Renesmee's POV
Why is it that when आप know something has to be done that time goes faster?
I thought I still had 2hrs to think about how to talk to Jacob, but it seems that I now only have 10 मिनटों until the big reveal.
He'll be standing there looking beautiful, sexy and handsome with that gorgeous wolfy smile that seems to reach out and grab me, making me melt and tremble with desire, waiting for me in the car park. How am I going to tell him? should I just touch his cheek and दिखाना him या should I just say what's on my mind? I've never had any problems telling him what I thought.... But this is different, I feel different its like I have a stomach full of butterflies, I'm so nervous. What if he doesn't want me the same as I want him? What if he still sees me as his little sister? And most importantly will this push him away from me? So many questions. I don't think I could handle his rejection, he completes me,he is my soul, my प्यार and now my life. I'm just going to have to दिखाना him (I'd be to embarrassed if someone overheard me) Yes that's it I'll just place my hand gently on his cheek and दिखाना him easy...
Oh no! class has finished, it's time... ok just calm down and walk slowly one step at a time, आप can do this, Take a deep breath.... Oh man look at him! the way his body commands my attention, the way he's looking at me, that smile,those eyes. I feel all light-headed, (just the nerves I can control them)
He is walking towards me with the grace and agility of a wolf, his arms are held out towards me. There's something different in his eyes, I'm not sure what it is, but I can tell I'm about to find out, he's focused on me like he's seeing the sun for the first time. I'm not nervous anymore.
He starts to speak to me, "Nessie I have to tell आप something... I'm in प्यार with आप ,I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"No, Jacob I प्यार you. here I'll दिखाना you" as I place my hand upon his cheek, his face goes blank as he listens, then suddenly he swooped and placed his warm lips onto mine, crushing my body against his, wrapping his arms around me so tight that I thought he'd never let me go, but he did, I felt cold and alone all of a sudden. "What's wrong?" pretty sure that my feelings were दिखा रहा है on my face,I ask as he pulls his mouth away from mine,"We should go somewhere और private," grinning at me with his smile, "there are to many people here and I want आप all to myself". "Oh" was my genius response, "Where do आप want to go?", "We'll go down to the La Push res, where we can be alone" he answered as he caressed my back then he very slowly bent down to touch my lips with his. This wasn't as bad as I thought, he really loves me. Smiling to myself, as we walked to the car.
Jacob's POV.
Oh man, this दिन is really dragging. I'm missing Nessie और and more. I have to tell her how I feel, this is pure torture. Will she feel the same,does she hunger for me, the way I for her?
I shouldn't have come here as early as I did, sitting in the car waiting is just making me और jumpy. 10 मिनटों to go.. should I get out and meet her, should I just stand द्वारा the car and wait? should I go to her and just draw her into my arms? I'm not usually this nervous, (but this isn't a normal day). Today I am going to tell her how I feel, how she makes me feel when I'm around her. How to say it? hmmmmm....
Oh man here she comes, I प्यार to watch her walk, I प्यार the way her hair sparkles and moves as she does, the way her beautiful hips sway, the way her skin shines faintly in the sun. I notice my breath is getting heavy, I'm aching to just go and grab her, to feel her warm, supple,beautiful body against mine as I embrace her, to feel her lavish lips against mine, before I knew it I was out of the car walking towards her, my arms already open for her embrace. I open my mouth and the words just spill out,"Nessie I have to tell आप something...." no sooner than the words were out my nessie, showed me that she loved me too द्वारा placing her warm hand upon my cheek, the emotions I felt passing through us were as strong as each other's. I couldn't take it anymore and crushed my lips against hers, दिखा रहा है how much I loved her. The taste of her mouth against mine was exquisite, the feel of her body against mine was better than I had ever imagined, my breathing started to get heavier and I had to fight the need to possess her totally, the need to rip of her clothes and feel her warmth around me. So I pulled away and कहा that we should go somewhere और private, (I didn't want to embarrass ourselves anymore than we already had) As I caressed her back and placed a gentle किस upon her mouth and towed her gently towards the car. this was easier than I thought. We'd have time to explore these feelings later.
Why is it that when आप know something has to be done that time goes faster?
I thought I still had 2hrs to think about how to talk to Jacob, but it seems that I now only have 10 मिनटों until the big reveal.
He'll be standing there looking beautiful, sexy and handsome with that gorgeous wolfy smile that seems to reach out and grab me, making me melt and tremble with desire, waiting for me in the car park. How am I going to tell him? should I just touch his cheek and दिखाना him या should I just say what's on my mind? I've never had any problems telling him what I thought.... But this is different, I feel different its like I have a stomach full of butterflies, I'm so nervous. What if he doesn't want me the same as I want him? What if he still sees me as his little sister? And most importantly will this push him away from me? So many questions. I don't think I could handle his rejection, he completes me,he is my soul, my प्यार and now my life. I'm just going to have to दिखाना him (I'd be to embarrassed if someone overheard me) Yes that's it I'll just place my hand gently on his cheek and दिखाना him easy...
