Ok I'm having problems posting this...if anyoneis paying attention read this one!!!
हे guys, I went a दिन without writing!! I know it doesn't sound like much but it was REALLY hard not to write...so I might put up a few tonight. Here's the अगला chapter, enjoy and टिप्पणी दे please?
"She left me in my room, telling me that someone would let me know when रात का खाना was before closing the door. I heard a lock slide into place. I didn't understand and had so many सवालों that I just flung myself on the बिस्तर and cried until I heard the lock sliding again.
It is time for lights out, I must stop लेखन now. I will write soon, I promise."
"That's all there is." I said, my voice no और then a whisper.
I was so into my story that I hadn't noticed that we were घर already. I looked around to see Carlisle, Esme, Emmett and Rosalie on the front porch wondering why we were just sitting in the car.
Edward opened the door and stood up, looking in the backseat at me and then back up to the porch.
"We'll be up in a moment." He कहा to everyone at the house.
No one up there कहा anything, they all just looked down the drive at me and then each other before walking into the house.
Edward climbed back into the car, starting it before he turned around and looked me right in the eye.
"Want to go somewhere?" He asked sweetly.
"Yeah, I don't think I can go back and face everyone right now." I कहा shaking my head back and forth.
"Where to?" Edward asked as he threw the car in reverse and sped down the driveway.
I thought about it for a few मिनटों and decided that I hadn't seen Bella in a few days.
"Could we pick up Bella and go out somewhere?" I asked knowing that Edward would go anywhere now that I mentioned bringing Bella with.
"I think she would प्यार that." He कहा as he pulled a U-turn and sped to her house.
We pulled up front of Cheif Swan's, Edward getting out and leaving the सीट up so I could climb out with him. Jasper was happy to stay in the car, so we left it running while we walked up the stairs to her house.
He knocked 3 times softly, no one came to answer the door so he rang the doorbell. After a मिनट we heard footsteps running down the stairs, coming to a stop on the other side of the door.
Obviously Bella had been taking a शावर, शॉवर when we knocked, we could both smell her shampoo on the otherside of the door. Edwards smile spread from ear to ear as she hurried to open the door.
When she managed to unlock the door, she opened it and was suprised to see us standing there.
"Hello." Edward कहा as he reached out and ran his hand down her face.
"Hello." Bella responded.
"Ok, one word जवाब are fun." I कहा giggling as I made fun of both of them.
"Hey Alice!! What's up?" Bella asked as she blushed a deep read.
"Oh आप can say और then one word." I कहा as I made fun of her.
"We were going out, and thought आप might want to come with us. Would आप like to come out with us?" He asked.
"Oh, well I. Ummmm let me go change." She कहा as she closed the door in our faces.
I started laughing uncontrolably, she was nervous and that was obvious. She quickly opened the door again and looked at both of us, blushing a deeper shade.
"I'm sorry, would आप like to come in?" She asked as she moved out of the way.
Edward looked at me and walked in first, he instantly grabbed her hand and they walked into the living room.
I followed right behind them and sat on the chair while they sat on the सोफ़ा, सोफे अगला to eachother. They both started stairing at eachother, Edward obviously forogtt that we were going out and Bella forgott that she was going to change.
"Edward, Jasper is going to get bored....and he's sitting in YOUR car." I thought.
I thought he was ignorning me, when his head shot to look at me...then back to his car...then to me...then back to Bella. It was obvious that he didn't want to leave, he loved every मिनट with her. However; he didn't want to leave Jasper with his car for too long, he might get bored and decide to start taking the car apart.
"Ummm where's Charlie?" Edward asked innocently.
"He's fishing, he won't be घर until late he said." She कहा as she smiled at him.
"Ok...I think आप two need to spend some time together. Edward I will take your car, Jasper and I will go somewhere and read more. I'll fill आप in later, ok?" I asked him.
He looked from me to Bella and to his car one और time before he came to a decision.
"That's great Alice, be carefull please. Don't let him drive...he broke my last car remember." He asked referring to Edwards last Lexus that Jasper had borrowed and accidently wrapped around a tree....litterally.
"I will drive. I will see आप later. Bye Bella!!" I कहा as I walked out of the house and to the car where Jasper was waiting.
