Helia's P.O.V
I sat there in the घास waiting for you. I know it’s been two years since आप have ran away from everything आप ever knew, but I still hope for that दिन आप come home. I know आप ran away to protect yourself, but I wish आप would have told us why आप left. So I found out for myself, and I now know आप left because if आप didn’t आप would have been killed. I just hope wherever आप are that आप are happy. Also I just want आप to know that no matter what I will always प्यार आप even if आप have to हटाइए on. I know the दिन will come when I get to see आप again even though I know if I get the chance to say goodbye one और time my दिल will break the moment I looked into those पन्ना eyes of yours and hear the words I am sorry but I have moved on and it’s time for आप to do the same. The दिन I first found out आप went missing I bawled and ever since that night I have cried myself to sleep every night hoping I will see आप again because sometimes the words left unspoken hurt the most. I sat there in the field द्वारा the rock where I first कहा I प्यार आप on your birthday exactly four years पूर्व today. A part of me knows आप won’t दिखाना but I can try to mask the disappointment because it’s all I have left to keep my दिल tied together. As the sunrise turned to sunset I gathered the box with the precious diamond I was going to give to आप at graduation and a bouquet of your प्रिय गुलाब I bought for आप for your 20th birthday yet I won’t get to celebrate it with you. I sighed and headed back to the boarding school आप attended that was just down the road from mine where a memorial for आप lays in hope you’ll return one year. I set down the गुलाब and light the candles as I cry looking at your senior portrait knowing आप probably have changed during this time period. Once the moon fully rose I walked backed but not before I turned around and heard the rustle of the leaves on the wind. I looked at my feet and saw a small paper हंस and as I unfolded it I felt tears stream down the side of my face. The letter read I’m sorry I have caused आप all this pain every दिन since I left, but I did it to protect myself from the pain of watching someone I प्यार die या having the ones I प्यार mourn at the loss of a friend, so I ran as fast as I could and as far as I could. I didn’t mean to break your heart, but because it pained me too much just to see your shadow I couldn’t face आप and I’m sorry but just please हटाइए on for the sake of both of us. However I want आप to know no matter what happens I will always प्यार आप because I have never stopped loving आप from the moment I you. I cried because she was the one who had my दिल and she still had mine. She finally came घर yet I didn’t get to see her it was the way I sadly pictured it having to हटाइए on even when I knew neither of us would. So I ran as fast as I could to that rock and saw her standing there in a little white dress with फूल in her hair and she smiled once she saw me in my sports coat, button down and slacks. I realized that all our फ्रेंड्स where their along with a priest I never thought this moment would come I finally proposed to her because she knew I wouldn’t हटाइए on when I knew she was still alive because I would fight for her until the last moment I had. She कहा yes and then we got married right there on her 20th birthday and even though it’s been a long two years I made the right choice to wait for her return. We sealed the deal with a किस and I looked into those sparkling पन्ना eyes in the moonlight and thought to myself this प्यार is worth waiting for no matter how long it takes to be together again, even if she did हटाइए on while she was gone.
I sat there in the घास waiting for you. I know it’s been two years since आप have ran away from everything आप ever knew, but I still hope for that दिन आप come home. I know आप ran away to protect yourself, but I wish आप would have told us why आप left. So I found out for myself, and I now know आप left because if आप didn’t आप would have been killed. I just hope wherever आप are that आप are happy. Also I just want आप to know that no matter what I will always प्यार आप even if आप have to हटाइए on. I know the दिन will come when I get to see आप again even though I know if I get the chance to say goodbye one और time my दिल will break the moment I looked into those पन्ना eyes of yours and hear the words I am sorry but I have moved on and it’s time for आप to do the same. The दिन I first found out आप went missing I bawled and ever since that night I have cried myself to sleep every night hoping I will see आप again because sometimes the words left unspoken hurt the most. I sat there in the field द्वारा the rock where I first कहा I प्यार आप on your birthday exactly four years पूर्व today. A part of me knows आप won’t दिखाना but I can try to mask the disappointment because it’s all I have left to keep my दिल tied together. As the sunrise turned to sunset I gathered the box with the precious diamond I was going to give to आप at graduation and a bouquet of your प्रिय गुलाब I bought for आप for your 20th birthday yet I won’t get to celebrate it with you. I sighed and headed back to the boarding school आप attended that was just down the road from mine where a memorial for आप lays in hope you’ll return one year. I set down the गुलाब and light the candles as I cry looking at your senior portrait knowing आप probably have changed during this time period. Once the moon fully rose I walked backed but not before I turned around and heard the rustle of the leaves on the wind. I looked at my feet and saw a small paper हंस and as I unfolded it I felt tears stream down the side of my face. The letter read I’m sorry I have caused आप all this pain every दिन since I left, but I did it to protect myself from the pain of watching someone I प्यार die या having the ones I प्यार mourn at the loss of a friend, so I ran as fast as I could and as far as I could. I didn’t mean to break your heart, but because it pained me too much just to see your shadow I couldn’t face आप and I’m sorry but just please हटाइए on for the sake of both of us. However I want आप to know no matter what happens I will always प्यार आप because I have never stopped loving आप from the moment I you. I cried because she was the one who had my दिल and she still had mine. She finally came घर yet I didn’t get to see her it was the way I sadly pictured it having to हटाइए on even when I knew neither of us would. So I ran as fast as I could to that rock and saw her standing there in a little white dress with फूल in her hair and she smiled once she saw me in my sports coat, button down and slacks. I realized that all our फ्रेंड्स where their along with a priest I never thought this moment would come I finally proposed to her because she knew I wouldn’t हटाइए on when I knew she was still alive because I would fight for her until the last moment I had. She कहा yes and then we got married right there on her 20th birthday and even though it’s been a long two years I made the right choice to wait for her return. We sealed the deal with a किस and I looked into those sparkling पन्ना eyes in the moonlight and thought to myself this प्यार is worth waiting for no matter how long it takes to be together again, even if she did हटाइए on while she was gone.