Oh no! class has finished, it's time... ok just calm down and walk slowly one step at a time, आप can do this, Take a deep breath.... Oh man look at him! the way his body commands my attention, the way he's looking at me, that smile,those eyes. I feel all light-headed, (just the nerves I can control them)
He is walking towards me with the grace and agility of a wolf, his arms are held out towards me. There's something different in his eyes, I'm not sure what it is, but I can tell I'm about to find out, he's focused on me like he's seeing the sun for the first time. I'm not nervous anymore.
He starts to speak to me, "Nessie I have to tell आप something... I'm in प्यार with आप ,I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"No, Jacob I प्यार you. here I'll दिखाना you" as I place my hand upon his cheek, his face goes blank as he listens, then suddenly he swooped and placed his warm lips onto mine, crushing my body against his, wrapping his arms around me so tight that I thought he'd never let me go, but he did, I felt cold and alone all of a sudden. "What's wrong?" pretty sure that my feelings were दिखा रहा है on my face,I ask as he pulls his mouth away from mine,"We should go somewhere और private," grinning at me with his smile, "there are to many people here and I want आप all to myself". "Oh" was my genius response, "Where do आप want to go?", "We'll go down to the La Push res, where we can be alone" he answered as he caressed my back then he very slowly bent down to touch my lips with his. This wasn't as bad as I thought, he really loves me. Smiling to myself, as we walked to the car.
Jacob's POV.
Oh man, this दिन is really dragging. I'm missing Nessie और and more. I have to tell her how I feel, this is pure torture. Will she feel the same,does she hunger for me, the way I for her?
I shouldn't have come here as early as I did, sitting in the car waiting is just making me और jumpy. 10 मिनटों to go.. should I get out and meet her, should I just stand द्वारा the car and wait? should I go to her and just draw her into my arms? I'm not usually this nervous, (but this isn't a normal day). Today I am going to tell her how I feel, how she makes me feel when I'm around her. How to say it? hmmmmm....
Oh man here she comes, I प्यार to watch her walk, I प्यार the way her hair sparkles and moves as she does, the way her beautiful hips sway, the way her skin shines faintly in the sun. I notice my breath is getting heavy, I'm aching to just go and grab her, to feel her warm, supple,beautiful body against mine as I embrace her, to feel her lavish lips against mine, before I knew it I was out of the car walking towards her, my arms already open for her embrace. I open my mouth and the words just spill out,"Nessie I have to tell आप something...." no sooner than the words were out my nessie, showed me that she loved me too द्वारा placing her warm hand upon my cheek, the emotions I felt passing through us were as strong as each other's. I couldn't take it anymore and crushed my lips against hers, दिखा रहा है how much I loved her. The taste of her mouth against mine was exquisite, the feel of her body against mine was better than I had ever imagined, my breathing started to get heavier and I had to fight the need to possess her totally, the need to rip of her clothes and feel her warmth around me. So I pulled away and कहा that we should go somewhere और private, (I didn't want to embarrass ourselves anymore than we already had) As I caressed her back and placed a gentle किस upon her mouth and towed her gently towards the car. this was easier than I thought. We'd have time to explore these feelings later.
Hey, I'm typing away at घर while my dad takes Mom on an extensive trip to France! Jacob could hardly contain his excitement! Seriously, He's burst into a dog three times- oh, not again Jake! Four times. Anyways, whenever my parents are out, my dad posts up a सूची of rules. Here's what he wrote.
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No फ्रेंड्स over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on आप regularly, but call her if आप need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No फ्रेंड्स over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on आप regularly, but call her if आप need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
When she first looked into her daughters dark चॉकलेट eyes she felt प्यार and happiness. The soft broze curls in her hair shot a feeling of hope in her body;that she was alive.She felt प्यार for this little one.
A kind of प्यार she had never felt before:of प्यार and protection. The kind of प्यार a mother feels.A प्यार so passionate it hurt for her to feel.
The एंजल looking back at her was the most beutiful she had ever seen. No one had ever imagined such beuty.
Then the little cherub clutched her mothers finger and the two felt प्यार and happiness forever.
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A kind of प्यार she had never felt before:of प्यार and protection. The kind of प्यार a mother feels.A प्यार so passionate it hurt for her to feel.
The एंजल looking back at her was the most beutiful she had ever seen. No one had ever imagined such beuty.
Then the little cherub clutched her mothers finger and the two felt प्यार and happiness forever.
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