I climbed back inside the car and Jasper looked confused. "Where are they?" He asked.
"Yeah they got all mushey and need to spend time together and I just want to read more. Maybe we can all go out together another time." I said.
"Sounds good to me." He कहा as he took my hand.
I threw the car into drive and accelerated to about 90 miles an hour. We drove out of town and up the किनारा, शोर until I found the perfect outlook.
The cliffs were silver, the rocks washed away from many years of rain. There was a sitting area just off the road where a family was sitting, enjoying the view. I drove up a little further and found a rough trail that was visible from the road.
I pulled over and threw his car into park. We both climbed out of the car without a word, Jasper grabbing our backpack from the सूँ ढ, ट्रंक before he started leading down the trail.
We walked about 5 मिनटों before the cliffs started dropping off in front of us. He took the bag and opened it, removing the blanket from the pack. He laid it out on the damp ground and took a seat, motioning for me to sit अगला to him.
I sat down and grabbed the pack pulling it closer so that I could take the journal out. I was about to open it when he grabbed my hand and stopped me from reading.
"May I? Please?" He asked softly.
I smiled at him and leaned closer to him चुंबन from his chin to his mouth. I smiled at him again before handing him the book.
"Thank you." He कहा as he opened it.
"This one is dated June 5th. I am sitting in the sun, in the middle of the दिन लेखन in my journal. Today Dr. Gordon told me that I should take my journal outside in the sun, for some reason he didn't want to go in the sun and enjoy the weather. He told everyone to leave me alone, that I was not to be bothered, that it was part of our new treatment.
Now that I mention it, I just realized that I don't think I have ever seen him in the sun. How strange. So...let's see.
I was alone, in my room. I colapsed and started crying, I don't know how long I was there. Eventually someone came and unlocked the door, opening it and stood there waiting for me to recognize them.
"It's time for dinner." The person कहा as I stood up and walked towards the light.
The person was in fact a woman, she looked to be about 20 years old. Her black curly hair falling below her shoulders, her grey eyes दिखा रहा है her weariness.
She waited for me to leave the room and closed the door behind me. We started walking down the long hallway and into the lunchroom which I had seen earlier on my tour.
I noticed that there were about 20 other people in the room with me, some were talking softly to themselves. Others were rocking back and forth, one young man was looking at a दीवार and was apparently having a conversation with it.
I didn't understand why I was here, I was not crazy like most of these people and they made me feel scared and uncomfortable.
I followed the woman through a line where I was handed a tray with a plate on it, and people ladeled what looked like oats and raisons on the plate. I was also handed some फल and a milk, the woman at the end looked me up and down and then looked back to the curly haired girl.
"New one Jennifer?" She asked.
"Yes this is Mary, Mary this is Nancy." She कहा as she introduced us.
"Hello Mary, it's nice to meet you." Nancy कहा as a warm smile lit her face.
"Hello." I कहा quietly.
"She's a shy one, well I will see a lot of you. We have 3 meals a दिन and I will see आप for all of them correct?" She asked.
"Yes ma'am." I said.
"Ok hon, now run along and eat." She ordered.
Jennifer smiled at the older woman and started off to an empty table. She motioned for me to sit across from her as she sat down and began getting her रात का खाना ready.
"Mary, as आप now know my name is Jennifer. Dr. Gordon या Dr. G as we all know him asked me to keep an eye on you." She कहा as a curl broke loose into her face. She grumbled a little and tried to tame it back into place.
"I'm here to help your first few days easier...if that's possible. I was told that आप have a sister?" She asked.
"Yes, her name is Cynthia and she's 6. We're eachothers world, I don't know how I will be able to be here without her." I कहा as I started to cry again.
I'm sorry, I can't continue this is too hard to write. I have to go inside now, the रात का खाना घंटी, बेल is ringing and Nancy will be mad if I am late. I will write और tomorrow when I have time alone again."
That's all that was written, aparently someone was trying to make this transition easier on me. I thought that was nice, I also was beginning to have some diffrent thoughts about this Dr. Gordon. Why wouldn't he go in the sun, that was strange...I wonder...........