all other feelings aside i shoved
on your every word i hung
and even among
a crowd, only आप i see
nowhere else i would rather be
these feelings for you, that are kept inside
i can no longer hide
everything about आप i admire
आप are all i desire
so kind, so sweet, so passionate
everytime our eyes met
my दिल would race
while looking at your smiling face
full of buety, life, and joy
with my emotions आप play like a toy
like a wild beast, my emotions cannot be tame
and i don't even know your name
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would आप do?
Would आप cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
या go into silence until the very end...
Would आप प्यार the ones आप hate the most या be the person आप hide?
Would आप pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would आप try and keep the sun from setting as your last दिन ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else आप say as आप close your eyes.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?